Firstly I'd like to thank you all for the amazing reviews. Honestly it gives me strength to keep on writing. At first I wasn't truly confident about it since my English isn't perfect but I'm thrilled to know that people actually appreciate my I shall say that writing the 4th chapter was the best thing ever for me, I truly felt like I was actually living it and I don't know about you but I could picture myself in the situation, and being desperate for a small touch like this. So I wanted Ana and Christian to feel the same way, desperatly needing each other's touch, lips in this case. Because, here the kiss is the key to everything they feel about each other. It's the most important thing of their story together. So here it goes for the after-kiss.

Chapter 5:

ANA POV:

"What are you doing to me?" he whispered to my ear, breathless. I want him to kiss me hard, but I don't want to make the first step simply because a woman don't do first-steps. But hell, I need his lips on mine, his tongue dancing with mine. I want to feel his hair between my fingers while he kisses me hard and desperatly. The tension is going wilder "I know you can feel this too" he says and how can I deny it, how can I stay unoticed to this electrifying thing between us. It's just amazing.
My eyes widened to this statement and I couldn't take this no more. I closed the path between us, and whispered to his ear "Christian, just fucking kiss me NOW!" and his mouth found mine.

He kissed me like there was no tomorrow, he kissed me like his life depends on it. The desperate feeling of feeling him, I wanted it since he layed his eyes on me while cleaning my dress and legs that night at the restaurant. I kissed him back, allowing my mouth to let his tongue find mine. I started to move my hands that were holding his upper arms till his neck, caressing that copper hair of his, feeling the silk colar of his shirt and his smell, his amazing cologne. It was just head spinningly beautiful. My hands found his neck caressing and playing all the way there and the feeling was so right. Being there, kissing him endlessly felt like home, it was true.

At this moment, I knew, my life would change completely, none during my entire 24 year life has left such an effect on me, and honestly it's all welcomed. Christian's mouth started to leave erotics moans after my little skilled tongue play. I was biting his bottom lip when his tongue started to search for mine so it could suck it hard. I was all satisfied with myself after hearing these beautiful songs his mouth libered was indeed empowering. However, our sweet short tongue marathon ended up shortly after we were interrupted by a fuss outside the door. Christian abrutly broke the contact with my mouth and we were both breathless, like we had run non-stop.

"Wow" he sead breathingly and I could see twinkles in his eyes, they were shining and sexy at the same time. I shrugged my shoulders and tried to straighten myself and my dress. I pressed my tighs hardly in order to prevent my little kitty to stop its small roller coaster.

"Shhhh, listen" I put my index finger on his lips so he could hush for a second and we could hear what was going on outside.

"Elliot, wait for me, it's dark in here and I can't see anything, lead me!" a feminin and knowing voice said we could hear another footstep coming towards the room we are in. Christian and I hold our breath when we saw the other person trying to open the door furiously "Damn, Kate it's locked, we'll find another room upstairs come on baby." the male voice said which was Elliot's.

"Just wait for me I'm going blind here and my heels let me take them off!" Kate inquired. Obviously they are trying to hook up in another room of the house. The footsteps faded away and at last I could let go of that breath I was holding as well as Christian. The space between us was smaller and I could feel our attraction, yes it was there again, the electricity. I bet we can provide enough electic energy to Seattle from our connection. I looked up at Christian and couldn't keep myself from giggling, the situation is just so ridiculusly funny. What am I supposed to do after the greatest kiss we just shared? I could feel his eyes on me and his breath getting heavier and his laughter was more under control.
After this much needed laughter, Christian took my hand and led me to the bed. He reached for the side table and turned the light on. It was just a tiny bit of light so we could see eachother

The silence started to get annoying, I don't know what we are supposed to do now because it was extremely unexpected. Throwing myself back in the bed I sighed heavily and turned over Christian who put a poker face on him "Where is here Christian?" He looked back at me with his bright grey eyes, and joined me at the side of the bed, he rested his head on his elbow and turned to "You are here cause' I was and am so desperate to know more about you." I watched his mouth move with those words. He seems so sexy and I wanted more of that kiss but I know right now I should try to understand his true intentions, I'm not a one night-stand girl come on!

"You have a very strange way to show it, Mr Grey" teasing him with this intense moment we shared not long ago.

"I know you feel this too Anastasia, this "thing" between us." I gasped, Yes I do "Yes ..." I replied feeling the heat inside my cheeks.

"I did, since I saw you that night, helped you dry your little dress and when I touched that small leg of yours trying to wipe the water you clumsily let it slip from your tiny hands" he continues. Oh God, don't remind me this, I was litereally melting on the spot, I wanted a hole to open in the ground and swallow me right there.

"Christian, I have never done this before.." I said unsure about what I can say. It's true, I never dated anyone seriously, never had intense feelings for him nor melted on the spot. I don't know how dating works, well I read about and heard about them, but never done with someone intimidating like Christian. Moreover, I don't know how I can keep calmp with this tension between us, even now my panties are all soaked up. Christian abrutly regained his place in the bed, after few seconds he moved his body up to mine, and I was traped under him. Not sure what to do, I gasped "Christian what are you doing? Get off of me!" pleading.

"Anastasia look at me. I'm not going to hurt you" he whispered calmly, and I obeyed. "Ana, I have never dated any girl before, I have never felt anything like this before, I even am confused about what I am actually feeling and doing, I don't even know if I'm a hearts and flowers man, I have never had a serious thing with anybody, and I'm cluless about how it works. But I know for sure, and I can put my hand on the blade, that I want something with you, I want more with you than friendship, or a one night relationship." I listened to him intensly and saw his eyes smiling at me, I then knew he meant all of it. I sighed heavily trying to gather my thoughts in order to answer him.

"I..I, I mean, I do too. I want to get to know you more, Christian" I answered finally, simple and efficient I hope, he gets my drift. "Oh, Ana.." he said kissing my brows. I started giggling, yeah I do, kinda like him. It's too early to talk about Love, but I know these intense feelings will be more than liking. But right now all I needed was his lips crushed to mine again. I want to feel the heat again, I want my inner goddess to be satisfied, I want my little kitten between my legs to get soaked again while he kisses me AGAIN. Christian broke the touch and leaned to me again, he looked to my eyes as if asking for my permission and I of course gave him KISS ME AGAIN! PLEASE I stated inside of me, and it was coming true. I leaned forward to him making him see that I want him to kiss me too. He took my face in his abile hands and kissed me again. This kiss was different, it was intense yet very sensual and slow, like he was taking every last drop of pleasure out of it. I parted my lips to let his tongue invade my mouth, it founds my tongue and dances with it. He then started to suck heavily my tongue and I felt my between-tighs getting excited under this amazing thing he does to me. I started to reach for his shoulders and caress them, his mouth let go of a sexy groan while I reached for his hair to pull them hard.

He broke the amazing kiss, breathing heavily like me he stared deeply in my eyes, like he was reading right through my soul "Wooow..." he muttered. I couldn't help but giggle and took his neck between my hands and move his face closer to mine "Wow, indeed, Mr Grey" .

"What are you doing to me Anastasia. This, this whole thing... I mean... just wow.." he dropped a small peck on my cheek and lay back. He sighed heavily "I'm glad you want to try with me Ana.." he said out of the blue.

"I couldn't let this go without trying it" I said refering to our intense moments and connection. "I don't know how we are supposed to do it, but I don't want to wait either" he stood up and turned off the light, I sat on the bed and holding my stare he fell on his knees and held my hand 'Ana, would you do me the world's greatest honour to become my girlfriend" he said smiling fully at me that I can count his teeth. His smile is obviously contagious as I watched my hands in his, the feeling is so right. I closed my eyes for a moment and cleared my throat "Yes Christian, I would love to be your girlfriend" I stated proud of myself. He helped me on my feet and hugged me planting soft kisses on my neck, then my shoulder.

"Let's go now" he grabbed my hand and opened the door. The room filled with the heavy music coming from outside. He closed the door and grabbed my hand back to lead me outside. We passed through the hallway with huge grin on our face, we absolutely look like idiots, but I'm so happy right now. Christian led me outside back in the dancefloor and everyone was staring at us. I cacthed my father's eyes and he smiled at us, Grace and Carrick were all lovingly waving at us. I felt relief invade my body. Elliot and Kate were unspottable, they apparently didn't finish their business yet.

"I can't believe Kate hooked up with your brother!" I said realising how absurd it feels now that I'm dating Christian. "Well I'm not very surprised of my man-whore of a brother" he said grinning to me.

The night moved on hurridly and quitely. The Fireworks, the dances everything was awesome. I can't believe I missed this during all those years. Kate and Elliot also came back to the venue finally after thirty minutes hands in hands. And gathering from Kate's face, she obviously is very happy just like me. I turned to face Kate.

"Kate did you just hooked up with Elliot?" I asked her "Ana, he is amazing.." she says and I can see the bleam in her eyes.

"You have him under your skin Katie baby!" I whisper to her ear. "Ana, he is so different from the others. He listens to me, to all I have to say. None has done that before" she inquires. Wow she feels something actually.

"Enough of me, Ethan saw you coming hand in hand with Christian, what's happening there, tell me!" she usheres. "You don't miss much do you? He asked me to be his girlfriend Kate" I confess.

"I knew he would. Who can bid that much money if he doesnt have anything in mind. Did you do it? you know, hooked up, had sex?" she questions me with a contagious grin.

"Damn Kate no. Do I look like a one night-stand? seriously? But I felt his thing growing bigger when he pinned and kissed me against the wall earlier" I confess suddenly brave.

"Oh my god! It was you behind that locked door right? Steele I can't believe you. How was it? the kiss I mean, tell me, is he a good kissed?" she pats my hand.

"Kate, he is an amazing one" and yes, he was, he is the best.

"Steele, are you planning to go further than the kiss?"

After thinking a few moment I nod "Yes, I think I would love to. If he is that good in bed like his kissing abilities. We have a great connection Kate. It amazes me. I have never felt it before." I blush.

"I can see that from you blushing. My little girl is changing. God Steele, I'm so proud of you." she says hugging me.

Christian and I talked more about eachother, and we decided to tell our parents tomorrow at his parents dinner. They invited Ray and me over alongside with Kate. I hope it'll be okay. Christian told me about him but I feel like he hides some more things from me, he ignored my questions about before his adoption and I don't want to push him, he should tell me when he is ready. After nearly 2 hours, the Gala ended, and Christian insisted to take me home himself so Ray had to go beforehand. Christian is so attentive to me, I can easly get used to it. Today was obviously full of revelations. But most of all, I still didn't tell him that I was a god damn virgin of 24 year old. I feel embarassed but we didn't talk about those things yet. I wonder how he will take it..This is the ultimate bomb. He can't dislike it I mean, I'm offering my V-card here, that means he is special. I'm actually glad to have kept it during all those years, Christian is the right one to give it. None has swept my feet off from the ground unlike Christian.

We waved to his parents and reached to his SUV. Christian instroduced me as his girlfriend to his driver Taylor. I like him, he looks like Ray,he's got this overprotective father look. I wonder if he was a marine too, he has the same posture as Ray when he retired from it because of his heart issues. Once inside the car, Christian took me in his lap and murmured soft words to my ear. I wanted to stay there for the rest of the time. His odour, and smell are so enivering. He held me there and carressed softerly my bare back chills running through my body from his touch. I want him. Yes I admit, I want him to touch me everywhere like this, I want him to make love to me, to kiss me hard again. I took off my heels and nuzzled in his neck to fall asleep. Moment flew quickly and we were already outside my huge house as the car stopped. "Baby, we are here." Christian whispered to my ear kissing my ear lobe.

"Mmm.." I said leaning forward "I want.." remembering Ray, I opened my eyes and reached for my shoes 'I'm sorry I fell asleep, Christian." I apologize.

"It's alright I actually loved you there, I can get used to it." I flushed heavily "And I love when you blush like this" he said kissing my heated cheeks. "Thank you for tonight Christian, it was magic. Thank you for making it even more special." I confess to him. I took his face in my hands and kissed him goodbye. He grapped my arm back "Good night baby, dream of me. Email me once you are in" he kissed me more again sending butterflies to my stomach and my kittedn waking her up. "Good night Christian."
I head to my home, literally fled to my room and closed the door and stared blankly for a minute. I'm glag Ray is sleeping, I didn't want to spoil the new of tomorrow, so he will know about it at the dinner too. I hope he will accept it, seeing how protective he is of me, even when I dated before he was so harsh with the boys that I felt sorry for them but it didn't last eventually, the relationships ended as fast as it started.I then wondered how could I email him or even text him I don't even have his number or mail adress. I reached to my purse to find my phone, two texts awaited for me, one from Kate and the other from an unknown number. I opened it :

I felt the happiest today comparing to my entire life and all thanks to you. You made me the happiest man by accepting to be my girlfriend. I hope you are home sound and safe. I'm impatiently waiting for your reply and eager to see you again tomorrow.
Christian Grey, CEO Grey Entreprise, Inc.

This man is a charmer I swear. I felt my legs getting jellies and started to press reply:

I made home sound and safe thanks to you. I must say how impressed I am by your seducer behavior. Thank you for this magical evening and good night. Sleep well with your heart at ease, knowing that I'm glad to be your girlfriend.
Anastasia Steele

After sending the text I undressed and put back the dress in my closed, I made a hot tea for myself and tugged in my bed. I took my MacBook and loged in. Few seconds later my phone's ring interupts me seeing the screen, I immediatly sit back in my bed and clear my throad before pressing the green button

"Christian" I muttered couldn't keep my smile away anymore. "Ana, why aren't you sleeping?" he questions me. Stop right there, you are not my dad big boy!

"I was just about to check my mail before heading to bed"

"I'm glad you are not asleep yet" he admits. "Are you now?" I said smiling at myself. "Yes I wanted to hear your voice one more time before going to visit you in my dreams baby".

"I hope you to dream of me indeed"

"I wish I was there with you. We could sleep peacefuly, you in my arms, feeling you heat, your body touching mine, kissing you endlessly.." he whispers

"I wish too.." I admit falling back in the bed and sighing. "I have to go Christian, see you tomorrow, good night, it's time to meet you in your dreams.' I said chuckling. "Good night baby, dream of me and those amazing things we can do together if I was there" he then hungs up. Damn bad boy, he knows how I will feel now that i start to imagine what we can do in a room together. I begin to have very dirty thoughts tsss.

I closed my Macbook and drank off my tea then snuggled to my huge teddy bear thinking it was Christian. I played the night back in my head for several times, touching my lips like he was still kissing them. It lingered there, and I was still feeling his touch on my skin. Today, I found out, I know now, what it feels to be cherished and wanted because I feel the same too, and I want Christian to feel it too. From today, I made a decision, I'll show my determination in this relationship to him every single moment. I want more with him, I know, undoubtly, I will fall in love for him. He doesnt know how easy it is to fall in love with him. If what I feel right now, the heat, the tension, the pull, the butterflies are real and won't fade away, the I know, I will love him with all my heart. But it's early to say this for now. I know he has a sad part in him, I could tell from his eyes when I mentioned his past before the adoption. I want to know, so I can ease his mind, his soul and he will never feel sad again whatever the reason is. My eyes started to close unwillingly. That night, I dreamt about cooper haired man making love to me with passion under the moonlight.