I thank you all for the great reviews, it truly means a lot to me, including to know that you didn't give up on me and my story! I know I kind of took a lot of time to post it even though the chapter was ready. I have final exams to pass, well in Paris my college administrary schedule works badly. So I'm in the middle of passing my final exams that's the reason I couldn't post this and start the new chapter. And unlike few reviews I got, telling me "Why did I start a story without intending on finishing it" well unlike what you might think, I don't start a job without thinking of consequences and all. I started this story with the intention of finishing it because writing is a passion to me. As you might already read before, this story has to definite course, I didn't write all the story and chapters ahead, I write with the feeling of how each chapter goes, my work is a progress not something I have written before all at once. So indulge my bad spelling, my vocabulary faults. Yes I'm a bi-lingue student but I'm not English, I will always have bad spelling going on my work. So be patient with me ;)

Here is the 8th chapter, hope you like it enjoy it!

Chapter 8: Truth be told

Christian P.O.V:

"Christian, I'm a virgin.. I, I.. I have never been with someone else before.." she stutters closing her eyes feeling relieved probably.

I'm sitted here, hearing this mind confusing new. I can see Ana's questioning look but first I need to get my head clear. Am I hearing right? She just confessed me her sexual statut, this means first of all that she wants more with me, and she trusts me. But, I have never been with a virgin before. What if I hurt her, I'm not the most gentle man in the world, my other "acquitances" never questioned my way of having sex with them, they were overly sated and pleased. But a virgin, how do I handle this? I'm more scared for her than myself. What if I hurt her? I realise that my secrets are darker than her, she is so innnocent I don't want to taint her with my disgusting past. But neither can I deny her. I must stop dwelling on this. This is clearly the greatest new I have ever heard during my entire life. I won't have to think about other fucker who has been in contact with her body before me. Wait a minute if she tells me this, that means she wants her first time to be with me. Fuck and here I am worrying about this. I get up from my couch and head towards the huge window of my appartment. I can't help my dick getting harder between her thighs after this realisation. And I have this shit eating grin planted on my face. Wait I need to answer her, but what do I say? I can see her reflection and her expression changing from worried to hurt, pain. I can't bear to see her like this. And come back to reality.

"I understand if this is going to be a problem, I would like our relationship to end here if there's no way you can be with a virgin like me. I mean look at me, I'm no different from other girls. You must have a line waiting for you already. I would like to go home please." she says with a trembling voice. Shit no, I didn't even think about my silence being her torture. I turn and head straight to her and take her hands in mine.

"Baby no, don't go. I'm sorry I reacted like this. It's just that.. that I never thought about you being a virgin. I mean, you are so beautiful, so innocent and pure, men must throw themselves at you." I explain. Tooo late she already is sobbing quitely. "Ana, look at me " I retort. She raises her head to look at me with her big baby blue eyes "your situation will never be a probleme for me, for us to be together, but you have to understand that I won't rush you, and truth be told, I have never been a virgin before, I'm afraid to do you harm" I confess before kissing her eyes and tears.

"Why would you believe that when you have so far been the most kind and gentle man I have ever met" she says reaching my cheek to caress it. Fuck she needs to stop after this mind blowing revelation I might take her just here. I can feel Grey The Magnificient twitching in my pants and growing larger that it becomes painful. I want her, more than anything. "I do trust you, in this small amount of time, I trust you Christian, I know you would never hurt me, I can see it in your eyes" she says.

"Ana, I'm a man who only thinks about his own desires and then I met you, you come here with your innocence and made me want to take care of you and worship you. You being a virgin never changes that fact, on the contrary can't you feel how hard I am for you even after your big revelation" I say sensually easing her hand between my legs, she shaked her head no but when she feels the Stone her breathing changes and I know she likes it just as much as I do.
"Christian.. Please just kiss me.." you wish is my command baby.

Anastatia P.O.V:

"Christian.. Please just kiss me.." I can't believe I said those words. But he makes me feel things and say things that I would never have had before. Not that I complain but do I really want my first time to be like this? In such a short time. I have no idea but all I want is him. I want my first time to be with this man, this handsome and gentle man. He gently leans on my face cupping both cheeks with his big hands. They feel warm, and ... Home. Yes I feel at ease with him. He caresses my cheeks while kissing me tenderly first having a taste of my lips like it's the first time he has ever kissed me. Then his kiss becomes more urgent, searching entry to my mouth. I grant it to him gladly once again feeling this familiad warmth and our tongue dancing with each other.

He seaks for breath "Ana, you are killing me" he breathes through his nose my name like a binding spell on his lips. I smile biting down my bottom lip unconsciously. I feel happy, he lifts me and sits me on his lap taking me in his big embrace and soothing my thoughts away. He caresses my back, circling his thumb each time sending shivers down my spine.

Suddenly it hits me, I don't want to be pressured. It's only the beginning of our relationship. I want to take it slow, "well not completely slow if you keep asking him to kiss him ike this girl" hisses the bitch in me. She is right. Whenever he touches me, I lose control of my will. My first time is precious I want to give it to him, but today is not the day. I want us to be open up about all our secrets first. I'm not completely sane in my own head, I have my demons. What if he leaves me after he learns about them? This long lost feeling I have been dreading to feel again has come back now that I feel more for him. So much more.. I haven't felt like this since.. High shcool since James.
"Noo, noo noo Steele, don't ruin the moment like this. Look at how he looks after you, how he cares for you. James never cared" I say to myself, what if it's all a façade? ..

But the bitch in me has other options for me of course why wouldn't he leave you ? You are plain simple girl, look at you, not so pretty no wonder you still are virgin, he's no different, he's just like James, fooling around with you. No I won't listen to her now, I know she is right I'm no pretty girl, nothing special about me. But right now, this is where I want to live, in the present. I realise I have been staring away for a long time and his arms must feel like jelly. I untangle myself from him.

"Are you okay, baby?" he asks tugging a curl behind my ear. I raise my head to look at his questioning eyes.

"Yes, I would like to stay here if that's okay with you Christian" I ask him. If I go home, Kate is probably in cloud nine with Eliott and I don't want to hear any pounding sounds through my wall.

"Yes, of course you can. Come I'll show you my room and we will find you something to sleep in" he profers his hand to me as I stand up. He leads me to a huge hallway and the last door is his room. Opening it, I'm welcomed to a beautiful sight before me. He has a huge round shaped master bed, with dark linen and two big cushions on it. His room is lighted with just small amount of luminosity. I think the best part of his room is the beautiful balcony and the huge mirror glass he has put in the ceiling just above his bed. I examine the room while he goes in search of something for me to wear. I follow his shadow, to his dressing room. It smells just like him. Gosh I could get lost in here. He turns his gaze and smiles at me handing me a pair of white t-shirt and sport shorts over size for me.

"This should do the trick. It's probably too big for you, but you will look good in it I'm sure" he says so sweetly.
"Thank you" I say shyly leaning in to give him a peck and heading towards the second door which I presume it to be his bathroom. I decide to just take a bath rapidly to wash away the day. I strip naked and let my dress pool around my feet. I wash my make up and untangle my hair letting it fall down. I step in the bath-tub. Opening the water, I let it fall through my body feeling the warmth of it and finally being able to relax. I close my eyes and let the water sooth me. I wash my body with his body wash and my hair. After drying clean myself I take a towel and wrap it around my body stepping out of the tub I wrap another one in my hair. I dry my hair with it and unwrap the towel to put on Christian's clothes. As I let it fall on the floor I hear a sudden gasp from behind me. Suddenly feeling scared I resist the urge to scream. I turn to where the sound came and I'm greeted with a shocked expression of Christian's, looking down my now breasts. I look at him totally shocked of this scene before me.

OH MY GOD I'M FUCKING NAKED !

Christian P.O.V

I gave Ana my t-shirt and shorts as pyjamas. I'm thrilled she wants to stay here with me. I don't want her in a guest room, hell I don't want her in any room other than mine. She took the clothes and headed to the bathroom like she was at home My home is your home baby. She gave me huge revelations and also made me happy, but truth be told I'm scared like shit to tell her my darkest secrets. I know I'm taking advantage of the situation in order to not tell her today, but I eventually will. I can't escape her. Should I really taint her with my darkness by telling her all? She is so innocent, I already debated myself but I keep thinking about this again again. Fuck insecurities! I'm a CEO, Master of my own univers and here I am battling with my shitty past! I decide against my better judgment to not dwell on it, if the topic comes up I will come clean her and if not, I won't divulge any infirmation till next time.

After her I want to change my clothes too I heard the water running and thought she must be taking a bath. So I head to the kitchen and sofa to take our glasses and another bottle of white wine Chardonnay. As I went back to my room and placed the bottle and glasses down, I turned to put some more lightening in the room not too much in order to keep the cosy feeling of it even though my room is far from cosy and homey. I could hear the water stopping. As I turned back I noticed she hasn't completely closed the door behind her, I'm surprised how I didn't know about it. As I make my way to it I could see her reflection from the bathroom's huge mirror. Gosh she is naked, she just stepped out of the tub wrapped in a towel which leaves nothing to imagination. She jerks her head down and dry her hair clean and stand back letting them fall down her back. She then tucks on her towel and let it fall to the floor.
HOLY JESUS! SHE IS FUCKING NAKED AND SHE IS FUCKING PERFECTLY FLAWLESS ! I feel my dick getting harder and harder transforming into the Stone and I can't help touching it for some kind of friction. I know I shouldn't be watching damn, I feel like a pervert. But she is so beautiful. Her skin is just like how I imagined it to be, flawless. I can see her ass such a beautiful backside you have there miss Steele. I snap out of my hypnosis and I can't help the gasp leaving my mouth.
Ana turns around to face me,clearly surprised, but my eyes can't find hers, but instead just looks at her breasts Miss Steele you amaze to surprise me once more. I come to my sense seeing Ana dressing quickly.

"Ana.. I, I'm sorry. The door was open ajar, believe me I didn't open it" why do I explain myself? I feel bad putting Ana in this position but hell the scenery was perfect. What can I say I'm a man after all.

"Christian, don't, please" she can't even raise her head. I go to her and take her chin between my fingers to raise her head "Ana please, don't be shy or embarassed with me. I'm not a pervert even if I have been watching your delectable body for what feels like eternity and I'm sorry for this. But just never feel bad about your body. You are beautiful, flawless you have the most perfect body I have ever seen." I retort truthfully.

"Okay, I believe you" she says after an inner debate. I take her hand and lead her to my bed and give her glass back filling it with wine as well as mine. We sit there facing each other, talking about everything and all. The hours pass by quickly and I can see her feeling tipsy again. The night is young with Ana. I feel like I can open up about everything. With my clothes on her, she feels like she belongs in my home. She giggles at my every joke even the bad ones. Unlike any other women I had a relationship with, well lack of words they were more of a one night stands, they were all after the money, and the face. But Ana is not like this, even if she has a strong bank account with many zeros on it, she seems just careless about it. I think, I love that about her. The incident from earlier is forgetten as we lay down on my bed facing each other. I come closer to her in order to take her hand in mine and lean down to kiss her. She kissed me back with the same passion and I let her hand travel from my cheek to my hair. She caresses it before I break the kiss for air. She smile down and looks back at me.

"I believe you owe me some explaination Mr Grey. You said you had something to tell me" she says after finishing her last glass of wine.

Shit, I didn't really see this coming!