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Playlist: You eclipsed by me by Atreyu, Afterlife by Avenged Sevenfold and Little Piece of Heaven by Avenged Sevenfold (FYI the song Little piece of heaven is pretty sick and disturbing. It reminds me of Osiris. Listen at your own risk)

Disclaimer- There are a few direct quotes from New Moon in here. I did not highlight them or put what page number they are from because I don't know, I don't have my book with me and I changed them a little. So S. Meyer if you are reading this, don't sue, I mean no harm or copy right infringement.

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Fire and ice have always been enemies, always teetering on the brink of destroying or being destroyed by the other. If you've ever wondered which of the two is stronger I can tell you the answer now, its ice.

Wave after wave of frigid pulsations danced their way through my body. One by one my, veins, arteries, muscles, nerves and bones froze, only to be fractured into a thousand pieces by the next pulse. Over and over this process was repeated until every part of my body had been frozen, fractured and frozen again thousands of times. I would gladly trade the fire of James' bite for this frozen hell. Ice was stronger and fiercer than fire could ever dream of being; I prayed to God that it would be quicker too.

I awoke in an instant with all my senses coming back to me at once. I had been unable to move, see or hear for an immeasurable amount of time. Had it been hours, months, or centuries? I didn't know. All I knew was that I had broken my little brother's promise, I could see and taste everything, and my throat was burning. Footsteps, I could hear footsteps coming towards the room I was in. Two pairs, one person was much larger than the other. The walls around me were made of stone; it looked like the inside of a castle. Dust particles were drifting around the air and I… I wasn't breathing but it wasn't because I was dying. This wasn't hell and it certainly wasn't heaven. It was the earth, the same as it had been before only now I walked along it as an immortal, something I wanted at one time but now I would rather die a thousand times than have this fate. Footsteps, they were getting closer to the large wooden door to my right until finally they stopped. The door crept open and I crouched, ready to kill whatever walked through that door. I took a breath; the oxygen entering my lungs brought with it no feeling of relief for I no longer needed it. The air however did bring about something more powerful, smell and taste. I could taste the stale air, many vampires had come and gone from this room and two of them were about to enter again.

Felix, the big Emmett-like vampire walked in first. My instincts took over, identifying him as threat and I dashed to the other side of the room, crouched and let out a chilling hiss. He studied me for a moment, clearly surprised by something about my appearance, as the owner of the second pair of footsteps entered the room, Aislinn. She looked nothing and everything like she had before. At just a human glance you couldn't see a difference between her and Falyn but with my new vision I could see every little detail that marked them as different from one another. This was something that took me months to see when I was human. I pulled myself from out of my crouch, still keeping an eye on Felix and held my arms out to Aislinn.

"I'm so glad you're awake, I've been a wreck." She spoke softly as she ran and pulled me into an embrace, she still had the same motherly feel to her even with her vibrant red eyes. All of a sudden she gasped and stood frozen.

"Aislinn? Aislinn what's the matter?" I started shaking her but she didn't answer. "What is the matter with her?" I screamed at Felix.

"It's her power, just let her go and she'll snap out of it." I let her go and she unfroze.

Her eyes were filled with worry. "The boys…" She whispered.

"You know where the boys are? What is your power?" I asked her frantically.

"I saw your memories. Tallis lunged at Shaughn and you pushed them down and jumped into his path. You saved them but that is why you are changed." She whispered while looking deep into my eyes.

"You can see my memories? Do you know where the boys are? What happened to them?"

"I don't know where they are, I only woke up yesterday. The only one they have let me see so far is Felix and he wasn't there to see what happened. He said once you woke up we would see Aro and Demetri." We both turned to look at Felix.

"As soon as you two hunt I will take you to see Aro." He said. Now the burning in my throat became stronger.

"I won't be hunting humans." I said to Felix.

"We figured as much since you were so close to Carlisle and his coven."

My memories came flooding back to me. Biology with Edward, Dinner in Port Angeles, the Meadow, Baseball, Phoenix, James, the Hospital, the Cullen's house, my Lullaby, Edward leaving. My memories all came back to me as though I was experiencing them all over again but they were different somehow. The hole in my chest grew and I nearly collapsed in pain. I thought back to one day about a month before graduation when I searched on the internet for the reason my memories of Edward made me hurt physically not just emotionally. I stumbled on a website that gave me a name for what I was going through; Somatoform disorder.

"Somatoform disorder is a condition in which the physical pain and symptoms a person feels are related to psychological factors. People who have Somatoform disorder are not faking their symptoms. The pain that they feel is real and they feel what they say they are feeling," was what the website read.

So I wasn't a complete freak, enough people had this same problem that they had an actual name for it. Right now I was cursing myself for allowing Edward to haunt me even in death. I pushed the pain away and snapped back into reality.

"How do you know that I knew Carlisle?" I asked Felix.

"We will have plenty of time to talk about that after you hunt and meet Aro." As soon as Felix mentioned hunting the burning in my throat flamed up again.

"I don't want to hunt humans either." Aislinn said.

"Very well, we have taken it upon ourselves to bring in some animals so you won't have to leave yet. We can't just have two newborns roaming around our city. Follow me."

I shuddered at the thought that if I wanted, they would have brought humans in for me instead of animals. Felix led us down dark halls and into a large room where there were two black panthers in cages. Aislinn and I looked at each other and then got down to business. I killed the big cat quickly and tried not to feel sorry for it as its warm blood satisfied my thirst, cooling the burning that had just plagued my throat moments ago. I looked up at Aislinn and her grey cloak was covered in blood, I looked down and noticed that I was wearing the same thing, as was Felix but mine was darker almost black and not covered in blood.

"Are you satisfied or do you need to drink more?" Felix asked.

"I'm fine for now." I said.

"I am too." Aislinn said as she wiped the blood from her mouth. Her eyes were already less of a crimson red. Felix led us back out into the hall and into another large room but this one was much more grand, there were beautiful paintings, gold chandeliers and three thrones ornately carved from dark wood. At these thrones sat three vampires with paper like skin and red eyes. One had an expression of an excited kid in a candy store, one looked completely…bored? The other looked angry. Behind them were several vampires including Demetri and Falyn. There was a large mirror on one side of the room I recognized every reflection in it but one, it was me? I walked over to the mirror, bypassing everyone. I was too engulfed in my curiosity to remember the circumstances I was in. I studied the reflection in the mirror, the perfect face of this girl was covered with beautiful pale skin that was luminous as pearl. Her long dark hair cascaded flawlessly and her body was smooth and strong. This was me? When I lifted my arm and glanced at it so did the girl in the mirror but somehow it was different. When I looked at my skin it had a golden aura around it that wasn't visible in the mirror. My curiosity peaked when I stared back directly into the girl's eyes; they weren't anything I had ever seen. Vampires only had red or gold eyes and these were light grey. What was I? Fear washed over me and I turned around and looked at Aislinn.

"What am I?" I asked her. She looked at me and turned to the crowd of vampires, she didn't know either.

"Dearest Bella, you are a vampire." The vampire with a kid in a candy store expression said as he stood up.

"But my eyes?" I questioned in a whisper.

"Yes, marvelous aren't they? I've only seen eyes like that once in all my thousands of years. We are all very excited to have you here." He made his way over to me and a thousand thoughts raced through my mind trying to decide whether he was friend or foe. His calm demeanor told me he wasn't a threat at the moment and I resisted attacking him as he touched my arm. Instantly a disappointed expression took for his excited one.

"After seeing you in the thoughts of Mr. Cullen I was curious as to whether or not you would block my powers regarding your thoughts. I'm a little disappointed to know that you are immune to my powers as well. Jane…?"

Read my thoughts? Oh right which on does that, Caius? No, Aro is the mind reader. He knows about the Cullens and their powers? They were here?

A small almost child looking girl with short brown hair and an angelic face stepped out from the group of vampires and walked towards Aro. She was wearing a cloak that matched mine in color.

"Yes, master?"

"I was wondering dear one, if Bella is also immune to your powers?" A small hiss escaped from Falyn but no one paid attention to her. This definitely wasn't going to be good. Jane smiled at me and everyone in the room watch us intently. I stiffened my body, closed my eyes and waited for whatever was about to come. Nothing happened and after a moment I opened my eyes. I looked at Jane and she no longer smiled. She glared at me, her jaw clenched with the intensity of her focus. I stared at her, again waiting for the pain. Nothing happened.

Aro started to laugh. "Ha, ha, ha," he chuckled. "This is wonderful!"
Jane hissed in frustration, leaning forward like she was preparing to spring and I instantly crouched, prepared to fight.

"Don't be put out, dear one," Aro said in a comforting tone, placing his hand on her shoulder. "She confounds us all." Jane's upper lip curled back over her teeth as she continued to glare at me. I looked back to Falyn whose eyes were wide with surprise then to Aislinn who looked as confused as I must have. Aro noted the expression on my face and chuckled.

"Bella, dear, you are a very powerful vampire. Jane's power, like mine is mental. She gives the illusion of pain without actually damaging you. Much to our dismay you have a mental shield. I've never seen anything like it; no one has been able to stop Jane or myself." He explained with a smile.

"Is that why…"

"Your eyes are grey?" He said finishing my sentence. "No dear, your power is strong but not what makes you so different and powerful. That has to do with how you were changed."

Like a flash more memories came back to me. Car crash… Demetri, Felix, Tallis, the boys. The boys!

"What happened?" I snapped, a low growl instinctively rising in my chest. Members from the group of vampires were quickly by Aro's side, acting like body guards. Felix laughed and I glared at him but he wasn't who I wanted to kill, I searched the room for Tallis but he was nowhere to be found. Aro chuckled and waved the group back with his hand while Aislinn walked over to my side. He had some explaining to do.

He made his way back to his throne and sat down. Marcus was looking as apathetic as ever and Caius was looking at me with a devilish grin. I felt the need to swipe it right off of his face but I was distracted by Aro talking and Falyn coming up behind me and locking me into a quick embrace before standing on the opposite side of me from Aislinn.

"How much do you remember dear?" he spoke. I was annoyed by how nonchalant his voice was. This was the fate of my family and he was talking about it as if it were nothing.

"I remember members of your guards crashing our car, provoking my sister, biting her, taking her away and then unjustly lunging at my little brothers after it was agreed that no laws were broken. I pushed them down and threw myself into your guard's way. Then my body froze and I saw dust everywhere before everything went black. Why don't you and your attack dogs explain what happened after that? I noticed you kept Tallis away from me, which was smart. The second I see him I will rip out his throat, I don't care what the consequences are." I spat out. I had to fight back the growls and snarls that were trying to escape from my throat.

"I apologize for my guard's impulsive actions; Tallis was a new member to the guard. We were not aware that he couldn't restrain his desires and for that he paid the ultimate price." Aro said, his tone didn't imply that he was sorry at all.

"What do you mean? You've punished your subordinate with a slap on the wrist and that is supposed to be punishment for what he did?" I hissed.

"No, my dear." He chuckled, that was getting really annoying.

"I find nothing funny about this situation, Aro. I'm beginning to become impatient and surely you know that it isn't wise to frustrate a newborn." Low growls and hisses erupted from the group at my subtle threat but Aro's constant joyful demeanor didn't change.

"Dearest Bella, I do not wish to frustrate you but I am slightly amused at how confused you are. You were the one that punished Tallis, don't you recall?"

"He bit me, I froze and there was dust. That is all I recall, I already told you this." I snapped, again.

"Yes and that dust was all that was left of young Tallis."

"What, I mean… how?" He lunged, I jumped, he bit, and I froze… then there was dust. I couldn't have done that could I? If I hurt him did I hurt the boys? "Never mind, that explanation can wait. I want to know about my brothers." I looked on either side of me to Aislinn then Falyn. "We want to know about our brothers."

Finally Aro stopped smiling. "Dear ones, I'm afraid that after Bella was changed Osiris fled with the boys. Demetri tracked him into a nearby town and found him hovering over the boy's bodies."

"Lies!" Falyn shrieked as she lunged at Aro. Before anyone could jump between them, before Aro's bodyguards could tense, Falyn was on the ground. No one had touched her, but she was on the stone floor writhing in obvious agony, while I stared in horror and began to crouch. Aro glanced at Jane and suddenly Falyn stopped moving, a second later she got up and walked back over to my side. She looked fine now but I couldn't believe it. I pushed her protectively behind me; Jane was next on my hit list.

"We do not wish to hurt you Falyn, but you must keep your anger controlled until you have listened to everything we have to say… Demetri agreed with you Bella when you said that no laws had been broken and no harm would come to the boys, did he not?"

"Yes, he did agree with me," I replied flatly. What did it matter if the Volturi didn't want the boys dead? They were dead now and nothing could bring them back.

"We would not go against our word, especially when hurting those boys would cause bad feelings between the three of you and us. We would like for you girls to become part of the Volturi guard and we don't harm other members of our family in anyway."

"Osiris wouldn't do something like that. I know him." Aislinn hissed. She was close to snapping. She probably would have already if we hadn't witnessed Falyn's failed attempt at attacking Aro.

Aro raised up an eyebrow at Aislinn. "Are you sure of that?" He motioned to Demetri who exited out of the room and came back a moment later dragging Osiris by the neck like he had that fateful night, and flung him at Aro's feet.

"Osiris! What an honor it is to have you join us!" Now there was a slightly menacing edge to Aro's joyful tone, "Do you have something you wish to confess to these girls about the night you met them?"

"No." Osiris whispered, not moving his gaze from the ground.

Caius laughed now, he was clearly going to enjoy whatever was about to happen. "Jane," Aro said and instantly Osiris was writhing on the floor just as Falyn had just been doing minutes earlier. It was disturbing to watch but I knew that Osiris was getting what he deserved for putting my family in danger. If he was the one who killed the boys then he deserved much worse and I would be the one to make sure he got what he deserved. Seconds ticked by and turned into minutes but it all felt like hours. I shot Aro an expectant look and he waved off Jane, Osiris relaxed instantly. "Osiris you are only causing yourself unnecessary pain, don't you believe that these sweet girls need to know the truth?"

"Y-yes," He choked out. His façade that I always despised was fractured so extensively that it was only a matter of time before it crumbled completely. I had thought that it was broken down the night we ran from the Volturi but I was wrong. The room was in complete silence for what seemed like days, everyone was staring intently on Osiris waiting for his explanation.

"Ja-" Aro stared but Osiris wasn't about to go through that again.

"Wait," he said while lifting his head to look at Aislinn. He mouthed the words 'I love you' to her, I hissed at him while she glared.

"Osiris…" Aro said expectantly.

Osiris sighed then began, "The night that I met the girls I was out for you, the Volturi searching for talent. It led me to the girl's home and I observed them for a few hours, realizing that both of them were going to have strong powers once they were changed. I caught a whiff of Aislinn's blood and I was instantly in love with her though she was only fourteen at the time. I battled with myself for hours, contemplating on whether to kill her and drink her sweet smelling blood or to let her live and love her. I entered her house that night, ignoring the fact that I hadn't hunted in days when the scent of their mother hit me. I couldn't resist, I drank her blood and then moved on to their father. I told the girls that I had been hunting werewolves and that was what killed her parents, I told them that I saved their lives. They thought of me as their protector and I knew that when the day came that I did change them I wouldn't be able to let them join the guard. I abandoned my duties as one of the guard in hopes that Aislinn would grow to love me. She never wanted me to change her though because she wanted to take care of her younger brothers. I always regretted not killing them along with her par-"

That was the last thing Osiris would ever say. Aislinn and Falyn lunged at him and in a matter of seconds he was in a thousand pieces. Caius retrieved a silver object out of his black cloak and burned what was left of Osiris. I was frozen, no pain I had ever imagined felt like this, losing two family members. My little brothers were innocent and didn't deserve this. I gave my life to save my little brothers but in the end it wasn't enough, my promise was still broken. My vision turned to red and I flew out of the room, hell-bent on destruction.

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Uh-oh! I know a lot of you are upset about what happened to the boys. I have this strange feeling that we didn't get the whole story Osiris before Aislinn and Falyn finished him off. ;) Oh and just a little Public Service announcement, Somatoform disorder is very real. I didn't make it up; I've had it since I was six, actually. Mine wasn't cause by my vampire ex boyfriend though, I wish. I wonder if S. Meyer realizes that she gave Bella a psychiatric disorder. Sorry for rambling but I thought I'd bring it to everyone's attention because it's hard to explain to people sometimes why you feel like your leg is broken though nothing happened to it without them shunning you for "faking" that you are hurt. Please feel free to point out any mistakes I made, especially in regards to the Volturi. I don't want to screw up any facts about them; I want them to be just as they have been for thousands of years. :)