Keona POV:
When I woke up the next day I felt horrible. I just wanted to stay in bed forever and never stand up again. I hated myself so much. For yesterday, for almost everything. Although I felt like a little piece of shit I had to get up. I looked in a mirror. Gosh I looked horrible, my eyes were still red because of the tears. I washed my face, dressed and went out of my room to have something for breakfast. I wasn't hungry but I knew that I wouldn't have enough energy for the training later. Yeah… the training. I didn't want to go, because then I have to see Navarion. He will notice that something is wrong with me and I didn't know what to say this time…
Kili POV:
It was early in the morning when Thorin woke us up. "We have to go now", he said. "I will spend no minute longer at this place". I rolled my eyes. Luckily he didn't see it. I packed my things and followed him. Some of us were talking quietly but I just remained silent. When we left Rivendell Fili talked to me. "What's up? You didn't say a word the whole morning". "I am not in the mood to say much at the moment", I said. "What happened? Is it because you had to leave her?". "It's because I kissed her". "You, you did what?", he asked shocked. "Don't freak out Fili". "I shouldn't freak out? Kili, when? Why?". "Yesterday… I met her in her room to tell her that we will leave today. We talked and then… Well, I kissed her. I was the most wonderful feeling somebody can feel. Her soft lips, her smell, her smile after we finished…" "She liked it?", he asked. "I think yes. I asked her if she would like to come with us. She said she couldn't because she didn't want to be ungrateful for everything Elrond has done for her", I explained. "Wow, you have to feel very bad now… I'm sorry. But what did she mean? I mean a father have to be good to his daughter anyway.". "The point is that he isn't her real father. Her real father died in a battle. Her mother was a friend of Elrond and after her death he adopted Keona. He raised her like she was his own daughter. She doesn't want to be rude and disappear after all he had done for her". "I know that, but he raised her. Thorin would never have allowed a relationship between you and her", he said. "It's not better, she could have been loved me". "Do you think I was love? I mean, you met her a couple of days ago", he said as if he knew everything about love. "I didn't know what it was or is but what I know is that I miss her and she probably misses me", I explained. "The time is the best thing to heal wounds, believe me", he said. I didn't reply to that because otherwise we just would have argued.
Keona POV:
The training was very exhausting today. But the worst thing was that I had to be friendly and happy all the time. I thought that this was the hardest part. Luckily Navarion didn't notice my mood and that's a good thing. The day passed by so fast. I walked over to where the dwarfs were sleeping until yesterday. The doors stand open. The rooms were empty except of the furniture in it. I was about to tear up but then I heard a voice. It was Lindir. "Finally they are gone", he said. I hold my tears back and asked: "Why are you so against dwarfs?" "They are weird. I mean we offered them our hospitality and all they have done is to make a chaos". "I don't think so. They are different, yes. But they have honor and conscientiousness. And they are brave too", I said. "You seem to like them". "Well, I would not say that I like them I just say that they are not as bad as you describe them". The last thing I wanted was that Lindir knows anything about my feelings for Kili. "I don't know and I am not really interested in dwarfs. I am just happy that our peace will come back now", he said. I was about to yell at him, but I stayed calm. "I don't think they destroyed our peace. They made this place a little bit livelier", I said with a faked smile. Then I turned around and went down the hallway. I stayed the rest of the day in my room, looking out of the window and thinking about Kili. His smile, his kiss. He was so damn perfect for me. After a few hours I laid down in my bed and fall asleep.