The rest of the day went by in a blurry, I couldn't focus on anything, all that I could think of was him. Nothing really happened till dinner, were my parents made my brother and me hang out in the suite, well they went to go eat in the Capitol at some stupid fancy place with some old friends. Miles instead on going downstairs, to the dining area to go eat dinner. I on the other hand just want to use the phone and ask them to bring us food, but in the end he throw my boots at me and then pulled me to the elevator which he made sure was open when I had my shoes on. I just laughed at him, not realizing how strong he was for being 11.

The elevator stopped on another floor, to be exact the one floor I didn't want it to stop on, Four. There he was again, he walked in the elevator I just put my head down, by brother did this I know he did.

"Finn" Miles yelled jumping on him

"Miles" Finn said with the most adorable smile ever, my god I need to stop thinking.I just keep my head down looking at my shoes,Miles defiantly set this up, he loves Finn like an older brother.

"Where are you off to?" Miles ask Finn, out of the Corner of my eye I saw a smirk on his face, oh he better not do what I think he is doing.

"Just going to grab some food from downstairs then come back up to eat dinner." Finn said I noticed he has a smirk to, he know what Miles was doing to. Ugh I hate both of them right now.

"You should come eat with Lily and me!" Miles exclaimed, with the largest smile on his face, oh I am so getting pay back for this later.

"I am not, to sure about that today, bread boy, I don't really think your sister would want me to eat with you guys, maybe next time" Finn explained I saw a little sadness in his eyes.

I spoke up before Miles could say anything "Miles and you can go eat together, I am not really hunger anyway"

"Are you sure" Finn asked giving me puppy dog eyes, I know he wanted me to stay but I really just want to be alone.

"Im positive" I said, and nod my head at them to go, the elevator doors open at the perfect time and they left and I tried to hit the close button and 12 at the same time but it didn't work to well. Someone put there hand in the elevator right before it closed, which made it open again,it was a girl, she kinda looked like mom, but like she was my age. It was really weird, she had hair like mine but it was a little darker and grey eyes like my wasn't to tall but she defiantly wasn't as short as me. She was beautiful, I get a little insecure from her, I just stood in the elevator well she pushed the 2 button. I didn't say a word to her in the elevator but I notice when she left she looked back, like she just noticed I was there, and it looked like she took a double take. Maybe I reminded her of someone or she was just surprised she didn't notice me. Finally the elevator reached 12 and I get off glad to no longer be on that elevator.

I debated wither or not to order food, I haven't had anything to eat since this morning but I am not really hungry. I just went and get a sweatshirt and pajama pants and went to go take a shower. Lets just say every time I used these showers I try out some of the buttons I haven't, there was only like one or two buttons I hadn't tried yet and I am kinda scared to try one of them but I push one of the buttons anyway. Some kind of soap come out that smiled like the ocean, of fucking course it did, god its like I can't get away from him. Ugh, well I cant just press another button because no matter what I won't be able to get this smell of me at least for a day, I just get out and go under the dryer. I absolute do not like this dryer but its faster then a towel, but so awkward to use. I then use the dryer that drys my hair and put my clothes on and leave the bathroom. I put my other clothes away and went to the living room area where there was a large window and sat down looking out it, I looked down at the capitol, god the people here sure do dress strange. I then looked up at the sky, getting lost in a daydreamer, I didn't even hear my brother come in or the person who just happen to come with him. I heard Miles start the tv, and put on some game he loves to play when he is here. I knew he brought Finn, I just stayed in my spot I thought I was hidden, turns out I wasn't. Miles get up to go who knows where and Fish boy get up and sat on the opposite side of the window from me. I didn't look up, I just pulled my legs to my chest and hugged them with my arms.

"Lily" Finn began "Can we talk?" he asked

"What is there to talk about Finnick, what happened happened." I telled him, he just gave me a look, like he wants me to let him explain. I rolled my eyes and let him explain.

"Lily, At the time she was my girlfriend not you, and I think you need to get over it move on, and let us start over again" Finn said, he tried to keep his voice calm as if that would help.

"Really Finnick, she was your girlfriend then why were you kissing me, why were you telling me how much you cared, why, why are we even talking about this?" I basically yelled.

"Lily, listen" I cut him off "No you listen" I exclaimed "First off I moved on so don't act like I am all sappy over you, because there is all ready been plenty of other guys, in fact I am dating a great guy right now. To be honest you didn't need to add all that bullshit, maybe one day I will think about letting you back into my life" I lied, he just kept starring at me, I know I made him feel a little terrible there, I didn't mean to, it just come out. God why did I have to lie and why does he have to be so attractive.

"I think it would be best if you left." I motioned towards the door trying to avoid eye contact, or else he would see through my lies. I'm going to be honest I have only dated one guy, yes there was other guys but never anyone who stayed but one boy. He left to eventually, I was just to much for him I guess, I don't have a boyfriend right now that was also a lie.

He just get up and went to my little brother saying goodbye to him and promising to meet up with him tomorrow. Miles hugged him and off he went, I then sent Miles to bed, it was probably past his bedtime anyway. He begged me to let him stay up late, I just told him no and made sure he went to bed. I then stayed in the spot that I had been the whole time, but now I have a pillow hold to my chest but with my knees still the same way, and my arms still around them. The only difference was now I had my head in my knees and I let a small amount of tears slip out of my eyes, I tried so hard to hold them back to,but I guess sometimes they just want to be free like me.