Gone

by Booklover122015

Its funny how sometimes you actually have time to think about the decisions you make, well the important ones anyway. Where you could pick yes or you could pick no. And sometimes we think correctly and make the right decision and other times our mind goes haywire and we pick the wrong decision, like Lucas knows he has done. Rucas with some Markle.

2. Chapter 2

Hi guys so this is my first fanfic and I used to be a reader but one day I got crazy thinking of different endings to all these fanfics so I decided to write my first fanfic. Aaaargh thank you so much for all your reviews, follows and favorites. Anyway here guys, please Follow, Favorite and Review!

Chapter 2

Riley POV

'Lucas,' she murmured, her breath kind of slowing down bit, 'I, I didn't know you were living in New York.' She whispered, feeling herself drown in those emerald orbs. Seeing him again reminded her of all those times she had laughed with him, all the times shed cried with him but most importantly all the times she'd had with him, until, until he'd left her, alone and wondering what had gone wrong.

She pulled on her jacket, she hadn't realized how cold it had become.

Lucas POV

I knew I'd lost her, definitely not forever but I had just lost that connection I had felt so strongly moments before. She looked up, brown locks flying over her shoulder and in that moment I sort of smiled to myself, wishing I could run my hands through those locks and then more dejectedly wishing I had the right to do that. I sighed not knowing what to do.

' Lucas, I, I don't want to be tied down anymore, I can't keep on going through this, keep on questioning myself, I understand you made your decision about this, about me a long time ago and I'm sorry but you need to leave, if you truly care about me, you need to go.' She stared up at me and God, you know how there are moments that just happened but you know you'll remember forever, well this one was one of them, except this wasn't how I had imagined it, I wasn't expecting forgiveness don't get me wrong but I guess I wasn't expecting the look of desperation as if she were begging me to go. I thought she might be angry or even worse and I was prepared to deal with that, but this was so, so much worse and I was starting to lose some of my faith.

And that was it! Sorry I'm just trying to get my head in with everything going on but I promise I will update over the weekend. Don't lose faith in Rucas, I swear it will happen just not right now, they've both got some stuff to figure out. Now time for reviews!

skygazer13: Thank you! I hope I live up to your expectations.

KillEmWithKindness02: Thank You. I'm in love with the Rucas ship as well probably even more than another couple Maxon and America, from the Selection series and I once thought they were the best! Although they are still on my list as one of my favorite couples.

sand1128: Thank you, Thank You, thank You! I hope you like this chapter!