Prelogue continued

Heaven didn't describe how she felt. She smiled it was great she smiled and place a wet kiss at the base of his neck and he groaned and opened his eyes.

Elliot froze!

Was he dreaming or was Olivia really naked leaning over him? He blinked and she was still there with that devil may care smile. "Good Morning" she said and he bolted upright still not able to say anything. It must be a dream he thought as he looked at her. But it wasn't!

Olivia felt uncomfortable as he stared at her. She grabbed for her clothes and covered herself and walked out of the room. 'What was I thinking?' That Elliot was going to wrap you in his arms and make love to you again and again' a little voice answered.

How could I be such a fool?! She wanted to scream as she wrapped herself in her bathrobe, her eyes were burning and she wanted to cry. With all the courage she could she walked back into her living room.

"Liv I'm sorry" Elliot said he was now fully dressed "Last night was a mistake, I'm really sorry" Olivia wanted to die and she pushed forward the words cutting her too deep.

"No Elliot last night was beautiful."

"No Liv last night was a horrible mistake one that we can't make happen again not if we want to continue being partner." Elliot was saying the words but he didn't want to but he had to. There was a look of pain in her eyes and he wanted to wipe it away but he couldn't so he stood unmoving.

Olivia wanted him to want her the way she desired him. "El do you really mean that?" she asked touching his face so soft he barely felt. Elliot felt like he was on fire with just one touch he wanted her again. But he didn't move he steeled himself and move her hand from his face.

"Yes Olivia I mean it last night was just a lapse in our judgment. I really hope we can get past this and continue working together as partners.

"Yea" she said her voice catching in her throat and she retreated to the confines of her room with faked happiness. "Work! I have to get ready, see yourself out, later El"

Olivia didn't know why but she was crying! It was stupid to cry over spilt milk yet she was crying her eyes out Elliot didn't want her and last night was a horrible mistake! Great going Benson, she thought as she turned the cold water and scrubbed her skin clean yet she couldn't remove the sensation of Elliot's love making!

Three Months Later

Shocked Olivia was in a state of shock! She looked down at the test in her trembling hand. There must be some mistake she couldn't be pregnant she was on the pill it didn't make any sense she hadn't had sex in the last two months, but she knew too well the time the place and the date when she became pregnant and who the daddy was!

Her head was spinning, everything had gone terribly wrong! She was working with the feds on a assignment in Toronto Canada and Elliot was barely talking to her. And her new boss was always on her ass about something!

She walked to the phone in the hotel she was staying in and dialed the number she knew all to well and waited.

"Hey" Olivia said with a happiness she didn't feel

"Hey Liv what's going on?" Elliot asked his voice tight.

"El I need to talk to you about something very important." Olivia said gripping the phone till her fingers went white.

"Liv no now I need to take Kathy to the hair dresser, I'll call you later ok" and with that the phone call ended.

What was I thinking? How was I going to tell a married man that I am pregnant and carrying his child what am I crazy?

Olivia sat in bed and waited for the a call that never came.

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-Ali