I was sitting in a chair beside the door with Seth watching me...
"A bloodsucker... Is coming over."Seth said. I turned around... Sure enough Jasper Cullen was a few feet behind me.
"Hello, Leah." He smiled. Then he asked, "May I sit?"
"Sure." I said, curtly.
He sat... "Seth get out of here." I said to my little brother.
"Be good, Leah." He said as he stood up and walked away.
"Your brother is very protecive of you." He stated.
"Yes... So do you need something."
"I felt you were mad. I wanted to talk to you..."
"I'm not mad. I'm sad."
"But you are mad, too."
"Okay, fine... I am a little mad..."
"Well, I thought you should no something... I thought if you knew it might make things better for you, or at least easier." He told me, looking in my eyes... I grimaced.
"Well what is it then?"
He looked at Sam, then looked back at me... "He still loves you." He said.
"Well that is just great, Jasper." I said angrily and stood up. I ran through the church and into the woods, until Seth caught up with me.
"WHY DID YOU STORM OUT OF THERE?"
"Oh, like anyone noticed." I said as I rolled my eyes.
"Yes, they did. Like the whole church..."
"What are you talking about?"
"They like stopped the reception..."
"Oh, really... Why would they?" I looked at him. He looked furious. "I'm surprised you even noticed I was gone."
"Leah, we noticed. ALL of us. Everyone."
"Yeah, whatever Seth." I stepped into the forest and just when I was about to run full speed into the forest, Jacob comes out of no where.
"Leah Danielle Clearwater. What did you do that for?"
"Could you just leave me alone???" I yelled at Jacob.
"No I can't. Leah, you ruined the whole reception."
"REALLY???" I yelled at him. "AND THEY RUINED EVERYTHING! AND YET THEY ARE ALLOWED TO GO AND TELL ME WHO LOVES WHO?" I screamed and Jacob looked at me with a what-are-you-talking-about?
"Leah, what are you talking about?"
"Why don't you go ask your bloodsuckers!" I said.
"Leah, you need to go home. Now. You don't have to go anywhere else just go straight home." Jacob commanded.
"Fine, I'll go home." I turned and started walking through the forest. When I got to the path that led to my house I got slightly faster. Then when the trees broke and I saw my house I began to run. When I opened the door and discovered no one was home I walked up the stairs to my room. I opened the door and went to sit down on my bed.
"Leah, why didn't you tell me?"
"Tell you what?"
"What Jasper said."
"Because you wouldn't have understood, Jacob."
"Okay... You are right there I wouldn't have... But Alice explained it and got really mad at Jasper when I told her."
"What did she say?" How could the littlest vampire know what I was feeling???
"She said that, Jasper was like telling a blind man he could see, but there was nothing left to see. She said that Sam was married now. That it didn't matter that he loved you, he had married Emily. She said that that made you mad. And that makes so much since when you think about it Leah."
"Yeah, I know." I laughed sarcastically. I was sitting on my bed and Jacob was standing in front of me.
"Leah, I am so sorry. He shouldn't have done that."
"I know, but he did."
He laughed. "Well yeah..."
"I am fine Jake, just forget it."
"Leah are you really?"
"No, but, no worries. I won't be fine or okay or anything until I imprint or... Well that is the only thing I can think of now, that well you know..."
"Oh, Leah..." He said and then turned and walked out of the room.
The darkness in the room was sad. I remember a time when this room was brightened by just Sam's presence. Now his spirit simply haunts this room. Now I feel I must hide from even my own bedroom. The pain that sears though my body every time I realize he isn't going to come back to me, is awful. And here the pain has free rain over me. Stupid memories.
I sat in the gloom and took it all in. It steadily got darker and darker. Until it was pitch black. Then it stayed like that, until I finally fell asleep cring into my pillow, wishing that everything could go back to the way it was before.