A Different Time and Place

My beta was Matchmaker131, she rules and without her this story wouldn't be as good as it is now. as always I own nothing, read and review, hope you enjoy.

Dean woke up the next morning to find her curled into his chest, they had made love a few times before she'd fallen asleep in his arms. He knew she was going to be sore and wanted to surprise her so he got up and went to the kitchen making her heart shaped pancakes and bring them to the bedroom.

"Cassie," he said as he kissed her awake,

"Hey," She said sitting up slowly, "thank you for last night."

"Why you thanking me, you're the one that took control and well you know," he said, "I made us breakfast in bed."

"Thanks, but I need to use the bathroom first,"

Dean pulled the covers away seeing the blood stain and he knew it was her first time. "You in pain?" he asked as he followed her to the bathroom.

Cassie blushed, "I'll be fine."

"I know it hurts the first time for woman, are you okay?"

"Taken lot of flowers?" she asked teasing.

"Three, two that I didn't know about, they'd lied about it and you, but you're different," he said as he watched her.

"Why?" She asked standing in front the bathroom mirror, looking at him in the mirror.

"Because I love you," he said, "breakfast then we can shower."

"I want a bath if you don't mind."

"Okay, breakfast then that, I'll even give into a bubble bath like you wanted last night," he said before kissing her neck

Dean turned to leave, but Cassie pulled him back. "Dean."

"Yeah," he said looking at her waiting her to say something, but her eyes said it all, "I won't tell anybody," he said, "not even noisy Jack; I'd never do that to you."

"Thanks," she said before letting go of him.

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They ate their breakfast in bed, but they didn't talk they just watched the other eat when they weren't looking. They didn't want to say anything to the other because they were enjoying the quiet time. When they finished the breakfast Dean went into the bathroom and got it ready for them. He added the bubble bath she'd brought with her before going to get her, she was already ready and surprised him by standing in the doorway completely naked.

Cassie saw the breath he sucked in when he saw her, she knew she was his weakness in that moment, no matter what happened he'd never want to let her go, if it meant losing everything, he'd do it, he'd lose everything he had just to be with her, and so would she. She walked to him and kissed him bring him to her running her hands through his hair as they kissed.

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After a few minutes they broke apart and he helped her into the tub before following after her sitting behind her. It was few minutes before she finally spoke again.

"Dean, I want you to know something," she said leaning against his bare chest.

"What would that be?" he asked massaging her breasts.

"That I'll always love you for this, you're too sweet to me," Cassie said as she held his hands still bringing them to rest at her waist.

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Dean smiled at her even though she couldn't see it, "Maybe because you broke through all my barriers," Cassie waited for him to finish because she knew he wasn't finished with what he had to say, "I have all these walls up and you broke through, Cass, you tore them all down and never in my life have I had this happen, I put them up then you came along and you tore every single one of those down."

"That a good thing?" She asked turning to face him and straddling his waist, she wanted to see him when he told her.

"Yes and no," he admitted, "Yes because I thought I could never feel this way about anybody,"

"But..........."

"Cassie, if somebody finds out we're both screwed, that's why I wouldn't before you turned eighteen, sure we slept in the same bed went to bed together every night, but besides kissing we didn't do anything, because I didn't want you to think that is all I wanted from you."

They both knew age was just a number but in the eyes of the law here being legal helped their case if anyone found out about them.

"I know," she said before running her hands over his chest, "You care a lot about me and that turns me on even more, I've had one boyfriend, but he really wasn't a boyfriend, more like a friend that I thought could be more, but, he was an ass, I dumped him," she said.

Dean didn't want to talk anymore so be kissed her, he knew it was one way to stop her from talking just like she did to him all the time. "We better finish before the water gets cold,"

Cassie smiled before she went under the water surprising him when she came back up and took him into her mouth. It wasn't long before he was cumming and this time she didn't slip him out her mouth she swallowed him down.

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Sam and Jack woke up with a hang over, they had eaten half the ice cream and made beer ice cream shakes too, they hadn't done this since the last time that Dean and Bobby had left them alone. Jack reached for the Excedrin for both of them before making coffee. It was the first time they had included Jack Daniels in the mix.

"Dean's going to kill us," Sam said as he tossed the bottles in the recycle bin.

"We're seventeen, he started drinking years before us," Jack said

"Yeah, and you remember what happened when dad found out? He made Dean run laps till he couldn't stand anymore, Dean was pucking his guts out."

"Dad wasn't always very wise in his punishments but it made Dean the toughest of us three, he made him the best soldier, he stopped caring about us being the best as long as Dean was, that's why Bobby took Dean that year," Jack said, "Bobby was right, after a while the attack dog you train bites back."

"What?" Sam asked, "And don't say that about Dean, he's the reason we're not in a foster home."

"Sorry, I didn't mean it Sam, you know I love him," Jack said before she continued again, "Yeah, Bobby was there of us, remember the night when dad was so drunk and threatened to Bobby that he was going to kick Dean's ass till he could load a gun with his eyes closed," Jack said, "I loved dad, but we both know he had his moments, that's why we can't remember much about when Dean was fourteen, he wasn't here, and Joshua made dad leave us with him almost every hunt."

"I never knew that," Sam said, "hell I couldn't remember much about that year really, I guess I blocked it out because Dean wasn't here."

"Yeah, Joshua took us to Bobby's at the end of October that year and we had the rest of the year with Dean, that's when he'd changed," Jack said.

"Yeah I remember that now, that's the year that Dean started drinking, but he stopped till he was eighteen when Bobby found out," Sam said, "Maybe we should too."

Jack agreed, they didn't want to piss Dean off, and the fact it was the anniversary of their dad's death that Monday, they didn't want Dean even more pissed than he would be. "Maybe with Cassie here, it won't be so bad,"

Sam doubted it and told her, "Dean's never going to forget the fact that dad tried to kill you, because the demon tricked him. Dean was in the hospital for two months in a coma because he took a bullet meant for you sis," Sam said with a heavy sigh before he hugged Jack, "come on lets finish here and then we can go get something to eat, I'll buy."

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Dean was looking at the calendar in his bag, while Cassie lie on the bed after they'd made love again, he hadn't woke her up yet. He grabbed the bottle of Jack and went outside on the deck and started drinking, it had been nine months since he'd had anything other than beer. But, today he needed something, or he thought till he got outside where he threw the bottle on the deck smashing it in a million pieces. The noise was shielded from reaching the inside due to the glass that was almost sound proof, another one of his dad's ideas.

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Dean slid down the side the railing he couldn't hold it in any longer, he'd held it in for almost a year now including the two months he'd been in a coma. Dean feared Cassie would wake up in the middle of his melt down, but he didn't care at that moment. He had held it in for too long. The images of that day started passing through his mind as he let the tears come.

Flash back

1 year ago

Dean had been looking for his dad for two days because he'd taken off in the middle of the night for no reason. To make matters worse John had taken Jack with him not saying why. They had just killed their first trickster and Dean didn't know what had happened.

Dean arrived at the cabin that John purchased after Mary's death that was the closest thing they had to a home. Dean had gone inside to find Jack tied to the bed she was still breathing, but she was asleep. "Jack," he said as he woke her up, "Jack."

"Get away from her," John said, "She's not your sister, the demon did something to her she's possessed."

"Dean its me, I swear, its me," Jack said tears falling from her eyes.

"Dad, I don't know what's going on, but this is Jack," Dean tried as he went for the cuffs that had been placed on her.

"Don't you dare do that," John said cocking the gun he pointed it at Dean.

"I don't care dad, go head and shoot me, but this is Jack, this is your daughter, this is my sister,"

"Get away from her," John yelled at him, but Dean turned his back and used the bolt cutters he'd used to cut the lock on the cabin door to cut the cuffs. He pulled Jack off the bed and towards the bathroom.

Azazel was playing tricks on John and in that moment all John could see was a demon in his daughter as Dean pulled her away. "Dean," Jack yelled out as she saw her dad going for the trigger. Dean shoved Jack in the bathroom as the gun went off hitting Dean in the shoulder. He didn't care he went towards his dad he had to get to his dad before he lost control and didn't think before he shot again.

"Dad," Dean said going for the gun, "It's me, okay, I'm your son and that's your daughter."

"No, you're demons, you took them," John insisted as he fought Dean for the gun thinking it was a demon in front of him.

"Dad," Dean said he knew if he lost the battle he'd be shot again, his left shoulder already had fire running through it from the bullet that was still lodged in it. "It's me," Dean pleaded with his father as he shoved him away and pointed the gun at him, "Dad don't do this," Dean pleaded as he watched his dad raise the gun again, but it wasn't pointed at Dean this time it was pointed at Jack. "Jack no, get back in there," Dean yelled but he heard the gun cock and he jumped in front of it knocking his dad down as the gun went off. The bullet went right through Dean's chest and hit the wall where it lodged in the door frame.

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Jack couldn't stop the tears as she went to her brother and dad. She rolled Dean off their dad and saw the knife that stuck out from their dad's stomach, she knew that Dean hadn't had a choice though he hadn't tried to stab John, even though he knew the places that would only injure a person without killing them. She knew that in that moment their dad was not coming back, but when she looked over at Dean she saw that he had a shallow breath.

Jack grabbed the cell phone she had and started dialing the first number she could remember. "Bobby," Jack yelled into the phone.

"Jack," Bobby asked, "it had been over a year since he'd heard from them, "Jack what's wrong?" he asked.

She told him what happened as she sobbed into the phone as she laid her head on Dean's chest.

"Jack, listen to me, call 911, I'll be there as soon as I can, where are you?" he asked getting out the truck, John had called him the week before saying that something was wrong with Jack. He hadn't taken it at face value, he'd known they'd been hunting a trickster.

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"We're at the cabin, Dad shot Dean because he tried to stop him from killing me, he thought something was wrong with me," Jack said as she heard the door open.

Bobby about dropped the gun he was holding when he walked into the cabin and saw the sight before him. John was lying on the floor with a knife stuck through his stomach, he knew it had been Dean's handy work, but when he saw Dean he knew that he needed his attention more than John, there was nothing they could do for John, but he wasn't letting Dean die.

It was two months later that Dean woke up in the hospital he didn't remember what had happened until three months later, he'd completely blocked it out his mind, and that was when Dean ran, when he remembered what had happened and that it had been him that had taken their dad's life even though it had been to save Jack's life it had torn him up inside and he'd ran off leaving them a note he needed time alone.

End flashback

Cassie walked out on the porch and found Dean curled up into his body as he sat rocking back and forth tears pouring from his eyes. She wasn't sure what to do, but she went to him and pulled him into her arms. "I killed him, I killed my dad," he said as she held tightly to him.

She didn't know the whole story, but she knew Dean wouldn't have done that unless he'd had a damn good reason and she'd wait for that, right now she held him as he sobbed into her.

Dean cried himself to sleep and Cassie sat with him taking the cell phone that lay on the deck. She saw the number that he'd tried to dial; it was his dad's cell phone. She could smell the alcohol all over the deck, but it wasn't on him. She knew something had happened that had made Dean break. She continued to hold him as he slept as tears still fell from his eyes.

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That night Dean sat in the kitchen area, he'd awakened after two in the morning to find Cassie asleep with his head in her lap. He hadn't said anything to her since he woke up, he'd left her on the porch then gone back to take her to the bed to sleep a few more hours. They didn't wake up again till six pm.

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Cassie sat beside him. "I will only ask this once and if you don't want to tell me you don't have to, but what happened?"

Dean explained everything that happened that night with his father and jack then took the beer in front of him and walked away.

Cassie thought when he said demon he meant an evil person she had no idea he actually was speaking of a real demon. She went after him and turned him around. "I'm sorry; I know you didn't mean it."

"He tried to kill my sister, if I had it to do over, I'd do the exact same thing, I loved him, but that wasn't acceptable," Dean yelled, "He was so obsessed with the demon that killed our mother that he'd stopped thinking that we were really people," Dean said.

"I'm sorry," Cassie said, "When did it happen?"

"Year ago tomorrow, right over there," Dean said pointing to the darkened spot on the wooden floor, "I never came back here till now."

"I'm sorry, Dean, I guess life changes us all in ways."

"Yeah, I stopped doing lots of things after that, I used to sleep around but not after that," Dean admitted.

"Why are you telling me all of this?" she asked not sure what to do with this information

"You know how hard it is for your dad to reject you just because you want to go to college, he wouldn't talk to me for six months,then I took off and took most of my classes in South Dakota, near Bobby."

Cassie knew that Dean wasn't the type of guy that slept around a lot, something was different about him than most guys. "In college did you sleep around a lot?"

"No, I was too busy with taking care of my siblings, helping Bobby out, and college stuff, I had little interest while I was there."

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Cassie sat down she wanted to know more about Dean so she asked him questions and he answered them. Ever last one of them including how he lost his virginity, which she hadn't been going for, but was happy to know it wasn't to some weird girl in a bar. It was to a close family friend and they'd known each other for while, but never really dated.

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Cassie and Dean left late that night to go back home, neither spoke again about what had happened the year before. They did make love again before they left. The fact that this was the only time they would be totally alone again for they didn't know how long encouraged them to make love with relish.

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Dean drove all night and they made it back by six the next morning after stopping to get breakfast before before they arrived at the house.

"Just don't say anything about what I told you, Sam and Jack are finally getting over it, and Jack blocked it all out," Dean said, but he didn't know they really hadn't and were just telling him that.

"I understand and I won't tell anything that you told me, I'd never do that," Cassie said as they walked into the house Dean had his arm wrapped around her.

Sam and Jack were in the kitchen when they came in the room. "Thank you," Jack said taken the food her brother had, "we're starving here," she said as she opened the food containers.

"We're going to take ours in the bedroom," Cassie said taking the food they had for themselves and going to their room.

Dean sat down on the bed and looked at her; she noticed but didn't say anything to him. Instead she sat the plate to the side and pulled him to her. "What?" he asked.

"I want you to hold me for while," she said

"Okay," Dean lay beside her and held her wrapping his arms around her stomach as she leaned her back against his chest.

"I love you Dean, I don't know what I would do without you," she said closing her eyes.

"Cass," he said.

"Just close your eyes and go to sleep," she said

One week later

The school board never found out about the living situation especially after Dean threatened to turn in Mr. Daniels for the secretary thing. The entire thing was dropped between them and things were going smoothly. It was a normal afternoon; however, it wasn't a normal day.

Dean was in his office when Cassie came in. "Hey, I got question for you, there is something I need you to help me with rather," Cassie said.

Dean nodded before he got up shutting his door and going to the car she was working on.

Cassie grabbed the safety glasses as she climbed up in the lift. Dean went on the other side, she said it was something to do with what she'd been working on. The other students didn't seem to notice they were lost in their own projects.

"What is it?" Dean asked as he sat in the passenger seat. Cassie grinned at him before she cranked the car,"Does that sound good to you?"

"Yeah, why, I said it only needed the tires rotated and balanced," Dean told her about to get out.

"Wait," Cassie said looking around as the guys worked it was fifteen minutes before class was over and usually at this time they all started cleaning up.

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Dean looked at her and knew what she was trying to say, "Start cleaning up and when the bell rings you can go," Dean told them, "Now what was it you needed to show me?" he asked as she unzipped his jeans and got in the floor board of the car.

Dean heard the bell ring at the exact moment that he came he was glad the bell was loud because he knew they would wonder what the hell was the strangled sound. Dean had put the seat back and was now holding her to him as she continued to suck at his sensitive member.

Cassie smiled, "Told you they would never notice if I did that, I say sex next time," she grinned at him.

"Damn, I guess you were right," Dean grinned, "I'll get out first, then you few minutes later, just in case."

TBC

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