A/N: YAY! i just got the new panic! at the disco c.d., i'm having magorly bad writer's block, please send me your ideas.

im going camping on the 25th and staying till the 29th with my mom stepdad and cousin lauren (L.E.)

Disclaimer: i do not own instant star, only jordan mailtand and mylah's name, or who am i fooling (my Version of a remix)

Chapter 13: Love Or Lover

jude heard somethinhg hit the window, she shot up and bravly went to her window and opened it

Jordan: did i scare you?

Jude: hell yes, what are you doing my family is sleeping. she whispered

Jordan: i couldent sleep and couldent stop thinking about you

she blushed

Jude: what am i supposed to do about that? i got work in the morning you know?

Jordan: yea and i just had to see your face and hear your voice

Jude: aww how sweet, but i really need to be seeing black right now, i got to get up at 8:30

Jordan: Oh sorry, he pouted

Jude: but i'll treat you too eat somewhere on my lunch break, sound good?

Jordan: sounds perfect

Jude: night, see ya

Jordan: see ya

jude blew jordan a kiss he gladly caught it and placed his hand on his mouth, then he did the same to he

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9:00 at g magor

Darius: wow jude your here on time

Jude: hahaha, my mom got me up on her way to work

Portia:oh hey jude i need you in studio b please

Jude: yea sure just a sec

portia headed back in the studio while darius opened his mouth

Darius: whoa now, a couple of days ago i was holding a crying rock goddess, now your happy, why?

Jude:well, im kinda getting over tommy

Darius: that's great jude

Jude: i know

Darius:good now get to work and make me some money

Jude:fine

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in studio b...

Jude: so what'd you need me for portia?

Portia: oh these came for you

Jude: who are they from?

Portia: i have no clue, open it

Jude: kay. she grabbed the card off of the daisie's and white rose's, the daisie'sand rose's were dipped im black dye at the tip's

jude loved them, they were kind of wierd how they were black and white but they were the most beautiful flower's she had ever seen, even when tommy gave flower's to her

jude read the card silently to herself

Jude,

You Are Very Special To Me,

I Love Your Eyes, Your Smile,

Your Laugh, Your Rockieness,

Your Enthusiasm, Your Attitide,

Your Voice, Your Hair,

Your Style, Your Heart,

Your Sweetness, Your Beauty

Makes Me Weak And I love It

her eyes were getting misty until she read the last line, then tears burst out

And Most Importantly, I Love You,

Love, Jordan

Portia: are you okay sweety? she asked having no idea why jude was crying

Jude: yeah im perfect, im ready to record. she said smiling ear to ear

Kwest: okay sorry im late

Jude: where were you?

Kwest: i was just talking on the phine to T...

Kwest: tisha, this girl that uh does my HAIR

Jude: whatever

jude walked in and stared singing a remix for who i am fooling, the beat stared out like always then sped up and started having little tunes put in

Who Am I Fooling

My Skin Doesent Fit

Seems So Hollow

I Feel Like A Fraud

Bitter Pill To Swallow

Sometimes It Hits Me

Right Between The Eyes

Through My Disguise

Who Am I Fooling

Just A Smiling Face

Make Believe World

Just A Wannabe

Easy To Replace

Perfect Girl

Alone In The Mirror

Alone On The Shelf

Trying To Hold On

Piece Of My Self

Anybody Realize

Buy My Own Disguise

(unil the song is finished) (A/N: you get where im goin with the remix right?)

an hour and a half later

Kwest:great Jude, um you can go to lunch now

Jude: YAY!

Kwest: you that happy about eating?

Jude: nope i just have a really IMPORTANT lunch date with jordan

Kwest: oh well see you in 2 hours

Jude: kay

jude went outside and sat in her pimped out mustang Big D fixed for her

Jude: hey jordan where you wanna meet?

Jordan:uhmmm ihop, denny's, shoney's something with breakfast, im in the mood

Jude: uh IHOP

Jordan: alright meet you there in fifteen minutes

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outside at IHOP

Jordan: get your flowers? as he said that jude pounced in his arms and started giving him kisses

Jordan: i take it you did

Jude: OHHH i love you to POV: wow he loves me and i love him back

they had little peck kisses and and then a french kiss, little did they know a camera got pictures of both kisses and them coming out of IHOP holding hand's and smiling widely

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back at gmagor

Jude: i'll see you later

Jordan: kay i love you

Jude: i love you too

Jude: portia PORTIA! PORTIA!

Portia:are you okay

Jude: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Montana

Maitland: YYAAAWWWN! morning, mylah was following after yawing as well

Tommy: morning girls

Mylah: morn daddy. she couldent say morning yet, but tommy loved how she said it

Maitland: what is for breakfast eggs, bisquets, and sausage

Mylah: yumm yumm eat it up (i took that from my baby cousin tee-hee)

Maitland: what she said

Tommy: let's eat before it gets cold and nasty

they all ate

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sadie's cell

Kwest: so?

Sadie: i cant believe my little sister is getting over tom quincy

Kwest: me either

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Jude: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Portia: WHAT!

Jude: IM OVER THOMAS WHATEVER QUINCY, AND IN LOVE WITH JORDAN

Portia: that is wonderful

Jude: im soooooo happy

Portia: me too

Jude: well i gotta go

Portia: alright

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next day

Maitland: tommy im gonna go over to the store

Tommy: okay be careful

Maitland: okay

15 minutes later

Maitland: whew im back

Tommy: what did you get

Maitland: well mylah wanted a new coloring book and i wanted something to read so i just got a magazine

Tommy: i wann see the magazine

Maitland: uhhhh nah it's really boring, you dont wanna read it

Tommy: oh come on give it to me

Maitland: nope

Tommy: why

Maitland: because i havent seen it yet, she made up an excuse

Tommy: then why dont i wanna look at it? he got suspicious

Maitland: cause of the cover

Tommy: GIVE it to me

Maitland: err fine

she handed to him and he read the cover

Is Rock Chick Jude Harrison In love?

more on page ninety-nine

he flipped over

Sources Say The Man She Is Kissing Is Jordan Smith, 18 and lives two doors down

tommy saw the pictures of them making out at IHOP

Tommy dialed kwests number

Kwest: hello?

Tommy: hold on, maitland take mylah outside to play please

Mylah: yay cousin maityland PLAY TIME PLAY TIME

Maitland: lets go

after they were outside

Tommy: WHY THE HELL IS JUDE MAKING OUT WITH THIS DUDE

Kwest: she moved on t, you should of just told her about mylah

Tommy: DAMN IT! i gotta go. he hung up

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jude sat there in empty little studio c thinking

JudePOV:is he my love or my lover

she realized that she was madder than hell at tommy, but loved him more than earth, sadly even more than her mom

Jude: damn it, im so friggin' confused, i love tom but i think i love jordan

Kwest: jude? i gotta tell you something i know where. he stopped, he promised tommy he wouldent tell anyone

Jude: what?

Kwest: nevermind

Jude: w/e im out

she was half way out to her car and she saw a pick up truck coming at her full speed, the driver was asleep at the wheel

she couldent move she was froze, sadie caught a glimpse out the window

Sadie: KWEST! DARIUS! she yelled before rushing out to her little sister

jude was laying in the ground unconsious and the driver was dead, darius jamie and kwest ran out, they were the only four left in the

studio

Sadie: jude please wake up

A/N:sorry that is all homies ill post tomorrow a.s.a.p and your gonna be in for a huge surprise, love ya all-brit