a/n: R&R please.
It was seven o'clock at night, and I was still in bed. The girls had been in here all day, trying to cheer me up, but I refused. I barely paid attention to them at all actually. They gave up about two hours ago, and left to go to that stupid club. Oh well, it didn't really matter. I deserved to be alone. Moron. I was dozing off again when I heard a knock on the door. I ignored it until it became a constant banging and then threw the covers back dramatically. I stomped all the way down the stairs, across the hardwood floor, and unlocked the door angrily. I flung it open; again preparing to yell at the fool who dared disturb a morose woman.
"Edward." I whispered so low I barely heard myself. But when I did, I grew angry and slammed the door. Stupid jerk coming over here to what? Make me beg or …or feel worse than I already did? I felt bad enough as it was thank you! I made it to my room before I heard the door open. Oh, sure just let yourself in jackass! I snapped sarcastically in my head. I covered up completely, not bothering to look when he slammed my bedroom door shut. I didn't even budge a tiny little inch when he sat down beside me, and stared directly at my ceiling when he pulled the covers away from my head. He was an ass last night; I can be an ass today. Serves him right if I never spoke to him again anyway. Leaving me outside in the cold half naked in New York. I huffed out loud at that thought, and turned away from him.
"Bella, love, please look at me." He pleaded silently. I ignored him, and traced the patterns of my hard wood flooring with my eyes. He sighed angrily and got up only to sit on the other side of me. I turned over, my back to him again. "You are so damned stubborn!" He growled grabbing my arms and forcing me to turn back. I glared at him the best I could, and he laughed. "You're really hot when your angry." He stated. I couldn't help it; I stuck my tongue out at him. It was hard to be mad when he complimented me like that!
"I'm sorry for my behavior last night, but in my defense I was upset. I had been working up the courage to tell you I loved you for awhile, and when I finally did you just sat there! With this shocked expression on your face, but the worst part was that you didn't even stop me when I left!" he exclaimed, standing up clearly still upset about the whole issue. Good, at least were on the same page again! I jumped up, and pointed my finger at him just as angry. "I beat you to your fucking car! To tell you that I loved you too and you had the audacity to accuse me of lying! And then, you left me standing out there like a fool!" I yelled. I could already feel the tears threatening to spill over, the constriction in my throat making it hard to yell. I hated emotions sometimes, they were so damned messy!
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! God Bella I'm sorry! What more do you want from me?" He asked stepping closer to me. I was about to make a smart ass remark, and kick him out when I thought for a second. I was doing exactly as my mother had done to my father when she was angry. Shut him out, push him as far away as she could just to avoid swallowing her pride and say she was sorry for overreacting or whatever. I caught myself in time for a change, and licked my lips instead. "I'm sorry for not telling you I loved you before you could say it to me." I said a slight smile on my face.
He laughed, and the entire atmosphere changed around us. Gone was the tension and hurt feelings, gone was the anger. He gave me a light kiss, and pulled me into his arms. "Aren't we supposed to be at some club with your friends?" He asked after a few moments of just standing there. I crinkled my nose, and shook my head against his chest. "Nope, we're just fine staying here. They aren't expecting us anymore anyway." I replied quickly. I tried pulling him onto the bed, but he wouldn't budge. "I think we should go. Wasn't I supposed to meet their boyfriends? We haven't been out all together yet, it'll be fun." He stated, walking out so I could get ready.
An hour later we met Alice at the door, and followed her through the crowd to their table. This place…sucked. It was just as I expected. Crammed full of horny drunken fools, grinding against their dates, occasionally bumping into the drunken idiots next to them. I hated places like this, so why had I agreed to come? Oh, that's right. I wanted to dance with Edward that way. Pft. I should have just stayed home and done it there. I mean, it wasn't like I Alice or Rosalie didn't have this kind of crappy music at home anyway. And the smell was…terrible. It was a mix of putrid body odor, sweat and sex. Not very appealing for a place that just opened a few months ago now is it?
"Aww, see Bella I told you it would work out!" Rosalie slurred patting my back a little too hard. Great, they hadn't been here that long which meant they were doing shots, and that they'd expect me to do them as well. Yeah, I didn't think me and shots were a good combination ever, let alone when Edward was around. I had a hard enough time controlling my sex crazed hormones sober, could you imagine what would happen if I were drunk? I could, and it wouldn't be pretty.
Introductions were made all around, even though Alice and Rose already knew Edward, and the guys did their man chatting thing they do when they're sizing each other up. You know what I'm talking about, every dude does it, and it's always annoying. While they did that, I explained to the girls that everything was peachy keen between Edward and me again. When the waitress finally made it to our table, I ordered a soda; Edward ordered a beer and a few shots. Pft. He could get drunk all he wanted, that just made it easier to get what I wanted from him later. We sat there, bullshitting each other for a while, making fun of the really drunk idiots who were stumbling past our table every now and then. It was quite comical, and loads of fun. You should try it sometime; I promise it'll make your night that much better.