Sorry it's another sad chapter. Please review xx
Chapter 15 Recap
- Hanna shows Caleb the necklace he gave her after she was found.
- Caleb tells Toby about Hanna health.
- Alison,Emily,Jason,Penny,Ezra,Aria make a time line of Hanna's disappearance.
- Caleb & Hanna visit Ashley in hospital.
- Hanna remembers a dark childhood memory of someone hurting her and Ashley.
- Hanna slaps Caleb.
Hanna P.O.V
Ow the sun is so bright,I try to get out of bed to close the curtains but something is stopping me, I look down and realise it's an arm wrapped around my waist, I roll over and see its Caleb, his hair is all messed up and he is slightly snoring, he looks so cute. I get a little cold so I snuggle into his chest, he must have gotten a bit hot during the night because he took his shirt off.
Once I'm in his arms I can feel him pull me closer in his sleep, I lye there in his arms for about fifteen minutes contently watching him sleep until I get bored and decide to wake him up. "Caleb, wake up." I say pushing on his chest. "Good morning Hanna." He says groggily making me laugh. "Did you sleep good?" Caleb asks me still with his eyes closed.
"Yes, I did." I say happily before throwing all the blankets off the bed. "What the fuck Hanna." He yells slightly annoyed. "Caleb it eleven." I tell him I know how much he hates sleeping past ten. "Well I guess we better get up then." He say grabbing me and throwing me over his shoulder before running downstairs.
A Few Hours Later
Penny P.O.V
"Hey Spencer." I greet the brunette as she walks through the door with her hand on her stomach. "Are you ok." I ask her. "Yeah, I'm fine just a little stomach ache. Caleb called me earlier this morning to tell me about Hanna's meltdown last night, he thought it would be a good idea if Hanna could talk to me about it because I am a councillor, I invited Spencer since Hanna seems to trust her the most and maybe she might know something about this.
"Is Hanna alright?" She asks concerned about her friends meltdown last night. "Oh yeah, she's fine but she did get a little upset when Caleb left but she was fine after five minutes." I tell her. "Shall we go see her." I say grabbing Spencer's hand and walking upstairs with her.
"Hey Spence." Hanna says smiling at her friend as she watches a movie on her bed. "Are you watching Mean Girls again." Spencer laughs. "No, I'm watching Paper Towns." Hanna replies barely bothering to turn her head away from the screen. I give Spencer a look telling her that I'm about to start, she nods in response.
"Han, why are there so many tissues in the trash." I ask all ready knowing there from when Hanna was crying last night. "Cause I was upset." Hanna responds slightly annoyed. "Why were you upset sweetie?" I press her. "I don't want to talk about it." Hanna says firmly. I decide to stop not wanting to upset her because after last night we realised anything can set her off. "Hey Spence can I talk to you outside?" I ask her.
She nods and we get up closing Hanna's bedroom door behind us.
"Is there anyone in Hanna's family we could talk to, maybe we could find out what happened or something?" I ask her, she has known Hanna for a very long time. "Well there is Hanna's father but I'd rather not go there, they don't have a relationship anymore, there is her grandmother but she's visiting Australia right now." She says sadly. "How long is she there for?" I ask the brunette who looks like she's in a little bit of pain. "About another two weeks, I spoke to her last night." She finishes scrunching up her face a little bit.
"Are you sure your ok?" I asks starting to get concerned now. "I'm fine." She says but as soon as she finishes her sentence she lets out a little wince. "That's it we're going to the hospital." I say grabbing my keys. "No Penny it really isn't necessary." She tries to convince me. "Ok if it isn't necessary we can just go straight home, come on Hanna we leaving." I tell the stubborn brunette.
A few hours later
Spencer P.O.V
"How are you feeling now?" Toby asks me as I sit in a hospital bed. "I feel a little better, Where are Hanna and Penny?" I ask changing the subject. "There with Caleb in the waiting room, He drove me here after Penny called." He answers my question. The doctor walks in, I can tell by the look on his face that it's not good.
"Miss Hastings, we ran a few test after we discovered you were bleeding, I'm am very sorry to inform you the you've suffered a miscarriage at about two weeks along in your pregnancy." When I heard that I lost it and so did Toby we both cried as the doctor left the room. I didn't even know I was pregnant. Our entire world had just fallen apart.
10 hours later
I was alone in a hospital room, I kicked Toby out, I don't know why I did that, my hormones are a bit out of whack. I can't believe I lost Toby and I's first child at only two weeks but then I remembered that miscarriages are common in our family, my mother and sister both have hormonal problems. My Mom miscarried my brother at five months before me and Melissa were born. Melissa had miscarried twice. I guess I'm next. My thoughts are interpreted as Penny walks into the room.
"Can you please tell Caleb it's not his baby?" I ask the blonde. "Caleb already knows it's not his, you would be about five months if it was his baby." She tells me. "Ok, good could you please leave me alone now?" I ask her as she walks closer.
"Spence I don't think you should be alone right now." She says sitting down at the end of my bed. "Penny I get that you like to take care of people but you've never lost I child, you don't know how it feels, so I can decide if I want to be alone." I yell at her, turning my head away.
"Actually I do know how it feels to lose a child." She pauses before continuing, I turn my head to look at her again, I'm shocked. "I'm sure you know my fiancé passed away in the military a few years ago." I nod. "But um nobody knows that I was 4 months pregnant when he died." She says looking down. "Jesse & Vanessa don't know either, that was during the time they didn't live with me, the house we all live in now was mine and Chris's house but after he died they moved in so I wouldn't be alone." She says letting a few tears escape.
"But anyway a few weeks after he passed, I miscarried our son Dylan." "Did Chris know?" I ask interrupting her. "Yeah he did." She quickly answers. "The reason I didn't want to leave you alone was, on the night I found out I miscarried, I attempted suicide." She finishes letting a few more tears escape. Her telling me that made me realise how badly I don't want to be alone right now. "Penny could you please stay with me." I ask the blonde. "Sure sweetheart, I will until Toby comes back, I think you need to be together right now." I nod agreeing with her.
A few hours later
Penny P.O.V
"Thanks for picking me up, I really didn't know who else to call." I say looking down and playing with my fingernails. "It's ok, I guess you must of gotten a little bit of a surprise when I picked up instead of Alison." Jason says causing me to chuckle. "Hey I'm sorry for how I treated you." I say apologetically meaning every word.
"It's ok, I'm sorry for how I treated you as well." Jason says back to me looking into my eyes for a few seconds before the situation gets a little awkward so we both look away. "I'm sorry about your fiancé." He tells me. "Thanks but how did you know that?" I ask confused. "I overheard Emily & Alison talking about it cause of Em's Dad." He answers. "How's Spencer doing?" He asks wanting to know about his sisters medical health. "She just exhausted and needs Toby right now." I answer him.
"Hey Penny, how are you." He asks me wanting to know if Im ok. I lose it. "I just feel bad because when I was driving I looked down and saw she was bleeding and at the point I knew, maybe I could of done something because I don't want anyone else to go through what I went through." I cry. "Hey." Jason says grabbing the sides of my face delicately, making me look at him. "Penny know one could of known, it was supposed to go that way and it was absolutely not your fault." He tells me while I let a few tears escape.
We lock eyes and just stare at each for a few seconds before he connects our lips.
Ok so Penny & Jason, Poor Spencer & Penny. What do you think Hanna meant when she said "please don't hurt my Mommy. I'll give you a spoiler for next chapter Hanna's grandmother will be back, review and give me your theories. Until next time xx