Sorry I've been away so long, prepare for an emotional chapter I cried so hard after I wrote it. I know this is totally irrelevant but Emma will return in this chapter Hanna's little teddy bear who I actually imagine as I light green bunny so Emma is a bunny not a bear haha. Anyway enjoy this chapter xx

"What?" Caleb says he looks like he's on the verge of a break down. Hanna felt so bad about what had happened but the truth is she wasn't even mad at Caleb because every part of her know that he wasn't like her father and would never hurt her on purpose.

"I said it's ok, Caleb." Hanna told her best friend. "Caleb relax breathe in breathe out, I'm going to be fine and you're going to be fine as well." She explained to the man that she didn't know was totally in love with her. "Thanks Hanna." He chocked out obviously fighting back tears. "Caleb, you know it's ok to cry." That was when he broke down, he lost it, baling his eyes out, Hanna being the sweet, loving and caring girl she was pulled him into her arms.

"Caleb it's ok."

"No it's not Hanna, I hurt you I physically hurt you, you almost bled to death because of something I did!" He yelled his body racked with violent sobs as he was now getting angry with himself for hurting the girl he loved with every single part of him. If she died there would be no reason to live anymore. Hanna is the light of his life and if she was gone his life would be pure darkness.

Hanna being observant knew he was consumed with guilt from hurting her, this guilty was literally eating him alive and all Hanna wanted was her best friend back, the best friend she needed so bad right now, the best friend who puts up with everything, the best friend who hugs her when she's sad, cuddles her when she's scared and most importantly puts up with her through everything.

A Few Days Later

"Spencer can you tell that guy thank you for giving me some of his blood." Hanna asked her friend. "Sure Hanna Banana." Hanna was confused by this comment, where did Spencer get this nickname from, people only called her Hanna, Han or Blue. "Crap." The brunette thought to herself she had stuffed up and called Hanna by her nickname.

"Spencer can we see you outside." Aria said saving the brunette from a mouthful of questions, even though Spencer could've easily saved herself by just saying it rhymed, her time was up and by the way she hesitated after using that nickname, there was no going back. "Sure." The brunette complied exiting the room with her fellow brunette.

Hanna now being alone thought about her mother and the many memories she had of her but what made Hanna sad was in every memory her face was fuzzy so she couldn't see who it was. Hanna lay back in her bed listening to a sound and sound she hadn't told anyone out, the sound of her mothers voice.

Flashback

Hanna walked over to her mothers room crying, she had dreamt that a monster had taken her Mommy away and left her alone, her worst nightmare. When Hanna had nightmares like a typical three year old she would be in dire need for some cuddle from a parent but expect she only had one parent who would give them to her Momma. But knowing from past experience that of she ever wanted those comforting cuddle she could never get them because of her stupid Daddy, the monster in real life from her dreams.

So instead she would get out of her bed and walk to her parents door and crouch down against it trying to hear her mother hoping she was awake and could give her some cuddles but often she wasn't so instead Hanna would try and hear her mothers occasion snores or even rarer sleep talk sadly she could hardly ever hear her over Toms loud snores.

This time how ever it was different the room was silent, was her father there or maybe out somewhere, should Hanna even risk entering the room and waking her demanding father up. Hanna took a deep breath and turned the handle. She was going in. The door creaked loudly when it open which scared the tiny blonde as she ran out of view and behind the door frame.

Hanna began crying hoping she hadn't woken up her father, Hanna quickly covered he face with Emma her bunny. "Emma please don't make Daddy hear." She repeated to herself. Suddenly she heard footsteps coming from the bedroom. "Oh no." Hanna shrieked as she felt to figure standing behind and grabbing Emma.

"Daddy pwease don't take her way." She begged clinging on the bunny for dear life, it was the only thing that helped her sleep at night. "Shh Hanna relax I'm not going to take Emma from you, calm down little princess it's ok, it's only me." Hanna relax at the sound of her mothers voice, the most comforting sound in the world.

"Momma, had bad dweam." Hanna stated crying throwing her arms around her mothers back. "It's ok little angel, he will never be able to take you away from me." Ashley said already knowing what her daughters nightmare was about. She picked up her crying daughter and carried her back to her room. She felt safe doing this because Tom was at the bar getting drunk as usual.

Ashley lifted up the covers of her daughters bed and lay down with her daughter. "Mommy why is Daddy so mean?" The little girl asked her mother, the woman she idolised, the woman she loved with all her heart. "He just is sweetie." Ashley replied lying so she could save whatever was left of Hanna's innocence, innocence that could never be restored.

"Did you dress up Emma?" Ashley giggled noticing the bunny was wear pyjamas that were way to small and obviously for a barbie doll. "Yes Momma she was cold." Hanna said snuggling the little bunny rabbit closer.

Flashback Ends

Suddenly Hanna snapped out of her flashback something was coming to her mind, then it hit her, she saw her mothers face for a split second and then she saw it again and again. She recognised her mothers face but she didn't know from where, she had to go find her.

"Aria what's going on?" Caleb walked up to the distressed brunette, she was frantically biting her nails outside of Hanna's hospital room. "Spencer accidentally called Hanna by one of her old nicknames, so I asked to talk to her outside so Hanna would get confused but when we were out there my leg started hurting so Spencer suggested we sit down in the small waiting room while we talk and when we came back Hanna was gone." Aria cries. "It's ok well find her."

15 minutes later

"Hanna!" "Hanna!" Caleb yelled searching for Hanna but then a realisation hits him, what if she went to see Ashley, Hanna visits Ashley often most of the time with him but occasionally someone else will take her, the more Caleb thought about it the more it added up. He needed to get to Ashley's room now.

Caleb sprinted up the stairs, flying through hallways until he reached Ashley's room, he was right Hanna was there. "Come on Hanna we can't stay here you need to go back to your room." he tried to persuade her the best that he could but it didn't work, there was no way Hanna was leaving. "Caleb, no I'm not leaving her again." She sobbed not even turning her head to face him.

"Hanna." Caleb said rubbing Hanna's back. "You've never left her, I promise we can come visit her later but right now you need to go rest, so come on let's go back to your room." Caleb gently grabbed her hand thinking she'll comply but he was very wrong she didn't. "No!" Hanna screams. "I'm not leaving her!" Oh god this was going to be harder than he thought. "Come on Hanna." he begged still attempting to persuade her. "No I'm not leaving my Momma again." Woah wait what?, did she just say what he thought she said.

He turned around and saw Hanna balling her eyes out onto Ashley's chest. "I know she's my Mom, Caleb." She said in between sobs. "How do you know that?" Caleb asked stunned. "Because she looks like the woman in my memory with her and my Dad."

"How long have you known that?"

"About fifteen minutes, Am I right Caleb, is she my Mom?" Caleb took in a deep breath before answering. "Yes she is Hanna." He breathe out anticipating her reaction. Hanna just looked back down at Ashley before once again burying her face in Ashley's chest. Caleb walked out of the room to let Hanna have some privacy.

"Mommy." Hanna sobbed hard into her mothers chest. "Please wake up, please don't leaving me, you're the only person I remember." She cried harder. "Mom please don't die on me, I need you so bad right now!" Out of know where her sadness turned to anger. "Mom, wake up you're not gonna die, you're not gonna leave me!" She yelled while unplugging all the wires connected to her mom.

"Mom wake up now!" Hanna yelled loudly shaking her mother by her shoulders. "Mom I love you." Then the doctors run in she immediately apologised. "Sorry, I didn't mean to upset her." She explained. "No you do what ever it is you're doing because it's making her wake up!"

She's waking up. "Mom, you get up now, wake up please I love you so much you're my world, please wake up." Suddenly her eyes opened.

Hey Ashley's going to be awake in the next chapter, finally i can write her again because i love writing Hanna and Ashely. I started writing a new story called "One In Fifty Five Million." I think you will like it, I'll upload the first chapter the day before i post the last chapter of this one. Anyway i hope you liked this chapter, please review xx