Chapter 4: Empty

( Hey ya'll, if you would like to leave a Revieuw your welcome to :) To those having questions about how erotic themed the fanfic will be, i'll try to keep it light, but i cannot make promises since i am just writing down whatever pops up in my mind wich i find the best for them! Short note on the Governor, he is a dominant so sorry if you don't like that :3 But i just feel that is how his character is ment to be)

The morning broke early, as Lynn wakes up changing back into her clothes her belly growing with hunger, grabbing to the Energy Bar he gave her yesterday.

Beginning to nibble on the Energy Bar, realizing people are gathering outside for the choice she had to make.

Lynn was sure she was gonna leave this place, with or without Caroline she knew trouble was about to come.

Slow and steady she made her way downstair after sorting her hair abit out opening the door to get to the middle where everyone, including Caroline and the Governor.

Everyone turned their heads as she walked into the gathered group, Lynn suddenly feeling extremely small.

The Governor stepping up from the group looking at her with small pleading eyes, ''Lynn.'' nodding to her.

Lynn nodding back to him '' Governor''.

Caroline keeping a close eye on them, tears springing into her own eyes not wanting Lynn to leave but knowing it is her choice.

'' Today, we either have a great win, or a terrible loss..'' The Governor speeching to the group before looking down to Lynn, '' Have you made your choice little one?''.

'' Oh yes i do Governor'' Lynn looking to the gates already having her backpack strapped tightly to her back, her hair in a schort ponytail, and her machette hanging by her belt aswell with a small gun.

The Governor nodding at her opening the way for her, Lynn stepping to the gates before she is being grabbed by him at the schoulders, turning around looking confused.

'' A shame indeed..'' looking into her eyes as he drawls it out in a low tone, making sure only the two of them were able to hear it.

Lynn jerking backwards awkwardly, before continuing her way to the gates, waving to Caroline, with both sadness but also a firm note.

This was her deccision and hers alone...

Governor's Point of Vieuw ( Time: Evening)

I sat down in my chair again looking at Merle, with a pissed of, but also neutral look in my eyes.

'' So.. What do we do now Governor?'' Merle drawling out uncomfortable.

'' How the fuck am I supposed to know Merle..'' cursing out loud snapping.

Merle jerked abit backwards at my outburst scratching his head.

'' I would say put her down Eh? Like we always do i mean nobody leaves right?'' Merle speaking up trying to sound confident.

'' ARE YOU OUT OF MIND MERLE!.. '' screaming to him accidently hitting my knee against the desk as I brutally sat back up.

Merle went silent lowering his eyes to the ground.

'' No Merle.. We DONT put her down.. We just wait untill she gets back to us.. '' i sighed with a small hint of hope in my tone.

'' Wait? With all respect Governor.. But she aint the type to walk back in.. '' Mele adding to the conversation.

I sighed, Merle had a point, however i did not like that I had to embrace the fact she was not gonna return sooner or later.. She was not like Caroline easy to charm.

'' We make her come back.'' I growled softly leaning backwards, feeling another rush of anger boiling inside me, No one had ever rejected the Governor... .

'' Like? We drag her back in chains or we take it the subtle way?'' Merle blinking his eyes keeping a close look onto me, surely on his guard for another outburst.

I rolled my eyes, '' I don't know why do i always have to do the godamn fucking THINKING!''.

He just stared at me waiting for me to add something.

'' Well we could lie about Caroline's condition.. Or something.. Or anything else legit enough to get her back'' I sighed out deeply turning my eyes to the ceiling feeling ever so desperate, No one ever made me felt that way...

'' With al due respects Governor, but may i ask why you want to go after her instead of putting her down?'' Merle looked at me, as if he was ever so puzzled about the whole situation.

I scuffed softly, turning my gaze to the desk as if i was guilty before shaking my head vigourlsy, '' No one rejects the Governor Merle...''.

Merle nodded his head slowly at me, '' So we get her back and then what?'' .

'' Then Merle, She is all Mine..'' growling the last word downing a whiskey glass in one go.

'' Now begone from my sights, tommorow our hunt starts..'' dismissng Merle watching him leave with the same rage in my eyes.

Hearing the door close behind him sighing deeply standing up from my chair with a renewed whiskey glass wallking across my office, pausing at the photograph of my long lost wife and child.

'' Huh, good question what de hell do i want from her'' sighing continuing my walk further pausing by the window looking trough it seeing Caroline sitting all alone at the campfire.

'' Poor girl must be missing her already'' chuckling softly before realizing what he said, '' Godamn and she aint the only one..'' inspecting myself for a minute.

Letting myself sink back into the couch refilling the glass of whiskey sipping on it slowly enjoying the taste staring before me.

What was happening with me...

With a sigh i looked back up from my toughts, '' Who tought a little girl like her would of been able to make me go nuts.'' rolling my eyes.

I looked forwards, towards the window once more before standing up strolling for my bedroom.

Opening the door to it, i placed the glass on a nearby cupboard and pulled my shirt over my head throwing it to the other side of the room aggitated.

'' Hmpff.. Perhaps i am just.. Tired.. Yes that is it.'' sighing deeply as i undid my belt i came to a schocking discovery.

The girl turned me on..

I just stared down, not understanding how i could of not noticed it at all, was i really that deep into my toughts to not notice i was getting erected?

Puzzled i sat down on the bed holding my head in my hands, i knew i could get every lady i wanted... And sometimes i used them for fun, just because i felt like it.

But none had ever made me felt this way.. Except from my wife.

I slammed my fist into the pillow grunting loudly, '' Fucking fuck aah!'' cursing out loud as i sighed deeply letting myself fall down on the bed exhausted.

'' Why.'' i let out in a deep sigh.

I shook my head and turned to my side undoing my belt and pulling my pants down throwing them next to me on the bed, looking at the empty spot next to me.

Empty Spot.. I was just lonely.

My eyes widened slightly at that realisation, making me sigh again.

'' Geh.. I'll just do my tricks around Caroline and move on.'' speaking to myself as my eyes could not get rid of the empty spot.

But no.. I wanted Lynn.. And i knew that all to well..