AN: I'm so sorry guys that I haven't been updating but college started and let me tell you, architecture is not as easy as some people think, 3 weeks and I'm already swamped with projects and sleepless nights. Anyways currently I'm sick and in bed, so you get updates and it's my birthday, I know it sucks to be sick on your birthday. Oh and I decided to change something in the ending of the last chapter, Colin and Finn never knew about the kiss, you'll find out why soon enough. So why don't you give me your presents in the form of reviews, thanks

Disclaimer: I do not own Gilmore Girls or anything related to it.

Recap: "Oh yea we all know how that ends up when you and Gilmore start you're teasing match here" Colin stated.

"Really and how do they end?" he asked knowing all to well how they end.

"By me kicking your ass and you making some silly excuse about how its unfair" Rory said knowing all to well how to get him worked and smiling inwardly that she still did after all these years.

"That's because it was unfair, how many times have you straddled me and made me feel so hot then just left me like that and walking away with a victory smile on your face" he knew he was ticking her off and he was loving every second of it.

"Well it wasn't half as bad as kissing you and not hearing back from you in six years" not realizing what she had said, her hands flew to her mouth, Colin and Finn sat there startled not knowing what she was talking about and Logan looked hurt, ashamed and if even possible shocked…..

12 years earlier

"So how's the birthday boy feeling?" Rory asked as she was entering Logan's room at the Huntzberger mansion, it was his 18th birthday and as always, a drag!

"Well how would you feel if you were in my shoes?" he asked her smirking and arching his brow.

"That good, huh" smirking the smirk she has learned from him over the years, she went over and joined him on his bed.

"well Ace, let's talk about something else other than me getting a year older" he put his arms around her so that she was leaning in. she rested her head on his shoulder and let out a long sigh.

"Okay, you choose"

"How are things with Tristan??" knowing that things haven't been going well between those two, he decided to ask and see how she was doing.

"Well…. Umm…. We kinda broke up!" she buried her face in his chest as some tears started falling from the corners of her eyes.

"What!! How come you didn't tell me before, when did that happen?" he was freaking out, he was her best friend and she didn't tell him that she broke up with that ass of a boyfriend.

"It happened last night" she got out through her tears "he just doesn't care anymore; he was flirting with that new girl right in front of me just as if I wasn't there"

"Its okay baby, I'm here now, it's good that it's finally over" he put his arms around her and kissed the top of head while hushing till she was finally calmed down.

"I'm so sorry, it's your birthday and I'm here whining like a four-year-old about how my boyfriend is such an ass" she was getting up when he grabbed her from the elbow and turned her around to stop her.

"Hey Ace, look at me" using his other hand to bring her face up to face his "don't ever think that you can't come to me, I am and will always be there for you" he looked into her bambi blue eyes and he noticed how innocent and beautiful they were.

How could anyone ever think of hurting her or even not liking her?! Then he started studying her features, he felt like he was looking at her for the first time, the freckles spread across her cheeks and nose, how full her lips were, 'wait a second, her lips!! Where did that come from' he thought to himself but as if his hand had a mind of its own, he cupped her cheek. Rory seemed to mirror what he's thinking and started leaning in, both focusing on the other's lips and then it happened. He kissed her; he was kissing his best friend, the girl that he has seen in diapers. But he wasn't thinking about that, all that was going through his mind how good it felt to be doing this.

When Logan cupped her face, she felt safer than she's ever been in a long time, she leaned a little forward wanting to know what it would feel like to kiss the "Logan Huntzberger" when he started leaning in too, her heart leapt in anticipation, she couldn't hold it in any longer, she reached for his lips, she kissed him first and she couldn't believe that she did that, she was about to pull away feeling ashamed for what she'd done but then he pulled her in again kissing her hungrily, her arms flew around his neck and by then she was on his lap, both of them trying to get closer than ever possible, till air became and actual problem they both broke apart, looking into each others eyes, she did something that surprised them both. She started unbuttoning his shirt.

"Hey Ace are you okay?" he held her hand for a second.

"I want this Logan… I want you!" that startled him more than anything.

"Rory what's going on with you?" he sounded full of concern but the fact was that she was still on his lap, he was still cupping her face and she still had her hand on his buttons.

"You called me Rory" she said with a small smile "could you please not do this, I want to do it, and….." she paused for a second as if she was thinking of the best way to say it" well… I want you to be my first, you're the only one I trust enough" to say he was shocked would be an understatement.

"Rory….." but she put a finger on his mouth shushing him and then followed it by her mouth.

"Please" she looked really broken, he didn't want this to happen, he was thinking of their friendship and how this could affect it.

But she kissed him again and all form of coherent thoughts left his mind, her vanilla and coffee smell intoxicated him, he began kissing her back and his tongue traced her bottom lip begging her for entrance which she granted instantly, he started exploring her mouth and earned himself a moan, slowly she reached for his buttons again, this time with no interruption, she pushed it off his shoulders and her hand meeting his bare chest ignited fire in both there bodies. Logan started kissing her neck while unzipping her blue dress.

"Rory" he called out for her breathlessly, she lay there in front of him in nothing but her bra and matching panties, she looked more beautiful than ever, "are you sure?" it was hard enough to get the words out and he knew how painful it would be to stop but he had to ask.

She simply nodded and looked at him with eyes full of lust, she began working on his buckle, he lifted her chin so that she would be facing him, what she saw there was a mixture of lust and care, she couldn't help herself anymore she really wanted this to happen and it was like he read her mind, he captured her lips once again while undoing his pants. In a matter of seconds he was on top of her and she arching into him begging for more, he stopped for a mere second to catch her eyes and what he saw there made him reach for his bedside drawer and grab a condom.

"What are you thinking?" he knew that she is definitely deep in thought after all what happened wasn't something simple.

"Nothing, just how much I love this feeling, being here in your arms" she looked up and smiled and he kissed the top of her head while his hand was toying with her hair.

"So you don't regret this?"

"Never" just as she was completing this Finn barged in unannounced, drunk as usual, Rory instantly ducked under the covers.

"Colin, I found him" he yelled outside the door "I should've known you had a Sheila here, who is she, anyone I know, oh is she a redhead?" sometimes he felt like Finn was a 5-year-old.

"No Finn you don't, now will you please go so I can get dressed"

"Love its not like I haven't seen you naked before: he wiggled his eyebrows "and besides mate, I know you'll come around and be with me in the end" he smirked and then turned for the door.

Hope you liked it, and i'm sorry if it's weird, cough meds tend to do that to me so please cheer poor sick me up a little and make my bday worthwhile. hint hint