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A/N hey all i know i know havnt updated in like years!! lol thats a bit over the top but meh,. ok well i havent really had the net. and the computer was acting all weird. and well i had assignments and things like that/. well thats highschool for ya. especially just starting year 12.. how stressful so ill most likely update ever now and then when i can. just add me on alert or sumtin if you like my story. which soon will turn into stories soon enough. hopefully..well thats is i guess not that it was that interesting..here is chapter 4/

fanfiction73. thanks thanks and thanks again hehe. to anyone that noticed i did do a mistake on this chapter i wrote the wrong name and fanfiction73 pointed it out :D yay!someones helping me! hehe i ddnt even notice, so if others pick up anything, or get confused ask me. cos i do most of my writing in the night when i cant sleep and get things confuddled(confused..mixed up..etc hehe) . well hopefully you keep reading my story. enjoy!

Chapter 4 – Sugar, Spice and Everything Nice..

The Girls

Bang!

The girls looked up to see where the noise had come from, just like the rest of the crowd looked up..

Automatically everyone looked at the Slytherin Table..knowing someone..well more like some people

Did a prank on them..

And a few seconds later nearly everyone burst out laughing, except Lily, Julz and Angel, who always looked a bit disgusted…

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The girls continued with their breakfast while in the backround..the Slytherins were all stuck on their chairs which seem to have 'magically' came to life…they were all chanting.. "Slytherin sucks! Gryffindor rules!!" and "we love you Gryffendors!" and many random chants about gryffendor and the Maruaders..like "james is hot!!" and "Sirius in no.1!!!"…

Everyone was laughing, and chattering away. Talking about how all the pranks just keep on getting better and better everytime. Especially the pranks on the slytherins.

The only ones not laughing were 3 young girls. Who thought that these pranks were a sign of immaturity.

These three girls looked over at the boys responsible. All having different thoughts in their minds as they found the marauders looking at them aswell.

Lilys thoughts.

Omg! How can they do that?. Its true that the slytherins are nothing but trouble but..and even though I know that they deserve it. And they are all mean backstabbers who pretend to be your friend.

Okay maybe I don't mind that the marauders did it. But how can remus do it though??. Hes the smart one. The one I can talk to, who wont make a fool of me.. and well I can believe sirius and james doing it. They are just as bad as those slytherins!!! They are awful and heartless to others.

Lily sighed still in a trance.

James..james..he is sooo…gorg—wait.. what am I thinking? I cant think of him like that! He's james the guy I have sworned to hate forever.! But then why cant I stop thinkin about him? Why is he everywhere?.

Lily sat there wondering about how she truly felt..

Jules

Oh, these pranks are quite funny…but laughing at them is just stupid. I want him to get my attention.

I want him to want me , for me..and I need him to be himself…I think these pranks are just a way to stay on top, but it isnt who these guys are…right?

Man who am I kidding, they probably will never get over doing these pranks…I just wished he was more like himself..the way he used to be..the way I knew him years ago..

I miss the way he used to be…Sigh…oh sirius...

Why did that awful summer have to happen?…

Angel

Im not gonna miss these pranks..well not as much as the guys.

I know jules and lils hate them…but I still talk to remus…

Well then again he is the only resposible one…

He is so handsome

He is so…

He is just..

He is a guy who would never like a girl like me..

He would never take a second glance at a girl that looks like I do…just because im different…

I know I cant have him…..

Than why cant I stop thinking about him…

Angel just sat there…getting angry at her thoughts..

The three girls continued eating..in silence..after glancing away from the marauders…

James sighed and turned around to look back at his mates..

"shes so perfect.."sighed james..

"oh no.. not again…" sirius said remembering how james has been the last few years..

"james…you know if you acted like youself…around her and not showing off. She might actually talk to you like a normal person?.."said remus while he was looking over at the girls.

"well..ive decided that im not gonna ask her out this year..because I don't want my last year at hogwarts to be like my other years..i want this one to be more…special..so im gonna find me someone who will not reject me…even though ill always love lily…she just wont..i-I guess ive just given up on her…"james sighed in relief, finally letting it all out.

Remus and sirius looked at each other shocked at this news.

After that little 'speech' james gave the rest of breakfast was akwardly silent for the marauders.

The whole day people were talking about the marauders and how they always have the best pranks.

Classes came and went.

"lily! Lily!..can I talk to you please?.."remus said catchin up to her and her friends "privately?"

"of course remus!"smiled lily while the other girls walked off. "what would you like to talk about?"

"uh-um..well" remus didn't know where to start stammering all his words, which was unlike him. "I was wondering..do you like anyone?"

"uh. Why? What have you heard?!?" lily asked a little too fast.

"oh. Nothing. Hey lily d'you remember that game we play sometimes. The one when we have to tell the truth even if don't want to?"

"yeah, we used to play it all the time!like the time when I found out that you have a "furrry little problem"lily smiled at the memory of that day when he thought he was going to lose her as a friend.

"uh- yeah..can we play that game? Its not like we have any more classes today, and dinner isnt for a while yet…" remus said looking down at his feet.

"sure. Okay lets go next to the lake, where theres quiet and privacy" lily said grabbing remus and walking towards the lake

once at the lake. They sat down. Each waiting for the other to talk.

"what-."

"you-."

They both laughed and lily insisted that remus goes first since he wanted to play.

"okay..is it true you like someone lily?"

lily looked away and nodded her head "yeah, its true.ok my turn. Do you like anyone special remy?"

"truthfully, yeah..i do. Alright lily is this guy you like someone that I know?"

"yeah, you know him. What about the girl you like?. Do I know her?"

"yes. Lily, do you like James?" remus looked her in the eyes "remember. No lying"

she sighed "yes, I do. Okay before we go on about james, who do you like remy?" she looked at remus with curiosity. Waiting for his answer.

"I like..angel" he said looking away towards the lake, at the sky. Anywhere that wasn't lily.

"uh, can you repeat that? You sort of mumbled on the last part"

"angel, I like angel!" remus felt glad he finally told someone.

"angel..my angel?" lily kept saying as if in shock.

"yeah I do"remus looked at lily "ill tell you about it after you tell me about james"

"what do you want to know?"

"how long have you liked him?" remus asked

"a long time...i just didn't admit it to myself"

"oh..then why did you act like you hated him, and rejected him all those times he asked you out?"remus asked confused

"well..there are many reasons…"

"like what lily?"

"..well that time when I was really close friends with severus..and the way he kept cursing me and pranking me any time he could…it was always in my head when I thought I was starting to like him, the memories came and I became.. well angry. I also Did not- and still Do not want to become another notch on his bedpost!. He's been with nearly the whole entire year.." lily said while remus let it all sink in..

"ah, I don't blame you..but james did most of what he did out of hurt, because you chose severus over him..and to him you wouldn't be another 'notch' as you put it.., he really cares about you…and well, this morning he said hes given up on you..and yeah..i dont thinks it right.."

lily was in shock he was giving up on her? But why?..i finally have the guts to admit to myself that I like him and he doesn't want to like me any more..

"lily..lily..snap out of it Lily!"

"remy..why was he hurt? I loved having them both as my friends. And I only chose severus because Ive known him since like forever!, and I knew james a few months. Also, he was the one who made me choose..so obviously I went for the person who wasn't goin to make me choose…I-I I messed it all up didn't I remy?.."she sighed

"well..not totally..see I can get you two together..well try to anyways if that's what you really want?."remus looked at her 'you know I'll always be here for you, you are one of my bestest friends."

lily smiled "thanks remy. You're the bestest friend anyone could ever have"

"hey remy why is he so difficult? James that is.."

with a smile remus looked at lily "well..you see lily..girls are made with sugar, spice and everything nice…while us guys…we're a whole different thing.."

"oh. Yea well I know that but. James is just different..hes I don't know how to explain."

"hehe ok so, what will it be milady? Yes or no?.." waiting for an answer..

"for what?..ohh. umm..ok..yea, and ill get you and angel together! It's a perfect idea!" remus looked like he was about to refuse when lily cut in "a favour for a favour. Anddddddd I know for a fact that she thinks your cute" lily grinned wagging her eyebrows suggestivly.

"oh, she does? I mean..um ok a favour for a favour." Blushed remus as if all of a sudden shy.

"Great! Deal. Hey Ive got to go remy sorry. Ill see you later on?" lily didn't let remus reply for she hugged him, gave him a kiss on the cheek and ran off, filled with an excitement she has never felt before when thinking about james…

an owl came and dropped this off to remus just before he went to bed. grabbing the letter and petting the owl.

Hey Remus

im glad we had that talk. it helped me alot. ive missed them alot, we should do it again. and dont worry im working on it. you know what im talking about.

Night Remy

BfL.

he smiled happy that they were on good terms again. just like before. he replied and put it on the owl. and it flew off. obviously knowing where she was going. he hid this note. knowing that if one of the other marauders found it. they;d want to know who it was from...and he did not want them knowing..just in case it all turns out wrong..
A/N Sorryyyyyy again guys! please review. itll give me more reason to keep goin but if i dont. ill most likely start another story. :oP so PLSSS REVIEW :oD