AN: Well, to tell you, all my chapters names (discluding dreaming&alicetime.) are named after songs.
Ch 1 is You only live once by The Strokes
Ch 2 is Can't take it in by Imogen Heap
Ch 3 is Sea of Love by Cat power
Ch 5 is I wasn't prepared by Eisley
This chapters dedicated to Iluvvamps001 because she reviews mucho.
Also.. i have no idea why last chapter was all in bold letters. Sorry if that bugged you. Lets begin... Disclaimer; dont own anehhh-thangggg.

I REALIZED I PUT "MY BROTHER" IN RPOV LAST CH. SO IGNORE THAT.. UH ROSALIES SO CLOSE W/ EDWARD SHE COUNTS HIM AS A BRO? yeah.. that'll work.

bpov.

After the movies, i couldn't take it. The pain of seeing Rosalie and having her say those things were too much for me to take in. Did she really mean what she said? It was true. My father never once pitied me. He's always drunk, slurring his words saying how Edwards a nice boy and never deserved someone like me. Thank the lord he wasn't coming home tonight.

I told Angela to leave and that i'd be fine alone until tomorrows arrival. She needed to keep her life intact, i could never forgive myself if i was number one to her. That would make me horribly upset. Much worse than i am now.

I lie here on my bed, thinking too hard about the past. Every time i did, i some how found an excuse to let it all out and cry repeatedly until i'd fall asleep. My dad was long gone, working twice as much just so he doesn't have to face me.

Then i heard a knock in the door. It seemed to be a very firm sound. Who could it have been? I ran down stairs to see.

"Angela! I said go home! I'm fine, i swear if that's you i'll," I opened the door, ending my rant while my heart was unleashed with a mighty beat. I can't believe she's here. What the hell? Oh god, she's here to beat me. Hit me. Anything creating vengeance. I told her i didn't kill him. She just doesnt believe me. I saw her. She had swollen red eyes as if she'd been crying for hours. Some how, this girl still managed to pull of her looks. She took a step closer. No! I really can't be hurt physically as well. I ran away off to my room.

"Bella.. wait! No! I'm not gonna do anything! Listen to me!" She yelled coming towards me.

"No! Go away! Stop it, i never hurt him!" I said, making my way closer to crying. I felt her embrace me while i sat on the floor almost in my room. I started to punch her, kick her, anything possible, but her grasp was too strong.

"R-r-osal-lie..." i cried, barely able to speak.

"I'm here. I'm here. For you. I won't hurt you. I promise, just listen to me, please." Her embrace became tighter.

"W-what?"

"I won't talk about this right now, its not the best time. I know you hate me, but please i beg you. I really can't go home."

"Why?"

"Shh, i'll tell you later, just relax. I won't hurt you, i swear."

Rosalie pulled me up gently but firm. We ended up lying down on my bed, crying until both of us had knocked out. I decided to pretend to sleep. She really felt affectionate. I felt her constant brush on my hair. She'd repeatedly press her lips on the crown of my head. Her tears mixed in with the top strands of my hair. I wasn't sure, but i think she kept whispering things to me. Finally, i decided to let go and finally sedate for a little while.

I woke up in the same position Rosalie and I had been from the previous night. I looked at her. She appeared so innocent and loving, like the old Rosalie i once knew and loved. Now, she had been cruel to me. I knew she loathed me, but for once, I felt loved wholesome. Last night, she gave me the same amount of care i received from Edward. After contemplating about Rosalie, i went back to sleep. It seemed early. The sun was barely rising over the horizon.

rpov.

I saw Bella's face every minute when i knocked on her door. She really was terrified of me. I hadn't noticed how bad i treated her until the expressions that caught her off guard. She thought i was going to beat her. Why would I do that? When i told her Edward didn't pity her, suddenly, shame rushed through me. Now, to see her actually thinking these horrifying thoughts made me sympathetic. I was actually sympathetic.

We walked over to her bed and i figured the best of comfort was to stay with her. I lay down, stroking her hair with my fingers back and forth while kissing her forehead. This reminded me of the good old days. The memories were happy but now, i stand completely corrected. Thinking about the present, i let out a small amount of tears. Bella deserved so much then the shit she was getting from my family, her friends, her father, and I. Now i know damn well that she wasn't the cause of my brothers death.

I need to save her. Her eyes were always drooped with a dark overshadow beneath her lids. Her lips were less firm and she lost weight she never even had in the first place. Bella was in no condition to know about Edward. Because of him, she ended an education. Because of him, Charlie would yell at her nasty things. Because of him, i was here comforting Bella when I should be here for fun. Because of him, Everything was fucked up. Not one thing wasn't torn up and shriveled.

The very least I could do was to save her from falling into an even worse situation. I mean, for all i know, she could be cutting herself. I looked at her again. She really was broken. My hand was across her chest, feeling the vibration of her heart beat. It seemed to have slowed. It was lifeless.

beat........ beat........ beat.....

What has my family done to her?

End of ch.

Okay, so uh my chapters are getting depressing by the second and i really don't like sad. Especially now since it's getting closer to spring! My second fave season! I like to keep things happy. Weird, right? Anyways, i SWEAR next chapter will be snack happy and a box of chocolates!
Uh, this chapter is called Don't let me fall by Lenka.
Keep in mind that i frickin love music soooooooooooo much, i honestly don't know how to explain.

thanks for reading, reviewing, alerting, favoriting. I really appreciate it.
Anyways... if you want, review. It would be nice but hey, i'm not forcing you. I'm in a good mood right now. (: