AN: OKAY! So i'm back'ish. I'm NOT doing the preview, i know, i'm really stupid. I realized that begging for reviews is completly and utterly DUMB! So i'm deleting that thing. So this Chapter name is named after my favorite band (at the moment)'s song. Take me home by The Jakes. Thanks Tom for showing me them. Kudos, dude.

bpov.

I've never felt so desolate before. Hearing those words come out of Alice's mouth was honestly unbelievably mortifying. Questions were around my head swirling endlessly. How long has he been... alive? Was Alice pulling some practical joke? In my case, it definitely wasn't close to being funny.

Is this why Rosalie and Alice were just so capricious? Especially Rosalie! She knew! She knew about everything and didn't even tell me! Why can't i just live a normal life like everyone else? I'd much rather relive a cliche life along with everyone else. Being a plain jane was of no importance to me. I didn't care. Now i'm not a plain person. I'm resuming back to the dark past.

This time i couldn't take it. I started to sprint off to the airport. I know i'm far away but i can't take it being here. Even within miles from them. UGH!

While running, i could feel tears sweep off my face from the strong winds fighting to get it's way. This felt great. Just running made me lose all my anger and build up independence. It was great to walk away from unwanted drama.

If Edward was back, then so be it. It's his fault for the pain i received and just EVERYTHING! If he was back for good, he should be telling me sorry over and over again. I had been told so much crap since he 'died'. My father, my own father, had abandoned all hope in me. He became a drunk, he said such emotionally draining things.

(AN: This means flashback, this means she's thinking about what happened right now. Only in the flashback part.

flashback:

BANG! A slam on the door was heard. "Bella! Ohhhh bellsy! Wheres Edward," That hurt every time he'd repeatedly ask for Edward. "Oh, i forget, you killed him!"

I hated when he blamed something so cruel to me like that. It made me want to yell. That, well that, my friend, was the worst mistake possible.

"I DIDN'T KILL HIM. WHAT THE HELL!? I NEVER DID ANYTHING! STOP BLAMING IT ON ME!"

And that was the end, well, at least that's what i assumed after i told him that. I could still remember his face, his reaction, what he said, what he almost did.

"What did you say? YOU KILLED HIM! YOU WERE JUST SO JEALOUS THAT I LIKED HIM MORE THAN YOU, IDIOT! GO TO YOUR DAMN ROOM BEFORE I MAKE YOU!" He had a bottle in his hand. I said all this before he had a chance to put his gun away. I ran upstairs the room bawling my eyes out. My own father hated me. Everyone did...

end of flashback.

That was all Edward to blame.

I didn't even realize how much i was capable of running. All that track had really payed off, didn't it? I saw the sign, 'One mile away LAX' Holy cow! I've been running for hours! I kept my pace the same and finally arrived to my destination, getting ready for my departure. Thank God Rosalie handed me her "Plane Card"! (AN: just made that up now, its a ff, does it matter?

"Hello, I'm Bella. I've got my plane card,"

I saw a woman much older with a caked face full of 80's inspired make up and hair. She was chewing her gum obnoxiously. She had a squeky little voice that ought to tick someone off.

"Uh yeah, let me see it," I handed it her, seeing her colored nails. Hot pink. Wooow, she really like the 80's. "Okay, you're allowed in. No bags?"

I couldn't contain myself, might as well tell her stuff. "No, i ran away from my friends, they lied to me i guess, i didn't have time to get my stuff. I'd have to face the-"

"Hon, i didn't ask for a story. It was a yes or no question, get it?"

"..Yeah." I walked off, feeling my cheeks flush into a deep crimson of embarassment.

I slept during the whole flight. I already knew exactly where I was headed.

You know what they say, pay back's a bitch and karma just bites you on the ass ten times harder.

I could only get my head to respond to one thing.

Edward mother fricking Cullen.

END OF CHAPTER!

sorry it was short. I told 'Kortney' (because thats her name, lol) that we'd have a deal. I never said how long it'd be. I'll update whenever i get to! Probably not tomorrow? Nor the next day...
I'm sorry for being annoying and posting up EXTREMELY short chapters on a slow pace. Thanks for reading, reviewing, alerting, favoriting, talking. Woohoo!

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