Disclaimer: I do not own Rookie Blue nor it's character. But I do own all the others and the storyline. Enjoy

It's been three weeks since Riley arrived in Kingston, Ontario and she entered the Last Chance Rehab Center. She has her ups and downs she has been clean for around a month now. She is fighting so hard to get her life back and is also training very hard for London which is now only a week away. She has not spoken to anyone from 15 Division since she left nor have they contacted her.

It's Friday afternoon when there is a knock on the door…

Dylan: one second

He opens the door and the Chief of Police is standing there with another young lady

Bryce: hey Dylan is Riley around?

Dylan: she's watching a movie with Dylan in the living room come on in

They walk into the house and he closes the door behind them

Riley: baby who was at the door?

She turns around and all the color drains out of her face

Bryce: Riley relax we are not here to bring you in. This is something else

They sit down on the couch

Dylan: Ty want to come with me?

Tyler: alright daddy

He gets off of the couch and runs to Dylan who takes him into the backyard while the ladies talk

Riley: what's up?

Bryce: while you have been doing awesome in the program and your almost done. Everyone in town loves you and we know that you want and need a fresh start. How would you like to join us here on the Kingston Police Force?

Riley: thank you for the offer but I have to speak with my boss back home before I accept your offer. Plus I have a house to take care of and other things to get in order can I think about it?

Bryce: absolutely also you will be partnered with Detective Charlotte Young and you still will be a Liuetentant

Riley: you must be Charlotte?

Charlotte: nice to meet you

Riley: same here does Dylan know about any of this?

Bryce: yeah he does and he sees how happy you are here and he thinks it's a great idea. Now what do you have left to do?

Riley: I have some letters to write then it's AA meetings twice this week. Seeing Dr. Kendrick on Monday so she can clear me for my trip to London on Wednesday other than that nothing

Bryce: I hope you take the job offer you would make a wonderful addition to the department

Riley: I have a lot to think about I will see you both out

They all get up off the couch and head for the front door

Bryce: let me know

Riley: bye

Charlotte and Bryce leave while Riley goes to talk with Dylan

In the Backyard…

Tyler: dad are you going to marry Ms. Riley?

Dylan: where did that come from? We just started dating do you like her?

Tyler: I do does she have any kids?

Dylan: she has a little girl a little older than you

Riley walks out of the house

Riley: when were you going to tell me about the job?

Dylan: I was going to but I told them they had to speak to you about it first. What did you tell them?

Riley: it's a big decision and that I would think about it

Dylan: are you happy here?

Riley: of course I am, I've never been happier while there… oh never mind

Dylan: hey you can tell me anything remember what Dr. Kendrick said don't hold anything in

Riley: when I was in Dallas with Kayla's dad

Dylan: it's alright I am not upset you had a life before I came into the picture

Riley: I am sorry

Dylan: don't be how are your letters coming?

Riley: they're currently not

Dylan: we head back to Toronto on Monday afternoon you need to get those done, did you make the phone call to your Staff Sergeant?

Riley: no on that one too

Dylan: go and do those now or we don't leave

Riley: when are your parents coming?

Dylan: don't change the subject and the answer is in a while

Riley: I am going

She goes back inside the house

Inside on the Phone…

Frank: 15 Division Staff Sergeant Frank Best

Riley: Frank it's Riley

Frank: McNally long time I hear you are doing great what can I do for you?

Riley: I need to set up a time for me to come in and discuss my future. I will be in town on Tuesday can we set up a time?

Frank: sure what time?

Riley: how about 9 in the morning

Frank: ok see you then

She hangs up the phone and calls Molly about selling her house

On the Phone…

Molly: hello?

Riley: hi Molly could you and I meet up on Tuesday? I want to talk to you about maybe selling my house

Molly: are you sure you just moved in

Riley: I will explain everything when I see you

Molly: sure what time did you want to meet?

Riley: I have a meeting at 9 but we could maybe meet for lunch

Molly: that sounds good see you then

Riley: bye

She hangs up the phone then goes upstairs to write her letters

Upstairs…

Riley has found a pad of paper and a pen and she curls up on the window seat and writes her letters

Dear Sam, it's Riley I am writing to you to say I am sorry for everything. You have been an amazing friend and I will always consider you one of my best friends. I love you but I am not in love with you. You will always be in my heart I know that you will find the one who you are meant to be with but I am not her. I wish you all the luck in the world, please forgive me I hope I will always be in my life and I in yours. Be safe and stay in touch. I love you with all my heart.

Love Always,

Riley Kieran McNally

Dear Andrea, I know that I am the last person you want to hear from right now. But I need to do this, I am so sorry for leaving you all those years ago. After mom left us and dad hit the bottle I could not handle it and I ran, leaving you behind. I never intended for you to get hurt by my actions. I hope one day I can have my little sister back and that you will forgive me for everything I have done to hurt you. I want to be there for when you get married and for everyday after that. I am only a phone call away I will always love you and you are always in my thoughts and my heart.

With All My Love Your Sister,

Riley Kieran McNally

Riley gets up and goes downstairs to get something to eat and to stretch her legs

Downstairs…

Dylan is in the living room watching a movie while Tyler is asleep in his arms

Riley: baby what you watching?

Dylan: Marmaduke how did you call go?

Riley: I meet with Frank on Tuesday at 9

Dylan: come over here

She walks over to Dylan, she leans down and kisses him

Riley: I didn't think I was going to make it through that one letter, I just told someone that I was not in love with him but hey could we still be friends

Dylan: that must have been hard

Riley: it was but I don't want to string him along. How would you and Tyler like to go with us to London?

Dylan: I thought you'd never ask we would love to, we can celebrate the kids birthdays while were there

Riley: I actually already bought your ticket you see Tyler flies free because he's under 10

Dylan: have I told you lately that I love you?

Riley: no

Dylan: while I do

Riley: I love you too

She gives him one last kiss then heads to the kitchen for coffee and a cookie before heading upstairs to write the last letter

Dear Oliver, Zoe and Izzy, I don't know where to begin. But I want to start out by apologizing for how I acted that day at your house. I responded badly to a situation that should never have happened. But you should not have called me an unfit mother and said that Kayla would have been better off without me. What really set me off and the reason I snapped was Zoe you went after my daughter threatening to have her taken away from me. You should have known better you never come between a mother and her child. Izzy you are always welcome in my home and in my life I hope you know that. I am not going to apologize for how I live my life because it is my life. I hope one day that we can put this all behind us and move on with our lives. You are my family and you always will be. I hope one day you could forgive me. Take Care and best of luck to all of you in whatever you decide to do with your lives. I love all of you and you will always be in my thoughts and heart.

All My Love,

Riley Kieran McNally

There is a knock on the front door

Dylan: baby could you get the door

Riley goes downstairs and opens the door

Alise: Riley how are you dear?

Riley: I am good

They walk into the house and they set their bags on the floor

Dylan: hi mom and dad I would get up but I can't at the moment

Luke: that's ok son

Alise: so when do we get to meet your little one Riley?

Riley: how about on Monday afternoon we're headed back to Toronto and they are flying up Monday night

Luke: that would be wonderful

Riley: I've missed her so much and I can't wait to see her

Alise: what are the plans for your week?

Riley: well we are headed back to Toronto Monday afternoon, Kayla's godmother Jordan is bringing her and her two daughters up. Tuesday I go and talk to my boss about my future. Wednesday we leave for London. Oh wait one other important thing I get my 30 day coin on Monday morning before we leave

Luke: talk about a busy week

Riley: that's ok it will fly by quickly though and it's all worth it in the end

Tyler begins to stir in Dylan's arms

Tyler: grandma and grandpa

He climbs out of his father's arms and runs over to his grandparents

Luke: hey kiddo

He picks him up

Alise: Dylan have you heard from your sister lately?

Dylan: yeah I talked to her the other day she said to say hello

Luke: our daughter McKenzie a teacher in Thunder Bay

Riley: older or younger?

Dylan: older by five years

Riley: I have a younger sister Andy she's a cop too

Alise: where did you want to go for lunch?

Dylan: how about Callie's?

Riley: I love that place their food it so good

Dylan: did you finish your letters?

Riley: yes I did let me go and grab my purse from upstairs

She runs upstairs

Alise: how is she doing?

Dylan: great she's been going to AA meetings, seeing Dr. Kendrick and she's really happy here she was even offered a job

Luke: where?

Dylan: Kingston PD and before you ask no she has not taken the job yet

Riley returns and is ready to go

Riley: you told them didn't you? You know what I'll meet you at Callie's

She goes outside and starts her bike and takes off

Alise: were we not supposed to know?

Dylan: she's got a lot on her mind and it's a huge decision I should have respected her privacy and I didn't

Luke: are you falling in love with her?

Dylan: I am head over heels in love, but is it too soon after loosing Amy? Also we've only known each other for a short time

Alise: Amy would want you to be happy and we really like her

Dylan: she makes me laugh, she loves Tyler we have a lot in common. I get butterflies inside when I am with her

Luke: yeah your in love have you told her yet?

Dylan: not yet I am waiting for the right time but I will. We should get going

They all go out to the car and they get in and head over to Callie's Diner

Callie's Diner it's around 6:00 pm…

Donnie: hey Riley eating alone tonight?

Riley: no the others are on the way I'll have a water while I wait

Donnie: you got it

He pours her a glass of water and her phone goes off

On the Phone…

Riley: Lieutenant McNally

Sam: Hey I just called to see how your doing?

Riley: I am good I'll be coming into the station on Tuesday to talk with Frank. I have a letter for you

Sam: well I am still on duty

Riley: when does your shift start?

Sam: seven

Riley: ok I'll see you then I've got to go

Sam: bye

She hangs up the phone when Dylan, Alise, Luke and Tyler walk through the door

Donnie: sit anywhere you want

Dylan: is this seat taken?

Riley: not bye me so go ahead

They sit down while Riley is ignoring Dylan

Dylan: I am so sorry it just slipped out

Riley: don't worry about it, it just wasn't your news to tell

She has tears falling

Alise: honey do you want to talk?

Riley: please excuse me

She gets up and goes outside and starts having an attack

Luke: Dylan something's wrong

Dylan: she suffers from anxiety attacks

He gets up and runs outside to Riley

Outside…

Riley: I thought I had this under control

Dylan: baby just take slow deep breaths

She tries to calm her breathing

Riley: I just want to go home

Dylan: are you sure? We can get something to go?

Riley: no you go and eat with your parents, I can take my bike home. Please tell them I am not feeling well

She gives him a kiss on the cheek and heads home on her bike, Dylan goes back into the diner

Inside Callie's…

Luke: everything ok?

Dylan: she's not feeling well so she went home I want to bring her something back though

Alise: we can do that just give her some time

Ashley: hey Dylan where's Riley tonight?

Dylan: she wasn't feeling well so she went home

Ashley: what can I get you tonight?

They order the dinner when Charlotte walks in

Charlotte: hey guys

Ashley: I'll go and put these in for you

Dylan: thanks

She walks back to the kitchen

Alise: how do you know my son?

Charlotte: I am with the Kingston PD Detective Charlotte Young

Luke: Luke Stevens and my wife Alise it's nice to meet you

Charlotte: the same as well, tell Riley we all wish her luck in London

Dylan: you got it

Charlotte: good night

She goes to collect her take out

Alise: she seems nice

Dylan: she is

Ashley brings out their meals and they eat dinner

Donnie: what did you want to get Riley?

Dylan: how about tomato soup with crackers

Donnie: you got it

Dylan: thanks man you're the best

Donnie: no problem

He goes back to the kitchen while they finish their dinner

It's around 9:30 pm when Dylan, Tyler and his parents return home

Alise: let me take him and you go check on Riley

Dylan hands Tyler to his mom while he goes to find Riley who is sound asleep in a lounge chair on the porch with her journal on her lap

Out Back…

Dylan: Riley baby time to get up

Riley: huh where am I?

Dylan: you fell asleep on the porch are you hungry? We brought you back food

Riley: I am tired can we just go to bed?

Dylan: sure

He helps her up off the lounge chair and they go upstairs to bed. Luke and Alise have also gone to bed along with Tyler