I do not own Black Butler/Kuroshitsuji! Sorry for the slow updates, been traveling, working my perfect(uhmm...) ass off! But here is another chapter, enjoy! R&R

Oh fuck! Oh fuck! What am I doing? What have I done? Why did I get ahead of myself? This was not gonna end well and a sigh made it past my lips. My eyes darted from a furious and curious Ciel to a...I couldn't really read Sebastian's face, but than again, who could? I opened my mouth just to close it and open it and close it...nothing made it past my lips, how do you tell everything? Did you want to tell a stranger you just met all your secrets?

''My Lord, I think it would be vice to talk at the mansion, if we don't go now we will be late for afternoon tea'' Sebastian's voice came to my aid. I nodded, would give me more time to think but I did know I wanted to tell Ciel, I just didn't know why. Did I trust him to keep my secrets? Yes I did, in fact, I would trust my life in his hand, and in a way, I did. Even taught it was Sebastian fighting them off. He would want to know why the men knew me, why they had found me, why I were a Neko, why I were running, how I did know Undertaker and what I did know about the men hunting me. And why I had lied about my name.

''Very well, Sebastian, take us home''

The rest of the way went silent and left me alone with my ranging mind, I didn't even notice the wagon had stopped before Ciel rose and went out of it. I scrambled after, almost falling on my nose but thanks to my balance I moved in the air, landing on my feet and my tail moving before I ran. I did ran away from the mansion, I was not gonna stay. I heard Ciel say something but I didn't care, I just had to...a surprised hiss left my lips as I was lifted in to a muscular chest and looked in to Sebastian's eyes. He seamed very pleased to have me close to his chest and I knew nothing I did would help, and a sigh escaped me before things clicked in place. I did bite my underlip witch didn't go unnoticed by Sebastian.

''Please my lady, don't bite your lip'' he said in a...soothing voice? Like you would speak to a spoken animal. I stopped biting my lip and went limp in his arms.

As I were but in the chair in front of Ciel with just a table between us. I would guess this where a place he would take his guest for tea or perhaps smaller chats. I took a deep breath and focused on the tea in front of me, gently licking it like a cat before I saw the eyes of Ciel. My cheeks turned red and I made sure to drink it like humans did. I could feel the irritation in the air, like a cloud, Ciel were patient even taught he wanted to know everything and I knew I could not avoid it forever. I put my cup down and saw Ciels eyes shine, thinking I would start to talk, just to make them go back to irritated when I took a cookie from a plate and...oh my, I should know Sebastian where good on cooking but these where wonderful. I didn't even realized I had start to purr until Sebastian looked at me with a funny face filled with...love? He looked like he wanted to pet me and cherish me, and I could see he had to suppress that feeling hard.

After slowly eating the cookie and feeling the atmosphere in the room shift from irritated to if-you-don't-start-talking-soon-I-will-make-you I decided it was time to talk. I took a deep breath and slowly opened my mouth, showing off my sharp teeth and looked in i Ciels eye.

''I took me a while to understand what kind of relationship you and your butler have. Tell me, are you happy with the contract Ciel or do you wish you could take it back? Don't look so stunned, Sebastian is your demon and you saw my demon today, Gabriel'' I said and smiled slowly, looking at Ciel as he hid his chock. ''Either you like to play pirate or your mark is on your right eye, mine is in the left ear like you can see'' I said calmly.

''Well then, now that we have established this I will tell you parts of my story, just to keep your mouth shut and after I will take my leave, I am a danger to have close, what happened today is something normal to me'' I said and I wanted to slap Ciel just to get a reaction, after a few seconds he nodded to gesture to me that I could continue.

''Anyway, my mother is a noble lady who fell in love with a traveling musician who had no interest in marrying my mother nor stay. He were one to break girls hearts a bit here and a bit here, had a few children spread across the country. She anyway went to bed with him and nine months later I were born. She kept herself hidden, didn't let anyone now the shame and she gave birth to me on her own. She lied to all her family, saying she had found me on the street and wanted to take care of me, her family not really happy but obliged. I was never treated really like one in the family, more like a slave, and getting her on a daily basis. When I was around four years old she got married to a man who hated me, he tried to kill me and my mother sold me off to science no longer carrying for me. The sooner I were gone the better'' I spat and my ears where lying down on my head and my tail moved behind me.

''It will be better for you, you will get a lot of friends, and I will visit you, I promise'' My mother had dark brown hair that where shining in the little sun that came through the looked door of the wagon. I was crying, shaking and screaming, asking her to take me away from there, promised I would be better. The wagon was small, and dark, and smelled of blood, a bit of urine and were filled with three other children. All were to thin, their eyes sunken in due to little water and they just starred in to nothingness, showing that they had giving up. I screamed when the wagon started moving and saw how mother got a bag who sounded a lot like money. My panic just rise the smaller she got, she didn't even wave, she just turned and left me to..

''...Rebecca?'' a voice and I snapped out of my raising mind. I smiled shortly and nodding, not knowing what had been said.

''Anyway, I were sold of to ''The Queens saviors''. They experimented on me, I can still remember when I came there, all the torture, all the pain. They started by feeding us, make us healthy to just a few weeks later start. Not all at once, but one after another, and when we were not experimented we were forced to other stuff, sexual stuff...'' I whispered as my mind started running away again.

''Open your mouth miss, don't try anything bold, or I will break your neck, just suck it will taste good'' the fat man over me said and I did as he said after he hit me, blood streaming down my head from the hit, how I hated this.

I snapped out of it before Ciel or Sebastian could say anything.

''Anyway, I were the only one that they could turn in to a Neko without dying or have really bad effects on. As you can see I'm faster, more flexible then normal humans. I have a tail and ears obviously, and on that I can take in and out my nails as I please'' I said slowly. ''I were able to escape thanks to Gabriel who came to me when I were determined to wipe them all off the face of this planet or die trying. I have been living on the streets, stealing and running for my life, all the way to London, thinking they would loose me, but no, they follow me no matter what. I have a high price on my head, I am half demon, so I can take more pain and more damage without complication occurring when I heal. And they want me to breed with demons to create a new type of soldiers'' I said spitting the words out. Ciel looked cold at me, thinking and Sebastian looked more in chock.

''That is disgusting! Not you but the plan. It would work and the new one would very easily be better then humans and able to overthrow the queen'' Sebastian said and I sighed.

''That is their plan, and that is why it's very important I will not be find by them'' I said slowly and shaking my head.

I held out my hand to stop them from talking more.

''Anyway, during a really cold winter I went in to undertaker without meaning it, he liked my form, I made him laugh and he let me stay there on cold winters. He knows everything and where like a really weird...uncle I guess? An uncle you never see or hear from more then on family dinners and even then people don't talk with him, just look as he sit in the corner and watching. Anyway, he knows more then he let on. And my name is not Rebecca, It's Annabelle, Lady Annabelle to be exact''

I went silent and the room felt silent. It was a creeping silent, I wanted to tap my foot just to make a sound but I didn't, I just kept my breathing even. Ciel just looked on me with calculating eyes before he nodded.

''Indeed, we can't let them find you, nor take you, I am Queens guard dog for a reason. Until they have been eliminated you will be under my protection, I will not let the queen be in danger, I will however write to her about the matter, but I hardly think you will get a death penalty, since I will protect you'' Ciel said and I nodded slowly. ''But we will have to kep you secret, your ears, tail and eyes are special, we are done Sebastian''

Sebastian started taking away the afternoon tea and went out of the room to re-enter a few minutes later with dinner. I didn't realize how long time it had taken or that I right now was hungry. I started eating in silence, the only sound was the chewing of the food. Ciel nodding towards Sebastian as a sign that the food was good enough, I purred instead. ''And the purring need to go'' Ciel said yet he didn't sound irritated, more amused and I looked in his eyes.

''I have one more secret I can show you'' I said and Ciel rising one eyebrow. I gently rose from the chair, concentrating, taking deep breaths in and out. I gave out a small cry as pain erupted from my body as I shrink and easy jumped up on the table. Ciel was staring at the cat in front of him, well to be exact, Lady Annabelle. She had ice blue eyes, her fur where black and she where to thin. Her ribs could be seen through the fur but yet she were beautiful. Ciel embraced himself to start sneezing, seeing he was allergic to cats, but he didn't.

I gave out a small meow towards Ciel and sat down to lick by paw. The only negative where my inability to speak in this form but I where good to act as a cat. Before I could react Sebastian had me pushed towards his chest and he was petting me. I wanted to scream and run but he held me firm yet gently, stroking my head. I found myself relax, purr and push myself against his palm. Sebastian kept petting me and released me when Ciel where coughing a bit. I gave out a small cry of pain before turning back.

The sensation of being big again and the energy taken made me wobble on my feet. I had no choice but to grab Sebastian not to fall, he didn't seem to mind, in fact, he where smiling slightly at me.

''Well, are you a good maiden?'' Ciel said and I raised my eyebrow. ''Are you serius?'' I said before I did sigh. ''I guess I'm alright taught I'm better in the more sexual way'' I said and earned a chock expression from Ciel and a big blush. Oh my, he where a virgin. He and Elizabeth hadn't done it yet. Sebastian just looked pleased.

''Sebastian, you will show her around tomorrow and get her use to be a maid. Oh, she will sleep in your room and she will be under your guard and protection. Do I make myself clear? She are not to come to any harm'' Ciel said sternly.

''Of course my lord''

''Good, now show her to your room, then come to my room'' Ciel said and I went after Sebastian.

He showed me in to a room that had...nothing. The bed looked like it hadn't been used but then again, demons didn't sleep, it was a luxury. I did shake my head and waited till Sebastian left the room. I changed cloth and decided this would not work. I hissed at the pain but eat least I was in my cat-form now. I waited for over half an hour before Sebastian came back. When he saw me his eyes started to glow. He was totally in love with...me? I didn't know how that made me feel but I didn't stop him from picking me up, or stop him from have me on his breast when he laid down in the bed. In fact, he made me feel safe, and I know I could trust him. I gently closed my eyes and felt Sebastian pet my back.

''Sleep well...Annabelle''