I was blinded
Dumbstruck, helpless
It's not that I minded
This seemed the end of all sadness.
Of all doubts, of every fear
I could not grasp reality
For my reality was her
And the light was all I could see.
Was she that light?
Now it was so clear
And everything felt so right
What was this future, without fear?
She was so beautiful
And she looked so strong!
Of hatred and pity my life was full
But now, where had it gone?
I saw only her, only her shining skin
Her wide red eyes -
And even then, where was my sin!
Why didn't I even despise,
What I had done to her?
The evidence was here,
And it didn't even occur!
Would this happiness disappear?
Oh, what a wonderful thought!
This would last eternity!
Stolen joy, never to be caught
Or was the some sort of charity?
Though ceased-I to care,
As Bella took a step forward
And her beauty, so rare
Caught me in a blizzard.
This must be a beginning
of something fraught with love
My head was spinning,
Thanking that above.