Thanks for the reviews, glad you liked it xx HAPPY PLL DAY FOR THOSE WHO WATCH ON NETFLIX! I think theres gonna be some Haleb but idk! Can't wait
After Hanna had stormed off to her car and got home, she sat in her kitchen and opened a bottle of gin, not even bothering to add any tonic, just downing as much as she could fit in the glass. She drank until the bottle was completely empty. She just wanted to forget that she had made the mistake of being with Travis, she wanted to forget that she was dumped by the guy she loved and trusted the most, the one who she thought would never let her go or let her down, and she wanted to forget that Allison was back to treating them like puppets, and forget that Zack was constantly hitting on her. She just wanted to forget it all.
She waked -stumbled- out of her house and walked all the way to a familiar apartment block. It took her 30 minutes to walk there, when its usually 5 minutes in the car. A few people pulled over to ask if she was okay and 1 car that slowed down with a bunch of teens who just whistled at her.
She walked painfully slow up the three sets of stairs, trying her best not to fall by clutching on to the rail. As she stood in-between the two apartments, she wondered which to go in. What she needed was company. Any normal person would go to their boyfriend, but no one knows her like Caleb. She could barely stand so she just sat outside Caleb's apartment and closed her eyes. After a while she started tapping the door lightly with her nails, and when that didn't get him to answer the door, she thudded a little louder.
He opened the door and couldn't see anyone until he looked down and saw her on the floor. "Hanna? What are you-" He started before Hanna cut him off.
"Shhhh!" Hanna said putting a finger against her lips. "My boyfriend can't know I'm here" She pointed to Travis' door, talking like a little kid. It made him so angry to hear her say 'my boyfriend' and not mean him.
"Are you drunk?" He said quieter, reaching down to grab her waist and pull her from the floor.
"Caleb, I'm not d-runk" She said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, even though she clearly is.
She walked into his apartment, struggling with her heels.
"Nice place. Kinda looks like your old apartment but bigger" She said.
"Thanks. Hanna, not that I'm complaining, but why did you come here? Are you meant to be going to Travis'?"
"No, I just wanted to see you. All the girls are with their boyfriends/girlfriends all the time and my mum is away. I don't have anybody else" She mumbled.
"Han, your really drunk, why don't you sit down for a minute and I'll get you some water" He said patting the stool. She blushed when he said her old nickname.
"I don't really feel like water. Can I have a Tequila sunrise?"
He laughed at her. "This isn't an open bar, you need to sober up"
She got up from the stool as soon as he had his back to her while pouring some water, and she quickly ran to the fridge and got out the first alcoholic drink she saw.
He grabbed her from behind before she could even close the fridge door, trying to ignore the fact that her ass was pressed against his crotch.
"How did you even see me I was so quiet!" She said as he took the drink from her small hand.
"You were never very sneaky Han" He smiled, twisting her waist around so she was now facing him, his hands still on her hips and their bodies close.
"Oh my god, yes I am. Remember that time when I snuck into your room when we visited your family in Montecito" She sound sounding all proud of herself.
"Mh-hm...I remember that night very well" He smirked.
"You only remember it because we had the best sex ever" She said and he laughed. "I bet I'm better than Miranda" She laughed, walking back to the counter and sitting on it.
He sighed. She still thought that he left her for Miranda. He sat on the stool, next to where her long smooths legs were dangling and passed her the water.
"Did you purposefully move to this apartment because you knew that Travis was next door? Did you do it to upset me?, cause you succeeded that when you left"
"No, I honestly didn't know he lives there, I didn't even know that you two are together" He said. "But does he make you happy?"
"Who?" She said, forgetting who they were just talking about because of her drunken state.
"Travis. Does he make you happy?, Does he treat you right?"
"Well he doesn't make me any happier, I just needed the company after you left because everyone got tired of me crying all the time" She said and he wanted to slap himself for making her so upset. "But don't worry, he treats me right. Like half the time the only places he kisses me is on my cheek" She laughed, rolling her eyes. "But don't get me wrong, he does have an angry side"
"Have you guys ever...you know..."
"No" She finished for him. "As much as I try, I don't think he's up for it. Maybe men don't find me attractive anymore" She sighed, still happy looking though. 'Trust me Han, everyone finds you attractive' He though, smirking as he looked at her short skirt. "That means I'm all yours so far. No one else has ever seen the twins but you" She said tapping his nose and smiling.
"The twins?" He chuckled.
"Yeah" She giggled, pushing her boobs up, making his eyes go wide in lust. Even though she'd had a few other boyfriends before him, and of course she had Travis, but Caleb has been the only one to have her fully. He loved that. She was too precious to ever be with anyone else. Someone who might not appreciate every inch of her perfect personality and perfect body.
But he didn't appreciate her. He was the one who didn't treat her like the princess she is, and left her. Left her broken hearted, without an explanation.
He cleared his throat when her phone started ringing. She got her phone out and rolled her eyes at it, putting back in her bag.
"Who was it?" He asked, thinking that he might be able to get more answers out of her when she's drunk.
"Zack" She simply answered. He recognized that name from the list of things Spencer said Hanna was upset about.
"Who's that?"
"My stalker" She huffed.
"What do you mean?"
"He's the guy from the bar earlier. He's engaged to Miss Montgomery but he says he has a thing for younger girls" She said, then yawning. "Shit" She said covering her mouth.
"What?"
Before she could reply, she ran to the bathroom and got sick. Caleb ran after her and held her hair as she threw up some more. It wasn't the first time he'd had to do this for her, after almost every party they went to, it would be at his apartment, or in Her house if Ashley was out. He rubbed her back as she continued to have her head buried in the porcelain seat.
When she stopped throwing up, she curled herself on to Caleb's lap, still on the bathroom floor. He was caught off guard by this but didn't hesitate to wrap his arms around her. He thought that she wouldn't talk to him for a long time when he got back, let alone hug him. Although, she was drunk.
He noticed that she started silently crying, so he lifted her chin with his finger so she was looking at him. "Whats wrong?" He wiped the tears with the pad of his thumb.
She sniffed a few times before answering. "I just missed you so much"
"I missed you too" He said softly, still wiping her tears.
"But now that you're back, I can't have you. And I can never have you again because I don't trust you anymore" She said, then burying her face back into his chest and sobbing. It broke his heart that she was feeling this sad because of him. She's always been one to be happy-dunk and then suddenly go emotional-drunk.
"What can I do to make you trust me again?" He asked, gently stroking her cheek as her hands made there way to the back of his neck, pulling away from his chest so she could see him. As much as he hated to see her like this, he thought she looked really cute when she cries.
"I don't know. Just don't leave me again, I don't think I can deal with that. Even if we're not together, I really need you in my life" She said. "And I wouldn't admit this to you if I was sober..." She whispered. "But before you left me, I thought I was gonna spend the rest of my life with you" She said and he smiled. "But now...I think you broke me"
There's the catch, he thought. He really had broke her. She went from this perfect happy soul who wore bright colors and made the best out of everything, and now she's wearing black all the time and drinking to make things easier.
"I'm so sorry baby. I wish I could reverse this." He hushed her as she started to cry in his chest again. "C'mon, I'll get you you're favorite shirt and we can watch the chiciast chick flicks we can find. We can watch Legally blonde, Clueless and as many episodes of Gossip Girl, until you fall asleep" He said hoping it would cheer her up.
She gave him a smile and a nod and he helped her up from the bathroom floor. She settled herself on the couch, mumbling things that Caleb couldn't properly hear.
"I'll go get your shirt. Do you want a hoodie or anything?" He asked.
"Just the shirt please" She said yawning.
When he walked back in, Hanna had already stripped until she was in her dusty-dark-red lace matching bra and thong. The ones in the set of 3 colors she had bought for her-for him as a gift for his birthday. Obviously he was very grateful. The bra was extra padded and had extra push up, to make her boobs look at least 2 times bigger. The thong was lacy at the front, with a little black bow at the top. She looked more tanned since he last saw her.
"Oh...sorry.." He said turning away.
She would never do this if she wasn't drunk, especially not to Caleb. She was meant to be angry at him for leaving her, and she hasn't wanted to show anyone her body since Caleb left. When he broke up with her, she suddenly felt really self-conscious and fat (Which was totally not true).
She walked over to him and got the shirt out of his hands and began putting it on in front of him and he tried not to stare.
"What do you wanna watch first?" He asked as they sat down on the couch, close but not too close, he didn't want to invade her personal space.
"Hmmm..." She thought. "Kinda wanna watch a scary movie, maybe...Insidious?"
"What? You hate scary movies. You cried that time I turned on Saw and hid the remote"
"Well I wanna watch it. I've changed." She said with a pound smile.
"Han, I'm not gonna let you scare yourself. You won't forgive me in the morning"
"Caleb, I won't remember in the morning" She said as if it was obvious, which it kinda was.
"Are you sure you want to watch this? Don't you wanna watch like...That 70's Show? I know how you like Ashton Kutcher"
"Like Ashton Kutcher? I Love him! I'm going to marry him"
"So you're not gonna marry Travis?" He teased.
"No way" She snarked. "He's too boring and he kisses sloppy"
It made him happy that she was talking bad about him. If she found someone better than him who she really liked, that would make his job to get her back 100 times harder.
"Now put on Insidious, I wanna watch it" She said.
"Okay..." He laughed, knowing that she would hate it. "Sure you can watch the whole thing?"
"I'm sure"
He switched his TV over to Netflix and pressed play on the movie. 7 minutes in, something a tiny bit scary happened and she jumped on to Caleb's lap, biting her nails with one hand and clutching Caleb's shirt with the other.
He looked up at her and laughed. "Not scared huh?"
"Shut up"
He didn't mind, any excuse to hold Hanna in his arms again would be great.
"Its so hot in here" She said.
"Yeah, i haven't had a chance to work the air conditioning yet"
He was shocked when she started unbuttoning Her -His- shirt. She only unbuttoned it to the top of her bra, not the whole way. Caleb found himself looking down at her impressive cleavage which was clearly seen by the angle he was at.
"Enjoying the view?" She smirked, raising her eyebrows.
He cleared his throat. "Oh..ugh...Sorry..I was..I was just-"
"Checking on the twins?" She joked.
"Yeah" He replied, blushing and she giggled.
"You know, I think you would make the best Father. I've always imagined us having a baby boy who looked exactly like you, and then when he's a toddler, we have a baby girl who looks like me" She said excitedly.
"You've imagined me being the father of your children?" He said happily.
"Of course I have, I've always pictured my life with you"
He smiled at her and pressed a kiss on her cheek. It was nice that She had thought about them together in the future, before he ruined it all.
About 10 or so minutes later, Hanna was getting unbelievably frightened.
"Babe, do you want me to change it?" He asked.
She just gave a timid nod.
"What do you wanna watch?"
"Hmm..Sex In The City"
He smiled and walked over to DVD machine to put the film in, and when he turned around, Hanna had unbuttoned the whole shirt, but still had it on.
"What? I'm hot!" She defended himself. He raised his eyebrows thinking she was calling herself hot. "I mean hot as in the temperature you dumbass" She said throwing a pillow at him.
When he sat down, she made herself comfortable, using his chest as a pillow. "Caleb?" She whispered, moving her head to look up at him.
"Yeah?"
"I still Love You.." She murmured.
"Trust me, I Love you so fucking much and I promise I will do what ever it takes to get you back, for how ever long..." He placed a kiss in her hair.
After Hanna and Caleb had watched Sex In The City 1 and 2 last night, they had both fallen asleep. Hanna woke up with a familiar feeling, a good feeling but not recalling a thing from last night. The smell and the warmth of the person underneath her who had his arms wrapped around her was familiar, but who was it? All she remembers from last night is popping open a bottle of gin. She gasped when she looked up at the person she was cuddling with when she realized it was Caleb, and since the couch wasn't very wide and both of them were sleeping on it, She was practically lying on top of him. Suddenly she felt herself getting angry when she saw that she was only in her red underwear and Caleb's shirt, under the blanket. Did they do something?
"Caleb!" She slapped his chest and sat up, covering her practically naked body with the blanket.
His eyes opened and he jumped by her loud voice and the hard contact on his chest. "What? Whats happening?" He said clueless as if he thought the house was on fire or something.
"What the hell happened last night?" She said re-buttoning the shirt.
"You came over, drunk off your ass, You threw up a bit and then we watched movies until we fell asleep" He explained.
"Then how did I end up almost naked on top of you?"
"You were wearing my shirt but then you got hot so you took it off" He smirked at the memory and she rolled her eyes at him.
"Umm...I should probably go, do you know where my clothes are?"
He looked around for them and handed them to her, turning around to give her some privacy. She quickly threw on her leather mini skirt and tucked in Caleb's shirt, not bothering to take it off and give it back.
"Um.. I'm really really sorry for last night, I don't know what made me come here...probably just reflex I guess" She said. "Thank you for taking care of me, I'll see you around" She murmured, walking over to the door.
He opened it for her and they stood in the doorway. "Wait, how are you getting home? You walked here yesterday"
"Um...I'll just take a taxi I guess"
"No, I'll drive you home, you don't need to pay that"
"You sure?, Cause if you were busy I don't mi-"
"Honestly, its the least I can do"
"Thank you" She smiled.