AN- Another little one but again, an ouch update. Since this is just tiny I may see about adding another chapter since I love you guys and girls so much. Hope you enjoy it.


"I can't seem to find the words,

To remedy how bad this hurts.

When you're staring down a loaded gun.

Can anyone fall back on love."

"Speak Soft" by As It Is.


Would this ever end? Would the pain ever go away.? Would he ever be the same again? After the ninth or tenth time he had remembered why he was there, yet he knew he could never tell, never divulge the information. He had to try and not only save himself but save the information he had. It was touch and go on a couple of occasions, his will power wavering in the face of so much pain. No matter what he knew to be true or what he had been told he would not give up. They were going to find him and bring him home.

She would find him, she would not give up on him. He needed her, and he hoped she needed him just as much. She was a national treasure he could not live without, would not live without. He would hang on for her, make it back just to see them sapphire eyes shining down on him. He would make it back to see that million mega watt smile he swore she only reserved for him when they were alone. He would get back to her just to hear her laugh at one of his pointless jokes. She was his reason to hang on, she was the reason he got out of bed for the past six years. He would not give up, not when he knew that he loved her and she had once said she loved him too, if not in so many words.