Okay, so I'm sorry for not updating as much lately, but there was different ways to continue it and I was trying to figure out how I should. Hope you guys enjoy this chapter. I was surprised by how many alerts I've got after putting up the last chapter. It's the most I've gotten after one chapter. Thanks guys!

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Chapter Four - Hospital

That day was horrible, I didn't want to think back on it. I had called Carlisle, making him come back so he could be one of the doctors who looked at her, while we were riding in the ambulance. Alice and Jasper texts to me told me they killed Victoria. That was one good thing. But Bella was still injured because of me, so it didn't make me any happier.

I didn't want to believe what I was told after that. It was too horrible. I was told the news of what state my Bella was in.

Bella was in a coma for who knows how long and if she'll even wake up, and she needed air given to her to breathe at the moment. She had other injuries but not as worse as those two. I shuddered.

They let me into the room once when they got her set up and everything. I entered the room, sitting in a chair. I looked at Bella, starting to sob again. I put my face in my hands. How could this happen to my angel? Why did I have to crash into the love of my life?

It scared me when the machine that beeped whenever Bella took in a breath slowed. I was rushed out of the room so they could try to fix whatever was wrong. I sat in the waiting room.

This could not be happening.

One, I had done something I thought I would never, NEVER do in my whole life.

Two, it had to happen to someone I cared about the most.

Three, it seems like the person I did this to was getting worse.

Yes, it was obviously known what happened if I told any person, who knew me enough, would know what I was talking about.

Everyone in Forks knew. My family knew. Even everyone in La Push knew. But what was I suppose to do about that?

Nothing, for now. It didn't matter who knew right now, except for the girl that was in a room, away from me. I was kicked out so they could work. I knew it was so they could concentrate, but I really wanted to be next to her. Right now. A nurse came and announced the words I didn't want to hear.

"We may be losing her."

Those words seemed to refuse to register in my mind. I just froze there, not breathing, waiting for the message to sink into my mind. When it did, it felt like the whole world and my life stopped, though it was only alive when I had the person I cared the most about. The person that could make my frozen heart beat back to life if it was possible.

The one who I injured.

The one who I almost killed.

The one who was dying right this very second.

My love of my life, my angel that seemed like she was sent down here for me.

Isabella Marie Swan.

I stood up. "Can I go in there, just in case she does..?" I asked weakly, my voice cracked at the end. The nurse nodded. I went back to Bella and sat in a chair, grabbing Bella's hand as they worked. I kissed her hand and whispered into Bella's ear.

"I'm very, very sorry I crashed into you. I'm sorry I left you. I'm sorry for everything I did to make your life miserable." And, somehow, Bella's breathing went back to normal, but she was still in her coma. How I wished she would get better.

What if I was never forgiven..? I couldn't even forgive myself. What if she hated me after this? I would apologize, give her a present to show at least a fraction of how sorry I was. Nothing on this world could show how much I actually was sorry- it was too big. I took an unsteady breath in.

I felt someone touch my shoulder and I looked up. Carlisle was finally here, with Rose, Emmett, and Esme. Alice and Jasper were also in the room. Carlisle checked to make sure everything was okay for Bella before leaving the room to tell the hospital he was back. Esme went up to me and gave me a hug.

"Oh, Edward... I'm sorry you hit the one you love. It's not really your fault, you know..," she said, giving me a small comforting smile. I wasn't able to smile back.

"Yes it is. If I didn't stop when I was watching Alice's vision, I probably would've saved her parents and her. But look what I did, I killed her parents and almost killed Bella," I said and buried my face into my hands. Esme sighed and left the room and so did Jasper.

I can't take this flood of sadness anymore... Jasper thought.

Everyone else left me with Bella, knowing I wanted to be with her alone at the moment. I ran out of the room and grabbed some flowers and bought a present that she might like, but of course argue that this costs a fortune... That was Bella. But she could refuse it because she hated me...

I got back to the room less than a minute later after I left. I put flowers in the vase that was on a small square table that was on Bella's right side of the bed and put the present for her in my pocket. I don't know if I would be able to give her the present at all.

I stayed there, pretending to sleep in the chair whenever a doctor came in, other than Carlisle, during the night so they wouldn't figure out our secret.

Tomorrow was going to be a long day.

To be continued...

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