Okay, well, either my dad turned off my computer or the power went off, so I had to retype this. Luckily I have this all written down in my notebook, so I was able to easily type this down faster. Enjoy!

Oh, by the way, thanks for all the reviews! It's the most I got from this story after putting up a chapter I think. :)

And another thing, I'm sorry if any of the Twilight characters in here gets a little or a lot OOC, I'm trying to keep them the way they're like. No one can have them exactly the way Stephenie does all the time, seeing as she's the one who created them. So once again, I'm sorry if I ever get any of the characters OOC. Okay, you guys can read now. This chapter is longer than the others. :)

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Chapter Eleven - The Book

Edward smiled. "I'm glad you think so," he said and led me out. Taking me to the second floor, he went to another room at the end. It looked like our room, except that it was gold instead of blue. "This is 'my' room, just for show, and a place to keep all the things that don't need to be in our room. People will start thinking if we shared a room when we're not married and during our senior year. Jasper is doing the same, but Emmett and Rosalie are sharing a room, since they're married and out of high school. Alice is still in high school, so Jasper is doing the same thing like us. This is just in case someone visits, human, that is, or has to or would like to sleep over. We have some guest rooms, Carlisle and Esme's room, a game room, and a library."

I lit up at the fact of having a library. I can finally read more books. I was positive that there would be books that were actually good and not boring. I had needed more books to read other than Wuthering Heights. Edward had agreed a while ago, telling me I have read that book too many times and that I needed to get more books to read.

But, being me, I spoke up,"This home is amazing, really, but I really don't deserve all this. The others and you deserve it, but I don't." Edward sighed.

"Of course you do, you are part of this family now and you are like everyone else in this family, even if you don't think so. You deserve this just as much as us, if not more. So, please, stop making yourself think you don't when you do." I sighed and kept silent, though I felt like protesting right now. I didn't feel like fighting with Edward right now. I'll just push that topic back for now.

Hearing my stomach growl, Edward grabbed my hand and walked with me downstairs to the dining room. He pulled out a chair and I sat down, eating the food that was on a plate in front of me. It was amazing. While I was eating, Edward said something about being back later because he had to do something and left. I looked at where he had left for a while, then sighed and continued eating.

When I was done, I went back upstairs o the second floor to start looking for the library. I opened the first door I came to and saw Carlisle behind a desk in an office that was neat and looked amazing like the rest of the house. He looked up and smiled at me.

"Sorry Carlisle. I was trying to find the library," I said, blushing. He smiled again.

"No need to be sorry. The library is in the next room," he said and a kind tone.

"Thanks." I almost closed the door when he called me back. I looked back at him and he spoke up.

"If it's not too much trouble, could you write in a notebook about everything that happened that day at the end of each day until I find a cure? I can figure out how fast or slow the disease is progressing and the other effects from the poison. I'll give you a medicine tomorrow while I'm at the hospital and you'll be starting rehab in a week so we can figure out if we gave the right medicine for you." I nodded and he smiled. "Thanks Bella. I really appreciate everything you're doing for me. I promise I will find a cure for that poison in you."

"I know. I'm sure you will find one eventually." I smiled and closed the door. I went into the room next to the office and, sure enough, there was the library. It was huge. There was shelves and shelves of books, all sorted into sections. I knew Carlisle would try his best to find the cure, but what if he didn't find one in time? Or never found one at all? I don't know what would happen in the future. Am I going to die or live? If I did die, what would the Cullens do? I knew Edward would kill himself, no matter how much I argued with him and protested, I know that. He's just as stubborn as I am when it comes to that subject. I know I would do the same if he died, maybe, but then again I would probably stay alive for the Cullens, but I didn't want him to end his life for me. I knew he loved me, I finally understood that when he came back, but he shouldn't kill himself because of me.

I picked up the first book my eyes landed on, opened it, and started to read. As I read, I could tell I liked it. Though it made me think of myself in some ways.

In the book, an eighteen-year-old girl named Sylvia was bitten by an unkown creature that was poisonous. She didn't feel the bite at all and didn't realize she was bleeding for a while. She didn't know what bit her because she never saw it. The poison slowly spreaded throughout her body and, after a while, she wasn't able to do things she used to before. Wherever she went, a man stalked her, learning whatever he could about Sylvia and planning on what he would do when he was able to kidnap her at the right time.

I was interrupted at that part when cold hands wrapped around my arms. I jumped and almost screamed, but one of the hands let go of my arm and covered my mouth so no one could hear the scream if I did. ((I was thinking about stopping here, but I decided to be nice and have a long chapter. :) ))

"Don't scare the others with your scream. If you screamed, you'd know everyone in this house will burst in and ruin the library," Edward whispered, chuckling. He kissed my forehead. "Sorry, Bella. I didn't mean to scare you. I just wanted to know when you were planning on going to bed." I looked out the window that was on the other side of the window and gasped in shock. It was morning and I didn't realize it because I was so caught up in the book. I didn't realize I stayed up all night, I haven't felt my exhaustion until now. Edward chuckled in amusement. I stood up and went upstairs to the room we shared. Edward helped me go there without falling. I set the book on the table closest to the bed and fell onto the bed, falling asleep instantly. I didn't mean to fall asleep in the clothes I had on, but I was too tired to do anything else.

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When I woke up, it was noon. I looked around and saw Edward walk into the room with a tray of food for me to eat.

"Morning, sleepy," he joked, smiling at me, and set the tray on my lap after I sat up. I replied with a yawn and started to eat my food and drink the glass of milk that was also on my tray. When I was done, Edward took the tray and left, coming back only a second later. He sat down next to me and smiled.

"What are we going to do today?" I asked, curious.

"Well, you need to do what Carlisle asked you to do since you forgot to do it last night, go to the hospital, and then whatever after dinner," he said, kissing me on my lips. I kissed back eagerly. I felt myself blush and Edward chuckled softly after breaking the kiss. "I missed your blush," he murmured and touched my cheek with his fingers and lightly brushed my face. I blushed deeper and he smiled.

"Let's go," I said, breathless. I stood up and walked out of the room. I went down to Carlisle's office on the second floor and before I could know, Carlisle spoke up.

"Come in." We entered and saw Carlisle standing up.

"Carlisle, do you know where a notebook and pen is..? Oh, I could've just asked Edward instead of both—" Carlisle cut me off.

"No need to worry. Here you go," he said and smiled at me, handing me a pen and a notebook. "Your appointment with me at the hospital is in a hour. I have to go now though, because it's my first day of work. This is the only time I'm starting at noon though, I will start in the morning every day starting tomorrow." With that, he left and Edward followed me as I left Carlisle's office, heading back to our room again. I tripped twice on the way there, but Edward caught me both times. I smiled up at him and he smiled back. When we got to the room, I sat on the bed and Edward joined me, wrapping his arm around my waist.

I opened my notebook and started to write down that happened yesterday— I would put today's stuff before I went to bed.

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January 12th, 2006 (Yesterday's date),

Today I tripped a couple times, but if it was because of my normal clumsiness or the disease, I don't know. My vision blurred once while I was reading a book. I spent most of the day reading and in a box, which Edward put me in. The book was interesting. Edward had left for hunting or something while I was eating lunch. He didn't return until the next morning. Other than that, nothing really happened.

Bella

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I put the notebook onto a table and the pen on top of it. Looking at Edward, I sat on his lap and looked at the clock. It was five-forty-five, and I had to be at the hospital in fifteen minutes.

"We should go," Edward said and picked me up bridal style. He almost forgot what he was doing when his eyes caught mine, but then shook his head slightly ad ran downstairs to the garage. He opened the door to the passenger's door and set me on the seat and closed my door. He went to the driver's side and entered, closing the door behind him. He put the keys in and started the car, driving off to the hospital. Luckily, it was still cloudy, though if the sun was out, it wouldn't be able to go through the darkened windows. Whatever medicine I was going to get at the hospital, all I hoped was that it would at least stop my disease long enough and hopefully won't die in the future...

To be continued...

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