Title: Memories (chapter 2)
By: aki sakurazuka
Warnings: still the same (yaoi, shonen-ai, angst n blab la)
Pairings: Su x Sei, Su x K
Disclaimer: Not even X the series vcd do I own ( *sweatdrop* sound
like Yoda, I am beginning to.)
Thankies for the reviews! You really made the world seem much
brighter! Your reviews are so effective, I'm tempted to post up
even before 10.*sigh* .Ah well.
Toruko: ^0^ You're my first reviewer!! I'll remember you forever!!!
*grins* There is a bit of S/K in front. More 2 come & hope you'll
like it!
Tenshiamanda: You're a real angel to review! OK, so I was being a
little overboard but. it got you guys reviewing anyway ^_^
firedraygon97: Yay! Another very. nah another GREAT review! Eager
too! ^_^
Aidan Star (NeneBGC18@yahoo.com): Wow! You even send me an email!
That's so sweet!(starts crying .)
Yutaka1912: I know who you are.
Ice Phenoix (edaw3@msn.com) : Thankies 4r your review!!! You made
my day! ^_^
Minna! Keep reviewing and you'll make someone really happy!
It was just another ordinary schooling day at Tokyo for many students. Not for a student named Kamui Shiro though. Sure, school had always been fun for him but now..
It felt like he was missing something.
Fuuma.
No one knew how empty he felt inside. The vast emptiness in his heart could have easily made a black hole powerful enough to swallow milky way without any serious difficulty. Quite easily too.
After the Final Battle, it was as if it changed him completely. His attitude, his behaviour, and even his personality. He'd somehow become from a cheerful vibrant young boy into a very quiet and almost dreamy young man.
Nevertheless, one must not be dreamy when they're trying to cross the busy intersection of a highway.
That was when he saw a person that he'd thought he'd never see again.
Kamui saw Subaru's black trench coat fluttering in the wind as he got up from where he had fallen and walked away. It could be a trick of light but he thought he saw the onmyouji crying.
The lights to cross turn green. Luckily it did because Kamui didn't bother to check and probably would have been hit by a car by the way he just ran across it, stumbling into a few people going the other way.
The violet-eyed ex-kamui tried to catch up with Subaru.
He failed as a crowd of people came out from the train station. Still, his eyes wildly scanned the area hoping to catch a sight or even the tiniest glimpse of the omnyouji.
He stood there for a few frantic minutes and ran in the direction he thought he saw Subaru.
Gasping, he managed to catch up. Only to find out that it was not Subaru, only another man wearing a black coat, almost exactly like Subaru's. Yet, he could have sworn he really did see Subaru a few minutes ago, not just some illusion or trick of the mind.
He turn to go back home, if it could be called a home, disappointed and feeling more lost than ever. He'd let his hopes get so high up only to have them crushed.
Especially when he thought Subaru still loved him.
* Flashback*
He was at CLAMP campus. There seem to be no one around. He tried calling a few names but no one answered. He thought he was alone.
Until he came to the garden at the back.
Until he saw Subaru. Crying quietly, sitting on a bench. Alone.
The violet-eyed boy could only watch for the first few seconds. Then he heard Subaru whisper a word so quietly that Kamui almost couldn't catch.
"Sei-chan."
Kamui approach the still back, hoping that Subaru would not reject him. Subaru turned slowly, seeming to acknowledge Kamui's presence finally after a while. Then he spoke.
" You and I are the same aren't we?'
Kamui was surprised but Subaru continued.
" .abandoned by the ones we love, only to find that fate meant for us to kill them. What is left after that, no one knows. There's nothing to live for now."
Kamui couldn't stand the words uttered so mercilessly by Subaru. It was as if he was throwing everything away, everything important to himself. In a sense, killing himself from the inside. Didn't he know that there is somebody who really loves him with the whole of their being, was standing right behind him? Kamui was surprised with himself. He'd thought who he'd really loved was Fuuma. but, he found out, who he really loved was.
Fine, prove it then.a little voice nagged inside Kamui's head.better to get it over with, here and now.!
As if in a trance, Kamui put his arms around Subaru and said.
"If you have nothing to live for, then live for.me.", Kamui whispered, hoping against hope that Subaru would not reject him or push him away.
Subaru turned his emerald green eyes to look at Kamui. The green eyes blinked as if in fear or confusion. But that only lasted a moment. Next thing Kamui knew, they were kissing.
Their lips met, warm against the evening cold and bittersweet.
".because I love you."
He felt Subaru's tongue teasing his, exploring him like a curious child. Soon, both tongues were doing the dance of the dances. Finally, they had to stop to take a breath. (A/N: ^0^ if they could survive without O2, would they have gone on kissing?!)
Subaru looked at Kamui, eyes telling him all he needed to know.
".I love you too.and.thank you."
*End flashback*
Kamui collapsed on the ground, crying at the memory. That's all it was. Memories. After Subaru had become the Sakurazukamori, he seemed to have forgotten about Kamui.
Maybe Subaru really had no feelings for Kamui.
Maybe he was just lonely at that time.
Maybe that was just the case because.
After he became the Sakurazukamori, he had ignored and literally avoided Kamui.
Kamui tried to get up and stop crying. It was already getting dark. Today, it would be just another day, another memory.
TBC ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Aki: Sorry, I couldn't write more but it was because.well..
Inu: She's got exams coming and her mom's really getting mad.
Aki: Yeah!
Inu: .and she's also a very lazy person who does nothing.
Aki: Am not!
Inu: .except eating and sleeping.
Aki: Hey! That was mean! I'm studying!
Inu: Yeah, I'll believe that if you don't keep falling asleep.
(The two goes on arguing)
Mom: Anyway, she forgot to tell you to review but you should anyway.
Aki.! Get back to studying!
Aki: Oookaaayyy..*sigh* .Review okay?!
Mom: NOW!
Inu: She'll do more if you review ^_^ !
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By: aki sakurazuka
Warnings: still the same (yaoi, shonen-ai, angst n blab la)
Pairings: Su x Sei, Su x K
Disclaimer: Not even X the series vcd do I own ( *sweatdrop* sound
like Yoda, I am beginning to.)
Thankies for the reviews! You really made the world seem much
brighter! Your reviews are so effective, I'm tempted to post up
even before 10.*sigh* .Ah well.
Toruko: ^0^ You're my first reviewer!! I'll remember you forever!!!
*grins* There is a bit of S/K in front. More 2 come & hope you'll
like it!
Tenshiamanda: You're a real angel to review! OK, so I was being a
little overboard but. it got you guys reviewing anyway ^_^
firedraygon97: Yay! Another very. nah another GREAT review! Eager
too! ^_^
Aidan Star (NeneBGC18@yahoo.com): Wow! You even send me an email!
That's so sweet!(starts crying .)
Yutaka1912: I know who you are.
Ice Phenoix (edaw3@msn.com) : Thankies 4r your review!!! You made
my day! ^_^
Minna! Keep reviewing and you'll make someone really happy!
It was just another ordinary schooling day at Tokyo for many students. Not for a student named Kamui Shiro though. Sure, school had always been fun for him but now..
It felt like he was missing something.
Fuuma.
No one knew how empty he felt inside. The vast emptiness in his heart could have easily made a black hole powerful enough to swallow milky way without any serious difficulty. Quite easily too.
After the Final Battle, it was as if it changed him completely. His attitude, his behaviour, and even his personality. He'd somehow become from a cheerful vibrant young boy into a very quiet and almost dreamy young man.
Nevertheless, one must not be dreamy when they're trying to cross the busy intersection of a highway.
That was when he saw a person that he'd thought he'd never see again.
Kamui saw Subaru's black trench coat fluttering in the wind as he got up from where he had fallen and walked away. It could be a trick of light but he thought he saw the onmyouji crying.
The lights to cross turn green. Luckily it did because Kamui didn't bother to check and probably would have been hit by a car by the way he just ran across it, stumbling into a few people going the other way.
The violet-eyed ex-kamui tried to catch up with Subaru.
He failed as a crowd of people came out from the train station. Still, his eyes wildly scanned the area hoping to catch a sight or even the tiniest glimpse of the omnyouji.
He stood there for a few frantic minutes and ran in the direction he thought he saw Subaru.
Gasping, he managed to catch up. Only to find out that it was not Subaru, only another man wearing a black coat, almost exactly like Subaru's. Yet, he could have sworn he really did see Subaru a few minutes ago, not just some illusion or trick of the mind.
He turn to go back home, if it could be called a home, disappointed and feeling more lost than ever. He'd let his hopes get so high up only to have them crushed.
Especially when he thought Subaru still loved him.
* Flashback*
He was at CLAMP campus. There seem to be no one around. He tried calling a few names but no one answered. He thought he was alone.
Until he came to the garden at the back.
Until he saw Subaru. Crying quietly, sitting on a bench. Alone.
The violet-eyed boy could only watch for the first few seconds. Then he heard Subaru whisper a word so quietly that Kamui almost couldn't catch.
"Sei-chan."
Kamui approach the still back, hoping that Subaru would not reject him. Subaru turned slowly, seeming to acknowledge Kamui's presence finally after a while. Then he spoke.
" You and I are the same aren't we?'
Kamui was surprised but Subaru continued.
" .abandoned by the ones we love, only to find that fate meant for us to kill them. What is left after that, no one knows. There's nothing to live for now."
Kamui couldn't stand the words uttered so mercilessly by Subaru. It was as if he was throwing everything away, everything important to himself. In a sense, killing himself from the inside. Didn't he know that there is somebody who really loves him with the whole of their being, was standing right behind him? Kamui was surprised with himself. He'd thought who he'd really loved was Fuuma. but, he found out, who he really loved was.
Fine, prove it then.a little voice nagged inside Kamui's head.better to get it over with, here and now.!
As if in a trance, Kamui put his arms around Subaru and said.
"If you have nothing to live for, then live for.me.", Kamui whispered, hoping against hope that Subaru would not reject him or push him away.
Subaru turned his emerald green eyes to look at Kamui. The green eyes blinked as if in fear or confusion. But that only lasted a moment. Next thing Kamui knew, they were kissing.
Their lips met, warm against the evening cold and bittersweet.
".because I love you."
He felt Subaru's tongue teasing his, exploring him like a curious child. Soon, both tongues were doing the dance of the dances. Finally, they had to stop to take a breath. (A/N: ^0^ if they could survive without O2, would they have gone on kissing?!)
Subaru looked at Kamui, eyes telling him all he needed to know.
".I love you too.and.thank you."
*End flashback*
Kamui collapsed on the ground, crying at the memory. That's all it was. Memories. After Subaru had become the Sakurazukamori, he seemed to have forgotten about Kamui.
Maybe Subaru really had no feelings for Kamui.
Maybe he was just lonely at that time.
Maybe that was just the case because.
After he became the Sakurazukamori, he had ignored and literally avoided Kamui.
Kamui tried to get up and stop crying. It was already getting dark. Today, it would be just another day, another memory.
TBC ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Aki: Sorry, I couldn't write more but it was because.well..
Inu: She's got exams coming and her mom's really getting mad.
Aki: Yeah!
Inu: .and she's also a very lazy person who does nothing.
Aki: Am not!
Inu: .except eating and sleeping.
Aki: Hey! That was mean! I'm studying!
Inu: Yeah, I'll believe that if you don't keep falling asleep.
(The two goes on arguing)
Mom: Anyway, she forgot to tell you to review but you should anyway.
Aki.! Get back to studying!
Aki: Oookaaayyy..*sigh* .Review okay?!
Mom: NOW!
Inu: She'll do more if you review ^_^ !
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