Authors note- I lied I am still writing I couldnt stop it was calling me.
Disclaimer- I own me
BPOV
I had one more day here in Forks. I was sad but yet excited to go touring in Europe. Sad because I was leaving the love of my life.
I decided that I was going to do something that would make me remember him. Not that he wasnt already on my mind.
I am currently with Edward in his bedroom.
" Edward can you do me a favor?" I asked
" Anything." He said and he kisseed my head
I grabbed a pad of paper and a pen.
" Write ' Edward and Bella Forever' " I told him.
He gave me a questioning look but did it anyways.
He wrote it in his elegant script.
" Thanks. I'll be back later. I love you." I kissed him lips sweetly.
" Where are you going?" he asked
" A surprise I'll be back in like two hours I promise." I told him.
He sighed " Alright. I love you." He said.
" Love ya too babe." I said.
I got in my car and drove to Malibu. I knew it was risky because people would look but I would be fast.
I pulled up to the shop and got out.
When I opened the door the Tattoo artist looked at me.
" Isabella Swan." I heard the lady said.
" Yes. I need a tattoo." I said. I handed her the paper.
" I want it it that exact script." I said
" Yes of course. Sit down I will trace it right away." She said.
I sat down on the small black leather couch. The lady only took ten minutes.
"Alright take a seat. What color and where wouldd you like it?" She asked as I sat down.
" I would like it on the inside of my right arm. I would like a very bright emerald green."I told her.
" Alright." She got the ink ready after she pasted the writing on my arm.
" So who is the lucky guy ' Edward'?" she asked
" I knew him since I was young he was my friend but when I performed here we got together and I moved down here. I am actually leaving tomorrow for a Europe year tour." I told her
" Aww thats really sweet. I am actually a big fan of your music." She said.
She started the needle and put it to my skin. It did really hurt at all just fast little pricks.
We talked while she did the tattoo about my tour and she talked about herself.
" Alright your done take a look." She said. I looked down at the tattoo. It was gorgous it was in his exact script. I loved it.
" I love you thank you so much." I said. She wrapped it up in gauze.
" You can take it off in about a half hour. Have a wonderful day. Can I get an autograph?" she asked
I laughed " Of course." I signed the little book and took out my wallet.
" Dont worry about it on me." she said
" Thanks thats very generous of you." I said.
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After I left the tattoo parlor I headed back to Edward's took about fourty minutes.
I got out of my car with a smile and walked into his house.
" Bella where did you go?" Alice asked
I tore off the gauze and showed her.
" That is so cute." she gushed.
" I had his write it then I went to the Malibu Parlor." I said as I threw out the gauze.
" He's gonna love it." she said.
" We'll see."
I walked up the stairs towards his room. I opened the door. He was on his bed listening to music.
" I'm back." I said while I climbed onto his bed.
" What did you do, Love?" he asked.
I lifted my arm up. I heard his gasp
" That is the last thing I thought of." he said
" Do you like it?" I asked him
" I love it.I wish I could of go with you we could match. You could write the same thing I could get brown to match your eyes." He said
" Really?" I asked
" Yes." He leaned in and kissed me. I kissed him back with as much passion as him. I leaned back so my head was lying on the pillow.
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Edward and I went back downstairs for dinner. After we heard Esme call us.
" Hello guys hows it goin'." I asked them
" Great. and Hungry bring on the food Mrs. C." Emmett said.
I laughed " Why are all you guys here not that I dont love you."I said
" One last sleepover before you leave." Rose said.
"Cool. Umm after dinner Edward and I are going out for about two hours we'll be back by seven thirty." I told them while sitting down.
" Where?" they asked
"No where special." I reached over to the mash potatoes. Right when I did a arm shot out and took it out of my hand.
" If you wanted them first you could of ju-" Rose cut me off
"Whats this?" she asked
" Uhhh nothing." I said.
She stared at it " Doesnt look like nothing." she said
Emmett leaned over and looked a my arm.
" Awww Bella so sweet." he teased
" Shut up." I said.
" Anyone going to tell the confused parents what the kids are talking about." Esme asked.
I stood up and showed her my arm.
" Thats so sweet Bella." she gushed
" Thanks." I blushed and sat back down.
I saw Jasper moved in his chair " What if you and Edward...Ya know break up?" he asked
" Well I know that it will never happen. Knock on wood." I knocked my hand on the wood.
" Sorry just wondering." He said.I nodded my head
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After dinner Edward and I headed back over to the parlor.
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Edward got the same tattoo as mine but in my hand writing and in brown. The same lady that did mine did his. It was also in the same place.
We were in the car driving back.
" Now we match." He told me.
"I'm gonna miss you." I told him.
He grabbed my hand and held it.
" It'll be alright. Your on my body now I couldnt afford to lose you." He joked
" Yeah. I love you."
" I love you too." He said. He brough my hand up to his mouth and kissed my knuckles.
" I'll call you when ever I can even if its late for me." he said
" I will do the same. It'sjust going to be weird. I wont have you in my arms at night." I said
" I'll give you my pillow. You can cuddle with it. But no kissing thats my job." He leaned over and pecked me on the lips.
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We arrived at the Cullen's home and walked into the family room. Everyone was sprawled out.
We got our pajamas on and started out movie marathon.
It ended like it did last time everyone sleeping besides Edward and I.
Edward picked me up and carried me to his room. He laid me on the bed and crawled next to me wrapping his arms tight around me I laid my head on his chest. It dawned on me that this would be the last time I would sleep in the same bed as him. Tears rolled down my cheeks. I held him tighter to me. He ran his hands through my hair. He ran his hands up and down my back.
" Its okay sweetheart." He pulled me up to him. My head was buried in the crook of his neck. He kissed the top of my head.
EPOV
When she cried it broke my heart I rubbed her back and kissed her head but she continued to cry.
This was going to be hard to let her go but I wouldnt let her give up her dream for me. I would wait for her forever if I would end up with her in the end because we are soul mates and the promise ring proves it all. I was happy that we got tattoo's. But when Jasper asked what would happen if we broke up. It angered me. Bella and I would marry some day.
I could see my whole life in front of me. Just Bella and I. I loved her with ever fiber of my being and nothing anybody could do would seperate her from me not even a year tour in Europe.
I wished I could go with her but then I would be a year behind everyone. In August I would be headed to New York for medical school. I wished that she could go with me. Be a times writer. I want to go with her and her to come with me but neither can happen. I am just looking for sollutions and way's to be with her
I was hoping that I could go to NYU and get my mind off her. I was stupid to even think I could not think of her. She is my every thought as cheesy as it may be.
She looked up at me tears in her beautiful eyes. I wiped her tears away and kissed her lips sweetly. She responded to the kiss. I pulled back gently. I would miss this. The sweet moments with her.
"I love you never forget that." I told her.
She nodded
I held her close to me she buried her head in the crook of my neck. I smoothed her hair down. I felt her tears on my neck. Silent tears of my own fell down my face.
" I love you." She said.
" I know, Love. I love you too, so much." I told her.
She was quiet after that. I could hear her breathing even out. I looked down at my angel. This would be the last night for a year that I would be sleeping with her.
I soon fell asleep with my angel in my arms.
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I woke up to the patter of rain on my window. I opened my eyes and saw my Bella. Her head was in the same place, hidden in my neck. Her arms were gently wrapped around me. I smiled.
She wasnt supposed to leave until four this evening.
I felt her slightly stir against me. I watched as her eyelids fluttered open. She looked at me. I kissed the top of her head and she slightly smiled.
" What time is it?" she asked. I glance at my clock.
" Its ten." I told her.
" I wonder why Alice hasnt burst in here?" She whispered.
" She probably wanted to give us alone time." I said
The smile fell from her face. " I almost forgot." She said. Her eyes welled up with tears.
" Shh. Dont cry, Love." I told her. Then she started downright sobbing. I rubbed her back.
I heard a knock on my door.
" Come back later." I said nicely.
" I got some breakfast." I heard my mom's voice say. She opened the door and looked at me then Bella.
She walked up to us and set the plates of food on the end table.
" She okay?" She asked
" I am hoping she will be." I said.
" I'll leave you two alone." She said
" Thanks for the breakfast mom." I said. She nodded and closed the door.
I rubbed Bella's back trying to calm her "Bella look at me." I asked her
She looked up
" I know that this is going to be upsetting but you need to calm down okay," I told her. She nodded. I kissed her nose.
" Esme got breakfast you hungry?" I asked her. She nodded
She sat up and leaned against the headboard. I handed her to plate of food.
It had three peices of bacon some scrammbled eggs, cinnnamon rice and a peice of toast cut into a triangle.
I handed her a napkin and she ate her food.
After we finished I put the plates back on the end table and she cuddled back into my arms. It was now eleven.
" Do you want to get dressed?" I asked nodded yes.
" Can I please hear your voice?" I said
" Yes." she replied
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Bella and I took turns using my shower. She wore a emerald green short sleeve shirt and it had a empire waist and it was v-neck, a pair of jeans and black converse.
We walked down the stairs together and went into the family room. Everyone was sitting down on the couch. Emmett and Jasper were playing Halo 3.
I sat down at the edge of the couch and sat Bella on my lap. She curled her body into me and laid her head on my chest.
Everyone turned and looked at me. Then her.
I felt my heart breaking knowing she was leaving in about four hours. This was going to be the hardest thing that I have ever had to do.
Authors note- Yeah so umm next chapter will be short but review