Authors note- Yeah so my brother got strep on monday and he gave it to me I woke up this morning and sounded like a croaking frog. So I think that maybe I will try and stop talking. My newphews christening is Sunday so pray for me that I get better by then. I did go out and buy nice black dress pants for nothing.
I want to thank MgaoqiaM and Cullenwanabe913 for PM-ing me and giving me the times.
I am going to go with six hours in between their different answers so yeah. I have beenn going EPOV lately to get on his feelings and now its going to be like that I will give you a little BPOV later on in the chapter
Disclaimer- I own my cat and my nice Laptop.
EPOV
After Bella left the first few weeks were horrible. I stayed in my room hanging onto her pillow but now its August and I am headed of to NYU.
I didnt have to share a dorm. Mine was on the corner and it was bigger and I had it to myself. Every class of mine was set up and I was ready to go. So here I am in a plane to New York. I am excited to be going somewhere different from Washington and California. Its not that I dont love it there its my home town but its nice to get away. I am nineteen so I was ready.
I talked to Bella evertime I could. There was a six hour difference from the US and Europe. It was five hours but in New York they are one hour ahead of Washinton so that adds one hour to five which is six and thats how many hours are apart from me and Bella time wise.
She said that she loved Europe. When she had time she said her adn the band went and saw attractions. Of course I wish I was with her but hey what can I do. Today was August seventeenth.
" Passengers we will be arriving in five minutes get ready for landing. Shhheeww." He said
The 'shhheeww' made me laugh the other pilot did that when Bella and I went to Arizona. Maybe its there secret code for something... Hmm I wonder.
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I had some of my stuff and made it out of the airport. I had a taxi take me to the train station that dropped me off of campus. My bed sheets, and my other lttle things I needed were already in my dorm. I just had my small bag with me that held my cell, Ipod and some other things.
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The ride on the train was interesting there was this one girl who started dancing in the aisle. It was strange. I walked back to my dorm. The halls were brightly lit by lights. It wasnt depressing and dark like some dorms. I got my key out and opened the room.
My room was prety big. I had my bed in a corner and ther above there was a black shevles that was placed over the bed against the wall. That was a light then on the shelve. I had a picture of Bella and me as well as many others on the window cill . At the end of my bed I had a little shelve that held some items and then I had a cd rack. I had two slid out blind under my bed with my clothing. I had a desk next to my room that had anoher shelf above it. It held another picture of Bella and the fmaily and then my laptop under it with my black chair. My bed sheets were plaid-ish I had a abody pillow against the wall and then anoher pillow against the other side. Bella's pillow was in the middle of the bed.( ROOM IN PROFILE)
Everything was set up and I was ready to go I had everthing. Except for my Bella.
BPOV (a/n: September first. I did a little skip.)
Europe was Awesome. I had been having alot of fun. Although I missed Edward. The first few weeks were pure torture. Every one was like its okay. But they didnt understand Devin already had Sarah here and the rest werent even dating. Sarah helped me and tried to make me feel better. She dragged my out of the bedroom in the hotelso we could go sightseeing and loo at all the atractions.I had to admit it was pretty fun. Now I am going to be performing live for a new song that I wrote.
" And here we have Isabella Swan performind live with her new song." The guys said.
The band and I walked out on the stage and people went crazy.
" How ya'll doing?" I asked in the mic. They all screamed. I laughed
" Alright well this is a new song that I wrote. You found me.
(Origally by - The Fray: Your Found me
"I
found god
On the corner of first and Amistad
Where the west was
all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I Said where
you been, he said ask anything
Where were you?
When everything
was falling apart
All my days were spent by the telephone
It
never rang
And all I needed was a call
That never came
To
the corner of first and Amistad
Lost and insecure
You found
me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Whyd
you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little
late
You found me, you found me
In the end everyone ends up
alone
Losing her, the only one whos ever known
Who I am, who Im
not, who I want to be
No way to know how long she will be next to
me
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on
the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Whyd you have to wait?
Where
were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you
found me
Early morning, City breaks
Ive been calling for
years and years and years and years
And you never left me no
messages
You never send me no letters
You got some kind of
nerve, taking all I want
Lost and insecure
You found me,
you found me
Lying on the floor
Where were you where were
you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying
on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Whyd you have to
wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You
found me, you found me
why'd you have to wait
to find me, to
find me"
I smiled when I finished. Everyone cheered. They obviously wanted more. I turned to Devin.
"Papercut." I said
( Song origanally by Linkin Park: Paper cut)
"Why
does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right
today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I
don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my
head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I
close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that
laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know
that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is
hearing me
Right beneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid
lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's
like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face
inside is right beneath my skin
I know I've got a face in
me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the
inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what
set me off first
But I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts
like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can
but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that
awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A
face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So
you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside
is watching you too
Right inside your skin
[x2]
It's
like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind
inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing
within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin [x3]
The sun goes
down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the
light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me
The
sun
I feel the light betray me
It's like I'm paranoid
lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's
like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face
inside is right beneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin'
over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like
I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what
I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing
within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin"
They cheered more.
" And there youhave it Isabella Swan. We'll be back with In They Anyer- Flo rida. Miey out." He said.
I walked off the stage.
" Great job on the first song didnt miss a thing." I told them
" Thanks grat lrics by the way." Devin commented. I heard my cell ring.
Devin smiled " Got your lover boy." He joked. I stuck my tongue out. I grabbed my phone and walked towards the makeup room.
" Hello." I said
" Hello sexy your looking good on that screen." Edward said with a laugh.
I smiled " Oh you like the tight black skinney jeans and the dark blue tubetop." I said.
" Oh yes I do." He commented
" Well then thank you I think you pretty gorgeous also. So whats up?" I asked
" Nothing much. Just homework. And homework and guess what. More homework." He said.
I laughed " Babe you wanted to go to medical school." I told him.
" It would be more fun with you here." He said. I could almost see him pouting.
I sighed " You know that I would love to." I told him.
" People are refering to me as Isabella Swans boyfriend. Its kinda fun. Girl are saying that if they try to steal me from you then you would get pissed and trash them on national television." He said with a laugh.
" I would your mine. Not that your a possesion or anything." I said.
" Well your in my possesion." He stated.
" Okay then if you own me then I own you alright." I said
" Yup that is perfectly fine with me." He responded.
" So still cuddling with my pillow?" I asked jokingly
" Yes I am. Its smells soo good. But the smell is fading." He said sadly.
" Well today is September first. I'll be back in nine monthes." I said.
He groaned " That long." He complained
" I miss you to Eddie." I joked
" I know." He said
" Wait I just called you Eddie doesnt that bother you?" I asked
" You can but noone else." He said
" Okay Edward, Eddie, Eddie-kins,-"
" Okay I stop at Eddie-kins. I'll call you an embarresing name." he said
" Like..."
" Bella Boo. Remember that." He said
I hated that name Edward used to call me that as a joke.
" Fine you win." I said
" Alright, Love." He said
" Well I am going to head on out, I love you." I told him.
" I love you to sweetheart. Sleep well tonight." He said
" I will. You also bye." I said
" Not without you bye." With that he hung up.
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I crawled into bed that night missing the feeling of his arms around me as normal.
Authors note- I might write another chapter later so yeah enjoy.