Authors note- Did you all pray or curse me. I woke up and my throat was completely shot. When I cough I sound like a freaking barking dog. I have my nephews cristening in two days and I better get Better or I am going into turtle mode (Inside joke with friend) and I woke update for a week. now I am complaining but Man I need to go to the Jesus house to see my nephew baptised.

Disclaimer- I own my sore throat.

BPOV

Today was my birthday. I had no performances, photo shoots, Music video making, or interviews. Heaven.

Charlie called me this morning wishing me a happy nineteenth birthday. So did all the Cullens. Now to wait for Edward.

I laid in my bed just staring at the ceiling. My cell rang.

" If you want my body

and you think I'm sexy

come on sugar let me

no oh oh oh if you really

need me then reach out

and touch me."

I stared at the phone. He programmed that song. Uhhh he is so weird. I asnwered the phone

" Why did you program that song on my phone when you call?" I asked

" I love you to Bella and also good morning." He said while chuckling.

" Think your so cute huh."

" Happy Birthday, Love." He said

I sighed " Thank you. I wish you were though." I said.

" I know. Open the front door." He said

" Alright." I said confused. I got off my bed and went to the door. I saw a small box.

I picked it up and closed my door and locked it.

" Edward what is this?" I asked

" Something for my gorgeous girlfriend." He said.

I opened the box relealing a black velvet box. I took it out and openeed the velvet box. I gasped.

There was a necklace in there. It had diamonds everwhere. On the chain. In the middle there was a circular diamond. Then two rows on diamonds dropped from each side of the circular diamond. (PRICE AND NECKLACE IN PROFILE)

" Edward. How much was this." I asked

" Hey I restrained myself for buying one that was eighty thousand." He said

" Edward seriously this is too much I cant pos-"

" You will wear it and love it Happy Birthday." He said

" Thank you. I love it. And I love you." I said

" I love you too." He said.

_________

Christmas Eve

_________

The monthes flew by after my birthday. I still missed Edward but Iwas only a few monthes away from seeing him.

Today was Christmas Eve and I was getting ready to sing some christmas songs.

"Isabella Swan and her band members Blue Tide are going to be performing christmas songs." Wayde Meyer said.

I walked on the stage and everyone cheered for me. I smiled.

I already went over all the song we did in a certain order.

"It's the greatest time of year, and it's here
Help me celebrate it
With everybody here, friends so dear
Let me simply state it
It's our favourite way to spend the holiday
Yeah

There's a special kind of feeling in the air
It only happens at this time of year
When everyone is filled with love and cheer
'Cause that's what matters

Pretty paper boxes tied with bows
Walking in the sun or in the snow
We can feel the excitement growing, knowing

It's the greatest time of year, and it's here
Help me celebrate it
With everybody here, friends so dear
Let me simply state it
Joy to the world and everyone
Lift up your hearts and feel the love
It's our favourite way, to spend the holiday
Yeah

We can get all cozy by the fire
Turn the music up a little higher
I don't think that I could ever tire
Of being together

Decorate the tree, hang mistletoe
And stand by me

It's a picture perfect moment captured
Memories that we'll have after

It's the greatest time of year, and it's here
Help me celebrate it
With everybody here, friends so dear
Let me simply state it
Joy to the world and everyone
Lift up your hearts and feel the love
It's our favourite way, to spend the holiday
Yeah

Spend the holidays...

It's the greatest time

It's the greatest time of year, and it's here
Help me celebrate it
With everybody here, friends so dear
Let me simply state it
Joy to the world
Joy to the world
Joy to the world
It's the greatest time of year
It's the greatest time

It's the greatest time of year, and it's here
Help me celebrate it
With everybody here, friends so dear
Let me simply state it
Joy to the world and everyone
Lift up your hearts and feel the love
It's our favourite way, to spend the holiday"

Everyone cheered as we continued

"I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas
Is you...
You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More that you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas
Is you..
All I want for Christmas is you baby"

Mariah Carey's, All I want for Christmas was one of my favorite songs. We started again with Rocking around the Christmas tree

" Rocking around the Christmas Tree
At the Christmas party hop
Mistletoe hung where you can see
Every couple tries to stop

Rockin' around the Christmas tree
Let the Christmas spirit ring
Later we'll have some pumpkin pie
And we'll do some caroling

You will get a sentimental feelin' when you hear
Voices singing let's be jolly
Deck the halls with boughs of holly

SING ALONG NOW

Rockin' around the Christmas tree
Have a happy holiday
Everyone's dancing merrily
In the new old fashioned way

Rockin' around the Christmas tree
Let the Christmas spirit ring
Later we'll have some pumpkin pie
And we'll do some caroling

You will get a sentimental feelin' when you hear
Voices singing let's be jolly
Deck the halls with boughs of holly

Rockin' around the Christmas tree
Have a happy holiday
Everyone's dancing merrily
In the new old fashioned way"

Everyone sang the last part with me as I said.

I grabbed the mic.

" Merry Christmas." I said.

They all cheered. More it is

_______

We sang just about every single christmas song. Besides silent night. Why? Because I despise it deeply.

We all went back to the hotel and just relaxe in our rooms.

I picked up my cell and called Edward.

" Hello" He said

" Merry Almost Christmas babe." I said

He laughed " You too sweetheart." He said

"So what you doin'?" I asked

" Just with the family the usual. Although I wish you were here." He said

" EDDIE YOU ARE WHIPPED." I heard Emmett yell in the backround.

" Yes I am." He said sounding rather happy.

I laughed " So..." I said

" I wish I could see you on new years." I said

" Yeah. Anyways you will be the first person I kiss in the new year." He said

" Well. I would hope so." I said

He sighed "Alright well I am going to head to bed. It's getting late. I love you." He said

" Yeah. Love you too, Night." I responded

" Night." And with that he hung up.

Merry Christmas to me. Yay!. not.

Authors note- Yeah Bella is depressed because they cant be together. I may skip to Feburary or March next chapter then next May then Her home coming. So about three chapters of her gone left. Review.