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CHAPTER 3
BPOV
Oh my God! Can these girls get here already? I've been feeling like crap for 12 hours and I´m only seven centimeters dilated. I want to scream at my daughters to get out of my womb but I am sure my family will think I'm crazy or crazier than I already am. Alice and Jasper are both sleeping on the small couch in my room. Charlie had to return to work and Renee is babysitting my nephew, Luke. I am bored, hungry and in pain.
Suddenly, I hear a timid knock on my door and there he is, handsome as usual. And still as much an asshole as always probably. Peter is the father of my girls. My mother calls him "The sperm-donor" because after I told him I was pregnant his response was, "Oh. What are you going to do? Kids aren´t in my life plan. I thought you knew that?" Needless to say my heart broke into a million pieces. I think I'm insane! Why did I call him? I haven't spoken to him in seven months.
Flashback
I arrive at the small café near Central Park by myself. Seth is waiting for me in the apartment finishing packing my stuff up before returning to Washington with my family. Peter is seated, sipping a coffee and reading; probably a manuscript. He is an editor. We met in New York in an elevator after I talked with my publisher about my latest book. I write children's books and the first time I saw him, I couldn't stop staring. He was very handsome. We started talking and laughing and before I even left the building we were talking about a going on a date. That one date turned into two years and while we didn´t live together, I spent a lot of time at his place. I stopped thinking about this when he gets up from his seat and helps me sit in mine and he starts talking.
"Listen Bella I know you are upset because I told you that I don´t want kids but that´s the truth. I love my life the way it is and kids would make everything more complicated. I don't think we should stay together, B. I asked you here today because we need to talk about what´s going to happen now. I don´t want to be a father. I don´t want to get involved."
I listen to him refusing to believe that the guy I loved for two years could be such a cold bastard. Since that first date he always told me he loved me and suddenly when I get pregnant, I am nothing to him? I'm devastated and heartbroken but I love my baby already so I will always do what is best for him or her. I wrap my right arm around my belly as if to shield my unborn child's ears from what I am about to say. I clear my throat before speaking.
"I never thought you were going to act this way but I guess I was a fool in thinking that. I don´t want to fight with you so I'll tell you what my plans are. I am returning to Washington. I can work from anywhere. I will carry this baby to term and I will keep it. I am 28 years old. I can take care of myself and my child. I don't want or need anything from you. I'm leaving today. I won´t return and I will never look back. Since you already decided you don´t want to get involved and refuse to be a father I won´t force you. I will call my lawyer and tell her to prepare the papers so you will have no obligations."
I stop and the tears are already spilling from my eyes. He looks at me with what seems like pity and then our order is ready. He gets up to get our food and sets it on the table. He tries to make small talk but I don´t want to stay with him anymore. He is acting like we were discussing a business deal. I stand up and leave, not even saying goodbye, and let the tears roll down my cheeks as I walk out the door. I do not want to see his face ever again.
End of flashback
After I returned to Washington, to my small home town of Forks, he called me a few times to check on me. I thought that maybe he was changing his mind about the baby or babies after I found out I was having twins and that maybe he wanted to be a father after all. I even stopped the paper process with my lawyer. That´s the reason I decided to call him to let him know the girls were arriving to this world today.
He enters my room as Alice opens her eyes. She wakes up Jasper and they leave the room to let us talk but not before Jasper gives Peter a murderous glare and Alice snarls, "Make her cry and I will cut you, you hear me?"
Peter looks at the door saying "Charming sibling you have there."
I look up at him and glare, "Yes, she is. She is one of the most charming and caring people I know"
He looks at me ashamed, "Charming sister you have there."
I glare at him. "Yes, she is. Alice is one of the most charming and caring people I know."
He stares back and then acts as if I didn't say anything at all, "How are you feeling, B?" He points to my belly, "No babies yet I see?"
I look at him and start crying. I tell him how happy I am that he is here today and how happy I am that he is reconsidering the whole idea of fatherhood. I stop when I see his face and notice that he doesn´t look excited or happy at all. He is looking at me with the same pitiful eyes that he looked at me with in the café seven months ago. I whisper, "You aren´t here to meet your daughters are you?"
My voice cracks at this realization and he shakes his head at me before speaking. "No B, I told you before, I don´t want to be a father and once I realized your lawyer never sent me the papers, I called mine. I was in the office in Seattle when you called me so I decided to come drop the papers off myself. They are already signed and I won't fight for custody. I want you to be happy. I bet the girls are going to be beautiful like you and I am sure someday you will find a good man that will love you and your daughters for the wonderful person you are and they will be. Goodbye B." He kisses my hand I leaves the room.
I hear commotion outside and my door flies open and I see Jasper struggling to restrain Alice who is thrashing around and screaming, "You motherfucker! Jasper let me go! i'm going to kick his pathetic ass! YOU BETTER SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE YOU ASSHAT!"
I am so overwhelmed by everything that has happened that I sob while looking at my sister. She notices, runs to my bed and hugs me tightly saying, "I am so sorry honey, so sorry."
We cry together until my contractions start increasing in time and intensity. Jasper rushes to call Doctor Rosalie. She runs into my room and after examining me, tells me with a huge smile, "Looks like these beauties want to meet their momma now."
A/N
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