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A small jump in time.

CHAPTER 14

BPOV

After my breakdown during my birthday Edward and I have talked more about our relationship and when we want to take the next step. We have been going on a lot of dates and have been touching a lot. Sometimes I feel like a teenager that´s sneaking out with her boyfriend just to make out. I remember tonight´s date as I give a bottle to my girls, and I keep smiling like an idiot. My mother obviously realizes that because she keeps teasing me until the girls are both sleeping and I head to my room to do the same.

"Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Don´t take them away from me! I´m their mother!" I wake up screaming and suddenly I feel arms surronding me and I start sobbing in what I realize now are my dad´s arms. "Care to share with your dad, pumpking? " I keep crying and after a while I tell him about my dream: I was in a courtroom and Peter was in front of me laughing while the judge kept showing pictures of my dates with Edward to everyone; they were looking at me disapprovingly. The judge was saying that since I neglected my daughters and cared more about being in love than raising my daughters, their full custody was granted to Peter and I didn´t have any right to see them. I start sobbing again and my dad keeps rubbing my back while trying to comfort me "Hey listen to me" –he then grabs my face with both of his hands- " I don´t think you are a bad mother or neglect your children but, yeah there´s a but, and I want you to listen to me very carefully, hun. I don´t want you to feel bad or sad about it, but you guys could also go on dates with your kidddos. He´s like a permanent fix in your life right?"

I nod and he keeps going " since you eventually plan on becoming a family, you could always take your three kids with you and go to small dates or just spend time together like a family. I don´t think that bastard cares enough about you guys to ask for custody. Hell, he signed his rights away! But I do believe that deep in your mind and your heart you know that maybe you guys could include your kids more and that´s why you dreamt this. That doesn´t mean you won´t go on dates alone, it´s about finding a balance, you know?" I look at him and repeat in my mind what he just said. He´s right about everything and I think Edward and I need to have a talk. I´m not scared about what he will think because I know he loves the girls and I love Josh a lot, so this can only be a good thing.

On the next morning I have a huge headache since it took me like two hours to go back to sleep. When I wake up I take a quick shower and decide to take a walk with my girls to Alice´s place. When I get there we talk about my dream last night and she agrees with what my dad told me. She also tells me that there´s nothing wrong with being in love when the man I love is such a wonderful and understanding one. She says that I definitely need to tell him about how I feel and make decisions together. Then she surprises me by saying that she and Jasper are expecting, and that she wants me to keep the secret until Thanksgiving. "I will be 14 weeks along and we want to wait in case, you know, it happens again" She had two miscarriages in the past and I know she´s still scared, so I tell her that everything will be fine and thats she needs to relax a little to bring zero stress to this pregnancy. Fort he rest of the morning we play with Emilia and Elizabeth until I realize it´s lunch time, so i decide to visit Edward at his office.

A good thing about living in such a small town is that I can walk anywhere and it won´t take me a long time get to my destination. When I arrive at Edward´s office I see his secretary is nowhere to be found, so I head to his office. Just when I´m about to knock, I hear moans and sounds that break my heart when I realize what is happening. I start crying and start walking as fast as I can while pushing a stroller. I´m so distracted that I don´t notice the car that just parked outside his office, and I don´t see him approaching until I hear Josh´s voice. "Bella! You are here! And you brought my sisters! Can we all go to the park? I want to show them how I feed the ducks! Can we go? Please, please!"

I turn to look at him and I see Edward coming our way with a worried look on his face. He immediately sees I´m crying and he hugs me. He asks me what´s going on. I can´t even tell him what I heard because I´m so relieved that I keep crying and hugging him and then I start laughing like a maniac. "Oh my god I heard moaning and sounds that obviously mean someone was having sex in your office and I freaked out so I was just leaving all heartbroken. I´m sorry, Edward, for doubting you but it was a shock!" I try to calm down and then I point to his office and ask him who is in there. He looks upset and now I´m worried he´s mad at me. He asks me to wait outside with the kids while he goes inside to chek on his office. Next thing I see is him coming back looking green, and Emmet and Rose walking behind him looking freshly fucked.

"Edward, I´m sorry. We will pay for the cleaning and everythin. Besides, it's not like we were doing it on your desk! We were on the floor! Ok, I think I´ll shut up now." Emmet and I start laughing at what Rosalie just said. Edward tells them to check into a motel or something. "Don´t you guys have a house where you can propperly fuck without worrying about people hearing?, Or your office Rose! God knows how many times you guys have fucked there! Or your office Emmet! Why did it have to be mine? Why? Explain it to me!" He says this while being half amused and half pissed at them. Then they explain that Rose´s parents are visiting them and that they don´t feel comfortable doing it in their place when they seem to be alert all the time, and they keep pushing for grandbabies. They explain they were actually visiting Edward to ask him to lunch when Edward´s secretary told them she was going to the bank, and was going to take her an hour to come back. She told them to please check on the office while Edward returned. They keep apologizing and finally he tells them to forget it and to not visit him again unless they go to a motel first.

When they leave, he takes my hand and asks me if we want to have lunch together. I hug him and apologize for doubting him and he says he understands. When I tell him we´ll have to walk because I didn´t bring my car, he shows me the car seats he installed in his car earlier today. I Kiss him and we head to Port Angeles to have lunch with the kids. We make a quick stop to my parent´s place to retrieve my phone, and the girl´s bags with all the things we´ll need for them.

He picks a restaurant close to the pier where we can take a walk after we have lunch. We decide on seafood since Josh was craving it, and we all all love it. We have a quiet and content lunch even though, I keep thinking about my dream and what my dad and sister told me. When Emilia starts crying, he picks her up from the stroller and asks me to prepare a bottle so he can give it to her. I decide to make two since I´m sure Elizabeth will start fussing in any minute. While we are giving them their bottles, Josh asks us if he can go to the kid´s area to play a little. I notice Edward keeps looking at me in a funny way so I ask him what´s going on.

"I just keep remembering the look on your face when you were leaving my office, and it kills me you thought even for a minute that I could cheat on you." When I try to interrupt him he takes my hand and keeps talking, "Bella, when I told you I love you, it was real. I think you are the right woman for me, and I´m so in love with you that I don´t know what I´d do without you. I know you were scared, but I want you to always remember that You are the only one I feel this way for. There´s no one else for me, alright?" I nod and put Elizabeth back in her stroller, and take Emilia from his arms. I give him a peck on the lips and take Josh´s seat right next to him.

I hold his hand while telling him how sorry I am about doubting. I explain how everything I heard affected me since we have talked about our future together and suddenly it all seemed to break. I promise him I won´t jump to the worst conclusion again and that I will always talk to him when something is bothering me.

"Speaking of that… I know that we have been having a lot of dates lately and believe me, I am loving every minute of them, but I wonder if we could start including our children more. I mean, they love each other, and we can start practicing for when we eventually become a family, you know? " he speaks in a rush so I know he´s very nervous. I interrupt him by giving him another peck, and he keeps talking.

That´s why I got the car seats. I want us to spend more time together as a family. It may be too soon, but I really don´t care. I know that you feel the same about me, and our kids should be a part of our adventures together. We can also go on dates by ourselves but I don´t want us to feel like we are neglecting our kids. I had a dream where Josh was emancipating from me because he felt I never had time for him now." I laugh at the last part and I tell him about my dream last night and what both my dad and Alice told me about how deep down I´m scared about the same thing. I tell him I´m glad we are on the same page and that we can have the best of both worlds if we wanted to.

We talk more about our plans for next week. We are planning on going to Seattle with the kids to pick some Halloween costumes, and we are staying at Seth´s apartment Saturday night. He offered to babysit since we are having dinner with Angela and her boyfriend. We decide to leave on Friday, right after Josh is out of school, and go back on Sunday.

He pays at the restaurant and we go for a walk at the pier. Josh is very excited; talking nonstop and showing everything to the girls who woke up in a really good mood. We take turns taking pics of the kids with each other and by themselves. I take a picture of Edward holding Elizabeth while Josh is holding Emilia; who keeps looking at him and grabbing his ear. We laugh at those pictures and ask a woman who is passing by to take a picture of us. She tells us we have a beautiful family, and I blush at her words. Edwards laughs and kisses my forehead.

By the time we come back to Forks, the kids are all sleeping. Edward helps me unbuckle the girls and put them in their stroller. My parents come outside and greet Edward. Before my mom and I carry the girls inside, he kisses both and whispers that he loves them. When I come back I see my dad and Edward looking at the pictures we took today at the pier. They laugh at the ones we took of Emilia grabbing Josh´s ear and Elizabeth trying to do the same to Edward. He promises to send some to my dad before they say goodbye.

We Kiss for a while and then he heads home with Josh. He kisses me goodnight and tells me he loves me. When I go inside my dad is waiting for me on the couch with a cup of coffee. We watch a documentary and talk about what happened today. We laugh together at Rose and Emmet, and I tell him about our talk at the restaurant. When I start yawning I tell him we will continue talking in the morning. Before I get up from the couch, he hugs me and kisses my forehead like he did when I was a Little girl "See, kiddo? I told you there was nothing to worry about." I nod and go upstairs to chek on my girls.

Tonight I carry them to my bed and I fall sleep with them by my side; dreaming of the man and the Little boy who in the future might complete our Little family for the rest of our lives.

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