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CHAPTER 15

BPOV

On Wednesday I take the girls to the Mommy and Me class, since we haven´t been around much. Last week, my parents were the ones who took them. Edward told me he wanted to come with us to the class but he got a call from one of his clients. He has to be in Seattle the whole afternoon, so it´s me and the girls today.

When we arrive to the class, I put the girls on their stroller, and walk quickly to get a good place to sit where I can interact with both of my girls. Esme sees us as soon as we enter the room and immediately takes Emilia in her arms. I take Elizabeth and we sit between Jessica and Lauren. We greet each other and they start telling me all the progress their kids are having thanks to the class. They ask me why I wasn't here last week. I tell them about my book and promise to bring one to each next time we attend the class.

Just when it´s about to start, I hear Maria's voice. "So Bella, I saw you with Edward Cullen in Port Angeles last weekend. Looking for a daddy for your girls already? Do you know if he is still married? Because if he is I would be careful about it."

I try to ignore her because I know Edward already sent the divorce papers to Jane, but it still pisses me off how she thinks I'm only looking for a father for my children. I see that Lauren wants to tell her off but I look at her and tell her no.

Maria looks at Esme who is at the corner getting musical instruments and continues, "What? No response? You know I'm right. Because you seem way more interested in getting a new man, instead of taking care of your daughters."

This time I´m about to respond to her when I hear Rosalie behind me. "Well, Maria, maybe if you weren't so busy sleeping with other women's husbands, you would know my brother is getting divorced and we are all so happy about his relationship with Bella. So, shut up and please, can we start the class? Bella give me one of my nieces because I definitely need baby hugs to forget about certain whore vibes I´m receiving."

We start the class without Esme knowing what happened. We laugh, we sing and play with the babies. Rose tells me that she went to my place to visit the girls, and my mom told her where we were. Before the class is over Maria takes off without even saying goodbye. Esme looks at Rose like she knows she had something to do with what happened. We put the girls in their stroller and help Esme gather everything we used today. Before we leave she makes me promise Edward and I will be back for dinner on Sunday so we can show her the children´s costumes.

Rose follows me to my parent's place and helps me give the girls their bath and feed them when they're ready. She also tells me she wanted to apologize for what happened at Edward´s office. She says that he was pretty upset about how I felt when I heard the moans and that she and Emmett want to make it up to us. I tell her that it's ok, and start teasing her about her and Emmett´s sexscapades; laughing about all the details she gives I tell her that we haven't had sex and that I´m planning on changing that while we are in Seattle. Before she leaves she tells me that she´s very happy Edward and I found each other, and she's happy she´s getting a new sister and two nieces out of it.

The rest of the week goes very slowly and I´m getting more nervous about having sex with Edward for the first time. I still worry about my body. I really hope we will get to enjoy it and lose ourselves in each other even for a little while.

On Friday, Edward picks Josh up from school and then picks us up. He is very excited about traveling to Seattle with his sisters again, and keeps asking us where are we going to take them when we get there. We buckle up the girls to their car seats and say goodbye to my parents. My dad gives Edward a million recommendations, and when he sees me side- eyeing him he tells us that we have precious cargo with each other; that we need to be careful on the road.

By the time we arrive to Seth´s apartment the girls are jumps out of the car and runs straight to Seth´s arms. Edward and I take the girls inside while Seth and Olivia, his girlfriend, helps us with the bags. They give us his roommate's room. We quickly set the portable crib so the girls can be fed and go to sleep early. Seth´s girlfriend helps me give the girls their bath. She tells me that she has two Little sisters and that she helped her mom when they were babies, so she knows how to do it. When we finish, Edward and Seth give them their bottles while Olivia and I decide what to order for dinner. We decide on pizza and place it at the kitchen table when it gets here. Edward helps me get the girls to their crib and we move on to Josh next.

We talk for a while and drink a couple of beers before heading to bed. Edward goes to check on the girls while Seth and I discuss my plans for tomorrow. He says they can take care of the kids for a few hours so we can have some time to ourselves. I go inside our room for the weekend and smile at Josh, who is sleeping between us tonight, in the bed. He keeps kicking and moving the whole night, saying he's a ninja turtle. We laugh at his antics.

In the morning, I feel someone tugging at my shirt, and when I open my eyes I see that Edward has Emilia in his arms. Elizabeth is the one who is demanding my attention right now. I pull my shirt up and nurse her. I hear that Josh is already talking and laughing at something Olivia´s telling him. Lizy is done, so i give her to Edward after he puts Mily in my arms. He burps Elizabeth and puts her back in the crib. He lays down in bed with me and looks at me in such a tender way it almost makes me cry.

"I look at you and how you feed them, and it's so wonderful., I keep thinking someday we will be in our room, in our house and our kids will be running around while we are in our bed, and you are nursing our child." I smile at him and tell him that I love that idea. I give him Emilia and he repeats what he did with Elizabeth.

I start getting up from the bed and he pushes me back and starts kissing me. First on the lips, then on my neck. I open my legs and he rests between them. He starts touching me through my shirt and I do the same to him. We start grinding on each other like teenagers, and suddenly his hand is inside my shorts; getting closer to my center. I moan and start kissing his neck. Finally he starts circling my clit while kissing me back in the mouth so we don´t make a lot of noise. I keep getting wetter every minute, and suddenly we hear my girls giggle.

"Oh my God, Edward, we need to stop! We can´t do this right now! We will traumatize them! Just wait a few more hours okay? We will fuck and make as much noise as we want to." We start laughing and decide to take a very cold shower to calm ourselves.

After getting breakfast, we head to downtown Seattle where we start looking for costumes for Josh. We walk around and find a perfect Ninja Turtle costume for him. I take him to the fitting room to have him try it on. He looks so cute and adorable. I take a couple of pictures to send to Esme and Rose. I take him outside so Edward can see him.

"Daddy look! I´m a ninja turtle! Look, girls I look like a badass right? Bella, can the girls wear a costume like this one too? Please! "

We ask a saleswoman if she can help us find the cutest outfit for the girls. They come with a Green tutu and I´m sure they will look amazing. Then she tells us they have family costumes, and if we want to try them on. We decide to take them. Wewill be the Ninja Turtles family for Halloween.

After buying the costumes and a few things at Target, we head to the Zoo where Josh looks and gets very excited about every single animal they have in it. I sit for a bit to give the girls their bottles while Edward and Josh take a gazillion pictures. In the end, we eat at a restaurant inside of the zoo. We go to the store to get a bunch of furry friends for the kids, plus other stuff Josh wanted for everyone. I keep getting more and more nervous about tonight, and I can tell Edward realizes that.

On our way back to the apartment he finally asks me what´s going on, and I see that all the kids are peacefully sleeping in their seats. "Well, about this morning...believe me, I wanted nothing more than finishing what we were doing, but I just couldn´t in front of the girls. Plus, Olivia and Seth offered to babysit tonight for a couple of hours so we can spend some time together. I already made a reservation at a hotel because well, I think I´m ready to jump in bed with you"

He keeps driving and suddenly he starts laughing so hard I´m afraid he will wake the kids.

"Sorry baby, but the whole jump in bed with me sounded like we were actually going to jump in the bed together" He keeps laughing and Ii give his arm a slap. "Sorry baby, don´t get mad at me. Believe me, I want to finish what we started this morning so badly. Both me and well, you know, are very happy this is happening. I can´t wait to make love to you...fuck you. You tell me and I will do whatever you want."

I blush and he brings my hand to his lips. When we arrive to Seth´s apartment the girls are awake, so I set their baby gym in the livingroom. Seth and Olivia start a movie and ask Josh to watch it with them. We tell him we will be back later. He tells us that he will be fine and he will take care of his sisters.

I give Edward directions to the hotel, and when we get there he kisses me very urgently before getting out of his car. We check in and head to our suite. We are silent the whole time it takes us to get there. When he opens the door he looks at me and asks me if I´m ready. We start kissing and discarding our clothes on ur way to the bed. Suddenly I feel myself falling and I realize Edward is pushing me slowly to the bed. I move until my head is on the pillow and he´s standing at the end of the bed. He´s in nothing but his boxers and I´m only wearing my panties.

He starts hovering over me and, looking at my whole body as he´s going up. When I try to cover my stretch marks, he puts my hands away and kisses my stomach

"Don´t cover yourself from me baby, these marks" –He says as he kisses them again-"are just proof of how strong you are. These marks will forever be a reminder of the time you had your beautiful babies inside you. You should be proud of them." He continues kissing my stomach, then he sucks on my left breast while touching the right one. He can tell I´m not completely comfortable with it since I still nurse my girls, and I´m afraid I will spill on his mouth. He keeps kissing me on my neck, my ear, and finally my mouth.

He opens my legs wide and settles in between them. While we kiss, he starts tugging on my panties and I help him to get rid of them. He rubs his cock between my pussy and I keep getting wetter and wetter. I put my hand inside his boxers and start rubbing him from the base of his cock to the tip. I start going faster and he asks me to stop before he comes in my hands. He slides his boxers off, and suddenly we are naked right in front of each other, about to make love for the first time.

He pushes a finger inside of me while circling my clit. I moan loudly and kiss him hard. He adds another finger and goes faster. He starts thrusting his hips searching for more friction and I can´t take it anymore. He´s going to make me come so hard, and I need him inside of me when this happens.

"Edward, please make love to me now ". I groan into his mouth.

He takes away his fingers and kisses me hard again before aligning his cock at my entrance. He starts going slowly. "I don't want to hurt you, I know you're nervous about it baby, but we are so good at this, look at us." He kisses me harder and finally gets all the way inside of me. We start moving, slowly at first, and then harder. He keeps kissing me everywhere. My hands are at his hair, his back and then his ass. I look at where we are joined and it´s so hot that I feel myself getting wetter. He moans feeling the reaction of my body. He then stops and moves us so he´s on his back and I'm riding him.

He sucks a nipple hard and it turns me on even more. I start riding him harder and he circles my clit again. He goes from slow to hard and back again, and I feel my orgasm approaching. I start kissing his neck and then his mouth when suddenly I'm right there

"Edward I'm coming, oh God it feels so good, keep going harder… harder baby."

With one last thrust he comes apart right after me. We fall to the bed, feeling exhausted. He kisses my forehead

"Wow…. Just wow Bella. I never thought we were going to be so good together." We laugh and continue kissing for a little bit. We fall asleep without even noticing it.

When Edward wakes up a little later, he asks me if I'm up for a repeat. I Kiss him very hard, letting him know my answer. This time, we make love slowly, experiencing something that I never had with anyone before him.

So? Thoughts?