Hi so here is another chapter, I apologise for the wait but I was busy with essays after essays and therefore couldn't update however I have another chapter...

As I mentioned i am writing this story as if Rachel, Paul, Jared graduated at the same time. Kim is about a year younger but she was in an advanced class and that's where she met Jared. It's a slight bending of the cannon but this whole story is mostly AU so...

Grammar and Punctuation are not my best shot so therefore there might be some mistakes.

Disclaimer-Nothing is mine

Please Read and Review and a big thank you to all of you who have read so far.

I will hopefully update as soon as i can.

I Would For You

Paul/Rachel Fanfiction. When Rachel Black left La Push nearly four years ago to go to college she was carrying a secret. When she returns to help pick up the pieces in the aftermath of her brother's disappearance she has no idea of what fate has in store for her and the effect it has on her life.

Chapter 2-I Could Never Love Like That.

Paul's Point of View

I had never seen the point of imprinting. Soulmates were an uncommon concept for me to wrap my head around. Ironic really, when I was as uncommon as you could get both wolf and human. There had never been any appeal for me, to find my 'chosen one' so to speak. Any hope for that was well and truly at the bottom of the pile of shit I had to worry about.

And yet…there had been someone once…someone…a girl…I had loved or believed myself to have loved. Like all things in my life it to had fallen to shit. There was nothing left for me to do but wallow in the sins of my past.

Now you may ask yourself why the hell I am being this harsh on myself. Good question. You see, I know what the pack see me as, they see me as a liability (which considering Jacob Black is part of the pack now I find hard to believe) I am the one that they think will lose his temper and end up killing someone. Funnily enough, I don't try to be like that. I do try to keep my temper under control despite all the odds and I think I've done a rather good job of it so far. Hell this week alone I haven't snapped at anyone (Leah included) so…

Anyhow I was following Sam up the stairs to Billy's place when it happened. Jacob was still on his little disappearing joint and Bella's wedding was just around the corner and Billy…well…we all worry sometimes. Especially after Harry Clearwater.

There was already someone in the house, whoever it was, was a woman. I only passed her a glance just in time to see dark curls falling down her back. She was in jeans and a worn jumper and her feet were bare against the wooden floorboards.

"Hey Billy" Sam said warmly clasping the old man's hand. He jerked his head in the kitchen obviously asking the silent question. Billy smiled "Rachel" he said warmly.

Rachel….Rachel…Rachel Black. Oh shit.

You see I know Rachel Black. Intimately.

That woman that I loved once? Yeah Rachel Black.

She had been the same age as me, smart, funny, pretty, she had kept herself to herself but her last name had managed to make her a loveable nerd. She had been the one girl back in High School that I had wanted more than anything else in the world and for one night nearly four years ago I had had her.

She still didn't look at me and for once I felt grateful. Our last meeting hadn't been my finest moment. That was an understatement.

It had been the night of the Prom only a few more days until Graduation. We'd been drinking, me, Jared, the rest of the boys. We had all ended up on First Beach. The aftermath of the party was filled with teenagers drinking, kicking off their shoes and running wild unable to comprehend that soon enough their high school lives were over.

Rachel Black was also there. She was still wearing her black prom dress. It was a simply sleeveless v neck that showed more cleavage than I think Billy knew about but she looked stunning. Her hair was in loose curls around her shoulders and she was staring out to the water a bottle of champagne held loosely between her hands.

"Hey" I said walking over to her trying to act cool. You see I had a thing for Rachel Black. She had been a nerd that had spent a lot of time in the library with her head burred in a book (so much so she had ended up gaining a scholarship to Washington State) but she still had a surname that commanded her a certain amount of respect in La Push. And even if I didn't like her simply because she was attractive, Rachel Black was actually a pretty sweet girl. She was polite and always nice and always smiled with her dimples on show. Rachel Black had been a guilty pleasure for me and I was more than happy (after liking her since I was thirteen) to try and get with her even if it was for once night.

"Hey" I said slipping into a stride next to her. I too was in my Prom tux and I to was barefoot my toes slipping on the sand. "Hey yourself" she said grinning. "Good night wasn't it?"

I nodded grinning. "All the better to see you with my dear" I said taking a swig of the champagne and turning around so I was walking backwards. She grinned her whole face lighting up. "You are funny you know" she said shaking her head. I grinned. Rachel Black thought I was funny.

She passed the champagne back to me taking a long gulp. She staggered falling against me and I reached out to grab her letting her fall against me. She giggled though weather it was down to the champagne, the fact that we were inches away from finishing High School or the fact that we were inches away from each other.

"You got an empty house tonight?" she said watching me with those dark eyes that I wanted to drown in. My crush on Rachel Black had never been anything but one-sided and therefore I hadn't held out hope but still…if I could have her for one night…

"Yeah" I said biting my lip and hating myself for how young I knew it would make me look.

Rachel giggled before falling back into my arms. God she smelled so good. Like a combination of vanilla body wash and coconut shampoo. Two distinct smells that were directly unique to Rachel Black.

"Good" she said grinning as we carried on walking back home to my house "God your hot" she whispered giggling again. I could feel myself blush. I didn't know if she was serious about my temperature (which had recently spiked) or if it was the drink talking.

My Dad had left when I was nearly three and my Mom…well my mom was about as useful as my Dad. She worked three jobs to support me and even then I knew she was only counting down the hours until I had enough money to leave home.

The house was deserted. I hadn't even shut the door before a still smiling Rachel shimmed herself out of her dress. I was either hallucinating or the luckiest man alive because she was wearing nothing but black panties under her dress. She was still watching me with that brazen look. Like she knew what she was asking for but she didn't care. I had always liked Rachel Black, and that night as she stood in front of me naked I realised that night that I loved her.

She was stood there her breasts right in front of me, her skin smooth and her hair falling in just the right places, wearing nothing but her heals and black panties and I couldn't help my draw dropping. This was the woman I had dreamed about on more than one occasion and I couldn't believe that this was happening.

And when I managed (not acting like a lovesick teenager thank you very much) to show her my bedroom (the champagne still on the side of the dresser draw) she went willingly enough. I spent the whole night with my mouth on her. Whether it be on her own or on her breasts, or in between her thighs there wasn't a part of her that I didn't touch with either hand or lips.

And Rachel had never been anything but loud and loving. She had grasped my hair and responded with such an intensity that even in my slightly drunken state I couldn't have imagined.

For one night she had been mine. For one night everything had been perfect. For one night I had had the girl of my dreams in bed with me and for the first time in more than one way I was happy.

Then the day afterwards it all fell to shit.

I had gone to grab some breakfast before school. Rachel was still curled up asleep in bed nothing but a sheet covering her and next to nothing left of the imagination.

I didn't understand what had happened. I still don't understand what happened. For one second I was watching a man walking with his little son toddling along. Like fathers and sons, fathers and their children enjoying life like nothing was wrong. It was everything I supposed I wanted and everything I had never had with my own father. And it made me so angry that I felt like I was having a heart attack.

Much more than that I don't remember. In fact all I remember was Sam Uley in my head explaining what was happening. By the time I was conscious it had been three days. Jared had put out word that I was on a three day bender. By the time I had managed to stagger home my Mom had still not come back from one of her jobs and Rachel Black had left.

That had been four years ago.

And now she was back. I could see the curls of black hair falling down her back before she turned. Her eyes caught me and I had a chance to see that they were still the same shade of chocolate brown before something inside of me shifted.

It was so gradual that I didn't even notice it. Imprinting could slam you in the fact like a train like it had done to Sam and Jared and Quill. Surprisingly it didn't do that to me. Rachel Black had been my whole world for a while now. Of course Destiny would screw us over by ensuring that I would get to spend eternity with my High School crush who had skipped town the first chance she got and would likely do so again.

She stared at me her eyes wide and so very, very brown before she shut them down right in front of me. In those three seconds that we caught eyes I knew that I would do anything for her. Be anything…

"Hey" I said even as Jared's eyes widened in a horrified realisation. Rachel turned around again and I got a look at her face. She still had the same clear complexion and her heart shaped face. Her eyes flashed again when they came to meet mine and for a second I could see something endless before it was masked by something hard and unforgiving. Rachel's eyes had always been her most expressive feature and they hadn't changed.

God a man could lose himself in those eyes.

She worked her jaw swallowing harshly before she looked back down nodding to herself before ducking back into the kitchen. Instantly I wanted to follow her. She was still like a drug. I never wanted to take my eyes of her.

"Oh for the love of God" came Billy's yell. I turned to see him looking at me with wide eyes that narrowed as he took in my expression. Rachel stuck her head round the door her hair falling over her shoulder. "What?" she asked shooting the three of us dark looks with those dark chocolate eyes. "Is it Jacob?"

"No" Sam said cutting across in his deep tone and Rachel's expression narrowed again. Oh shit, I forgot she had been Leah's friend (even when it'd been Leah and Rebecca for so long) and therefore she probably wasn't too impressed with the image of Sam.

"Right" she drawled again her eyes cutting across me tinged with something I wanted to identify with as interest but I wasn't so sure. She turned around and a made a half aborted step towards her desperate for those eyes to arrest me again. In unison Jared and Sam reached out to grab me and I couldn't shake me off. They dragged me from the house, from my imprint, from Rachel before I could move my locked muscles.

Once I transformed furious that those eyes weren't in sight I ran at Jared even as Sam's black wolf reached out with his teeth to stop him.

Embry transformed a second later from his own house. It only took a few seconds for Jared to catch him up as the four of us began struggling in earnest. I desperately wanted to transform back to human. To run back into the house and worship at Rachel Black's feet.

"Holy Shit" Embry said laughing hysterically even in wolf form.

"Boy even I know Rachel Black is too good for the likes of you"

I snarled snapping my teeth. Damned if I would ever admit that he was right.

Embry giggled again his wolf rolling over and laughing as if he found my pain and misery amusement.

There was a pause as we all listened to him laughing. Even Jared was struggling not to grin which I though cruelly unfair considering that Kim didn't speak to him for nearly two weeks when she found out that he was a wolf and when he had explained (brilliantly my ass) about imprinting.

"Not cool asshole" Jared growled back baring his teeth.

Embry muffled his sniggers. God was that little shit getting it when he imprinted.

"Enough" Sam said with the tone and expression of a man/wolf on the verge of having a migraine. He had a no nonsense tone when it came to us. Somehow I believed that Sam was very proud of it.

We ignored him. Unless it was an order we pretended to ignore him. It was a pack tradition.

"Thanks" Sam said rolling his wolf eyes.

Embry paused in his endless mocking before he broke out into giggles again his entire wolf's body shaking. "Wait till Jake hears about you imprinting on his sister"

Oh God. I was going to end up related to Jacob Black.

"You did WHAT?" came a yell in my head so strong that I nearly recoiled (emphasis on nearly)

Jacob Black had re-joined the pack.

These chapters will alternative POV between Rachel and Paul so the next chapter is Rachel's POV. Hopefully i will update as soon as possible now i am on a break.