Hi so here is another chapter. The last bit of this chapter is rated M, and the next chapter will follow on from this so will defiantly be rated M.

This chapter does contain stuff from the books which don't belong to me. By around Chapter 11 or 12 Shay will be introduced probably. The first half of this story was always supposed to be based on the relationship between Paul and Rachel.

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I Would For You

Paul/Rachel Fanfiction-When Rachel Black left La Push nearly four years ago to go to college she was carrying a secret. When she returns to pick up the pieces in the aftermath of her brother's disappearance she has no idea of what fate has in store for her and the effect it has on her life.

Chapter 6-Because

Paul's Point Of View

The events of the past hour seemed to slip into the system like a mind altering drug. Gone were the days were I in my foolish naïve existence had believed that the pack could exist in peace. Jacob Black ranked higher up in the Pack hierarchy than Sam Uley ever would but the two men had co-existed simply because that was the way the world worked. However in a split second that had changed.

I won't deny it, even for veteran pack members like me and Jared the urge to roll over and show our bellies in front of Ephraim Black's grandson was strong. Because regardless of where Sam would take the pack the end of the line was that the grandson of a Black was not meant to follow the grandson of a Uley.

And that created a different problem. Because in the space of twenty four hours a lot had changed. My future brother in law (fingers crossed) had defected from the Pack and took Seth with him. Regardless to what we all thought about Seth's pro-Cullen ways he was still a young member of the pack and he was still considered so much so a little brother.

Sam was still trembling with anger an hour later even as he went to see Jacob's father and explain. Jared went with him but Sam's alpha voice was still strong as he ordered me to talk Collin, Brady and Jackson home. Looking at them I could see why he instructed me to it. Collin was white faced, Brady was shaking and Jackson looked nothing short of terrified. No matter what had happened today they were still young and they had heard the full power of the alpha today. I dropped Collin of at his house to his mother who knew his secret (having seen him transform) she took Brady in as well muttering about two strong cups of tea.

That left me with Jackson.

His father was out but he looked so small and scared that I couldn't help myself. The bond that had sprung up between me and Jackson was one that had shocked not only the pack but also myself. I had never banked myself as the caring type but I had been first on the scene at his transformation and therefore had been the first one to see the panic first hand. Despite all the other transformations I had been in the background, watching Sam and once Jared calm the newer wolves into submission. I had never had to do it on my own like I had done with Jackson.

It created a bond with you and I could see why people like Jared and Quill had trouble defecting. I knew the inside of Sam's head and I knew his next step would be to bar Embry from going after Jake which would create no ends of tension between Embry and Sam.

So I took him home with me, tucked him up on my couch and got myself a beer, Sam didn't need us tonight not when everything was so new and fresh and confusing.

And then there was Rachel. Rachel who had no idea what the hell was happening because I had never told her. Rachel who would be so pissed with her brother that she would either march over to the Cullen's to confront them or she would be out the door so fast I couldn't stop her. And to think…this morning I had been considering asking Sam for a leave of absence to go to Hawaii with her. This morning when everything seemed so new and bright and untouchable.

Now everything had gone to shit again.

"I don't get it" Jackson said slowly once the effects of the alpha's voice had finally begun to leave his system. I sat down next to him on the couch. "What kiddo?" I said looking at him. He shrugged. "She's pregnant, it doesn't matter what it is at the moment it's an unborn baby…why does Sam wanna slaughter a pregnant woman and her family when the chances are she could end up giving birth to a totally normal baby?"

I shrugged. "I dunno" I said truthfully. Because I really didn't. On the one hand I could see Sam's perspective, but now I'd had the chance to calm down I could see where Jacob was coming from. Whatever small of a chance it was there was a chance this baby could be totally harmless. Then we would have started a war for nothing. Because there were more vampires invested in the fate of the Cullen's and I knew we couldn't take all of them on without sustaining heavy casualties and God only knows how many more wolves being caught in the crosshairs. Younger wolves than Jackson who had only just turned thirteen. Younger than Brady and Collin who were a year older.

Jesus, when I Paul Lahote am debating the slaughtering of the leeches then you should know that the situation is bad.

Whatever fragile ground however that had built up between me and my imprint was now forever shattered. And Rachel by her own admission had told me I was on borrowed time.

I wondered and not for the first time what it was that she was so desperate to return to in Hawaii. According to Jacob's thoughts she had never mentioned a boyfriend and even if she had one the Rachel Black I had once known would never string a boy like that. Whatever it was she didn't want me to know until I could obviously see it for my own eyes. And now thanks to a combination of Jacob, Sam and Bella Cullen that plan had gone spiralling down the drain.

I left Jackson asleep on the couch finished my beer and crawled upstairs into bed and a restless sleep.

The next morning the Pack received the news that Leah had defected.

Sam didn't speak to anyone for the rest of the day.

It was three days before I saw Rachel again. The Pack had officially disbanded for the night and Jared and Collin were the ones on Patrol. Having done the last night shift I was more than happy to see the inside of my house and my bed especially as it was beginning to rain.

And then it happened. Fate no matter how much she hated me decided to be kind to me and throw me a bone.

There was a knock on the door. I had just gotten changed into my old ass pair of bottoms that I slept in and I was not in the mood to be pulled out of my house and into the rain because Jacob and the Cullen's had decided to make a dick move.

I opened it fully prepared to yell only to see the last person I had ever expected to see on my doorstep.

It was Rachel.

She was shivering, her hair wet and her mascara smudged slightly. I stared. "What?" but before I could finish my sentence Rachel Black had entered my home clad only in her jeans and jumper and boots, still watching me with those brown eyes that could make any man fall to his knees. She kicked off her boots and socks so that her toes were sinking into my plush carpet.

I shut and locked the door as if I was dazed, trying to keep the rain out and her in. she turned and looked at me her eyes still blazing with that hard look different from the one that I had last seen when she was in my house.

"Don't talk" she said finally hooking her jumper over her head and letting it fall to the ground. And honestly in that second I couldn't speak even If I wanted to.

She was clad in a pink bra covered in black lace that seemed to enhance her breasts and lift them up. They seemed bigger slightly than I had last seen them but still…

"I…" If she kept going where I thought she was going we were going to have a problem real soon. Especially if she wanted to back out…my wolf was rolling over inside purring in delight as we were presented with our imprint in the flesh.

"Don't talk" she said finally her hand reaching behind her back to unclip her bra letting it drop to the floor.

And then her breasts were free. They were suddenly there in front of me. Large and beautiful and big enough for me to cup them in my hands nipples hard and a soft dark colour. And they were all for me.

"Fuck" I said in a voice I knew was slightly strangled. God I wanted to touch so badly…I wanted to fix my mouth on her skin and solder my hands to her skin bury myself in every inch of her and die a happy man. I had thought her beautiful before, but now…

Her body was curvier somehow. There was a softness around her hips and breasts and ass, but still Rachel had the same soft curves she'd had before.

I came closer, close enough to smell her skin. "Tell me to stop" I said urgently holding on to the last shreds of sanity I had left. God she had been naked about five seconds and I was already hard. Harder than I had ever been before in my life including that time at Prom. There was something to be said for werewolf stamina and our recovery period.

"No" she said finally looking up at me her eyes still hard and blazing. "No I won't"

And with a sense of finality in the air, my wolf roaring in triumph I allowed her to wrap both her arms around me and pull me down in a scorching kiss. Her skin was pressed up against my skin, my nerves on fire and with a grin that I knew was reflected throughout my whole body I picked her up by the waist wrapped both her legs around mine and carried her clumsily upwards to my bed, to my arms and (hopefully) into our future.

Yeah i made Paul more intelligent than the books did.

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