A/N: My birthday's today!Double upload and a new story! So…I'm back now. I have a lot of homework and barely having enough sleep because of my friends fueled my nightmares of being bullied, tortured and *cough* raped by Pokémon *cough* Anyhow, I still have to contribute to this story for the alternate ending for the sake of my brother and maybe GamerGirl. My brother also said that he won't be using as frequently as me though because he just doesn't want to do it a lot but just doing fanfiction for a person he wants to dedicate it to. Also, please look at my Facebook page in my profile and also my Youtube channel to hear a bit of update about what happened if I made loads of editing mistakes. If you know my stories you pretty much know that I put references to my stories. How about some Yandere Simulator, Mortal Kombat X. Warning: A bit of a cliff hanger in this one. By the way, censoring a bit of swearing just to make it as real as possible but still keeping it as K+ Anyhow, hope you enjoy.

Should I do it?

I should…

I shouldn't…

I should…

I can't!

I threw the knife out of the window, shattering the glass pane blocking it. I could hear pieces of glass falling to the concrete floor. Then a "Cling" and a spine chilling 5 second to realize what happened. My mother is going to kill me after this. I still have a long life ahead! Yet why did I felt scared to die? I just can't!

You know what, if my mother tried to kill or hit me, or the bullies tried to bully me, I swear to Dave I will shove a knife through my throat without hesitation, at least that's what I'm trying to do. I'll do whatever I can to get a quick, painless death.

I ran down the stairs as quiet as possible, trying to avoid my mother. I'm definitely spanked if she saw the shattered window in the road. I looked at the clock. 9 p.m. Looks like I have to go to sleep. I hyper through my house, hoping my mother would never see me. Even if she does, I'm on hyper so she can't catch me. As fast as my roots carried me, I ran towards the bedroom, tucked myself into bed, and prayed that my mother never saw me running or hear the sounds I made with the shattered glass and the kitchen knife.

I thought my mother never went up. But as I thought that my mother never noticed, I jinx myself as I hear a knob opening and a sunflower appeared out of the door. I tried to cover myself inside the bedsheet, hoping she never noticed me that I'm in bed. I could feel the bed sheets pulled out of my gripping pods and my mother with a little smile. Her eyes…for some reason…is not her normal average "I will kill you and f**k you up" kind of look but more of a sad and sorry look.

"Hey, we need to talk" She said.

Well then, here comes the 2 hours lecture of not killing yourself. Here goes in 3, 2, 1…

"I'm so sorry okay?"

Wait is that what she said?

"Can't believe it right?"

"I…Is this…" I was speechless as hell. (Watch your language…you…whatever your name is)

"Look, what I've done was not what I suppose to do. I always go for a strict way to teach my kids but never listened to my parents that I should also be gentle to them as well. You aren't spanking resisting robots to begin with"

That made me giggle a bit inside.

"But I didn't care. I thought by being harsh on you and your sister would make things better. But turns out it ended up killing your sister and you almost committing suicide. I was just a sunflower who barely keeps her job as a banker accountant in the middle of this world named Suburbia. I just don't know what to expect when I saw the shattered glass and the kitchen knife. I knew you tried to commit suicide and personally, I would do the same thing like you, except it was like 30 years ago"

My mother tried to commit suicide as well? Why…what?

"Also, did you realize this would happen?"

I silenced for a moment until I answered.

"No…I didn't know you changed that fa..."

She put a leaf to my mouth, a signal of silence my father always did in my family, specifically me, before he died. I gave a way a little smile inside.

"I know it's hard for you to accept this request. I just hope you would and I won't hate you if you don't accept it. But will you forgive me?"

I shook for a second. Should I after all those years?

"I…guess I will…Because I thought you were just a monster this whole time, not knowing that you are also just wanting to help me, just not knowing how though. I just want you to stop trying to almost murder me most of the time"

She smiled at and kissed me on the cheeks.

"I'll try my best then. Thanks for the wakeup call then"

She looked away and then back at me. I could feel her relief as she stood up and walked away, her leaves touching the front of her stem. The sound of a knob and I'm alone again with a nightlight as the only light source. I thought to myself what had gone onto her head after I threw the knife? Before I could grab an answer my eyes felt heavy and I fell asleep, hoping what my mother said wasn't a lie.

A/N: Quick shoutout to EMH for asking me to be his beta-reader…again. Never gave the guy a shoutout yet and thanks for helping me realize that maybe Fimfiction is the reason that destroyed my MLP interest. Also thanks to gamerman246 for a favorite and Lilypad2002, Zhengofett, and Guest, for the review in Green Flare's Night, and gatamoon124 for the alert on the PIG, the cowards, and the identity hider.

*the next morning*

I woke up with an ached head and my brain feeling like it's going to freeze. (who knows that Ice Peashooter could have a brain freeze [:) Picking my body up, I went to my mother who is preparing for me breakfast. She was way nicer than most of the day. I packed my bags after breakfast and then hyper myself to school. As long as I don't get bullied, I think this is the best day of my life!

But then, that's where I'm wrong.

As I walked into class, there were bullies, a sunflower and a cactus, waiting for me near the door of my classroom. I tried to turn around to fool them, only to be blocked by more bullies, a bonk-choy, citron, and 2 roses, one of them being toxic.

"Hey Noob, how's your style? Getting wrecked on your life?" the citron asked in a teasing tone.

Well I have to report this.

"We…I mean…I am going to report this! You hear me!"

Great I screwed myself up! The sunflower slapped me to the ground, making me bleed on the floor

"We?" Toxic the toxic Rose giggled, "Is your mother joining us?"

"Well your mother could join you…in the detention room!"

This is not me who's talking. Trust me, my voice isn't that low. I turned around to see a berry peashooter behind the crowd of bullies (Please bring the Berry Shooter back to GW2! I know it's only promotion but please it's so op and good even with the huge nerf)

"Get off of her you perverted a**!" He yelled.

The bullies looked at him for a minute and then ran off to class. But then for some reason, I can't see anymore because the blood started to reach my right eye. I groaned in pain as it felt bitter in my eye. The Berry Peashooter ran to me with fear.

"Are you ok?" He blustered.

In a sarcastic tone, I answered. "Well I have blood falling from my forehead and my eye is kind of blind right now. I am definitely fine"

"We've got to get you to the nurse's office quickly then"

And then, my other eye was covered in blood, blinding me completely. After twists and turns, the smell of a hospital, and some wipes on and around my eyes, I have found myself in the nurse's office. I could see a sunflower smiling at me and a Berry Peashooter with a worried look.

"Are you alright?"

I guess I am, as a matter of fact. Thanks for saving me back there"
"You're welcome. Come on, let's get back to class" He smiled

As we walked through the classrooms, I get to know who he was a bit more. And for once, in my life, someone excluding my family, said my real name.

"Well, I better be going now. Oh wait, can I do something first?" He said. Then out of the blue, he did something I never expected! He kissed me! Not just on the cheeks like my parents do. He gave me a lip-lock! His kiss was magical to me and he tasted like berries (obviously) After I broke it, he smiled at me and started to blush. And for the first time, I smiled and blushed! I smiled…and blushed…in front of him!

"Look, I had a crush on you for so long. But I never knew why I never asked. So I guess that would help me get my mind off, okay?"

"I…Thanks a lot still. I…still feel weird after the kiss though"

He kissed me in the cheek again, making me blush even harder. Stop blushing! I thought to myself.

"I think that solves everything" He smiled and wandered off to his class.

For as long as I can remember, I never felt any feelings or even showing them outside. I pretend to be as normal as possible but on the inside, I felt nothing. I am nothing. But it's normal for me for those who think it's bad. I know I'm broken and I'm almost impossible to repair, but I never cared. I always wanted to commit suicide, and that's all I want. But then my feelings were there, and appeared in front of him: the Berry Peashooter that kissed me, that for the first time, made me feel love, made me feel...a bit embarassed. He saved my soul!

What am I even thinking? I walked back to class. Best day of my life I thought

A/N: Hope you guys enjoyed. The reason I was so inactive is the fact I have (if GamerGirl you could explain this because I think Canadians have this type of program as well although you might not know since you are like a year less than me) IB tests to raise my chances to get those scholarships classes next year if you get what I mean. Anyways hope you have a wonderful rest of your day. *cough* definitely not from ArraySeven *cough*