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Chapter 17 - Recalling

Envy fell forward onto the bed, pinning Edward below him. He placed his hands on Edward's hips and slid him up to the middle of the bed.

A blush had permanently painted itself on Edward's face, he had never really got this kind of attention that he could remember anyway. On one side of the bed stood a small table, it was a dark wood colour and on it was a beautiful vase that Edward was staring at, he refused to look at the guy that seemed to be crawling over the top of him.

Envy crouched on all fours, with his arms and legs on either side of Edward trapping him, he slowly crawled up the bed. His long green hair falling on the sides of Envy's face, his purple eyes watched Edward's body shudder at the feeling of his hair running up his body. He shifted his weight on one arm and with a finger he turned Edward's face so he was looking at Envy rather than the vase next to them.

Edward, however, shifted his eyes to anywhere else in the room.

"Edward." Envy muttered softly, almost desperately.

Edward's eyes widened and shot to Envy's face. His face was cast in shadow but a ray of light from the deck outside bounced off the back of his head making him look god-like in Edward's eyes. He raised his hand and gently ran a finger up along his jaw.

"Envy." He smiled curling his hand round the back of his neck.

"You have no idea how much I have missed you, Edward." Envy dropped, laying on top of Edward.

Flashback

For the last hour Envy had been watching Edward sleep. He was even more gorgeous, the shade shielded him from damaging his perfect skin but tiny rays from the sun shone through the gaps the leaves made at the branches of the tree. The rays highlighted Edward's features and make them even more appealing to the green haired pervert.

When Envy had arrived at their meeting spot an hour ago Edward had already perched himself into a comfortable position at the roots of the tree. Seeing him in a peaceful sleep Envy didn't have the heart to wake him.

The place was simply breath taking especially in spring. Beautiful green mountains lined the horizon but they weren't that far away though, there was a small area of just grass that many trees circled around and also there were many flowers that covered patches of the ground. It was his and Edward's special little place that no one else knew of. They had first found it by chance and t was the place both of them had revealed to each other their feelings.

Edward stirred, turning his head to the side where Envy was sitting. He reached out his hands and laid them over Envy's legs, Edward let his head fall into his lap and snuggled into him.

Envy ran his fingers through Edward's messy golden hair, twisting a lock around his finger thinking how he could explain to Edward.

Edward's eyes fluttered open and he turned his head so he was looking at Envy and smiled.

Envy bent his head down. Edward raised his head up, and they met face to face in the middle their lips brushing against each other but Edward was quicker than Envy and locked his lips to Envy's, sucking on his bottom lip.

Envy wrapped his hand around the back of Edward's neck and moved his body until he was sitting in his lap for a bit it was a battle between the two of them, of dominance.

Edward had Envy pinned right up against the tree, his chest pressing up against Envy's as close as humanly possible. One of his hands place on Envy's hip, the other ran up and down along his neck.

Envy let himself be swept away by Edward but his pride always got the best of him. Envy tucked his legs around Edward's, breaking his lips away from the golden haired boy in one quick swift move he now had Edward pinned to the ground beneath him.

Edward laughed and stretched his arms out straight, one of his hands brushing against the base of the tree.

"Edo." Envy started, his voice clouded in lust.

Edward blinked, he could tell when Envy had something important to say. He kept his mouth shut but nodded at Envy that he had his undivided attention.

"I have told you before that I like you but you know my history of being in relationships." Envy's face dropped a bit.

The thought had entered his mind before but he didn't want to dwell on it, he had always liked Envy and knew him better than anyone else that had bothered to stick by him. Edward admitted to himself that he was in fact scared that Envy would lose interest in him but somewhere in his mind he knew Envy liked him just as much.

"As you know, Edo, I've never had a committed relationship before but you are the first person in my life that knows me better than I even probably know myself." He cupped his hand on Edward's cheek stroking his thumb on his cheek.

"Well you see what I feel for you is something completely different, my heart would ache if I lost you, you make me feel like I'm actually worth something." Envy blurted out "I can't lose you Edward Elric. I love you, you are the only person that I need in my life."

Edward smiled not even a hint of surprise showed on his face "I know."

End of Flashback

Edward's eyes refocused on the room, he put both his good hand and gloved metal hand on the arm rests of the chair he was in, and pushed himself up onto his feet.

Envy had been sitting on the bed, wondering what he had seen but jumped off the bed when he saw the slightest movement in Edward. "Edo, are you ok?"

"I love Envy." Edward whispered but loud enough for Envy to hear.

"Edo?" Envy questioned.

Edward smiled, reaching all the way up to his ears. "Envy, I loved you so much."

Envy froze his face paled at the past tense he had used. "What did you see?"

"We were at an extremely important place to the both of us and you told me just how much I meant to you but I wasn't very surprised to hear you say that, I had figured it out even though I was scared that you had lost interest in me." Edward felt very happy "that makes no sense." He laughed.

Envy stayed frozen in his place, not knowing what to say or if Edward even felt the same now.

Edward abruptly stopped laughing remembering something Envy had said in the memory. "Envy, you did lose me." He looked at Envy, eyes wide and pale face. He rushed to Envy and shook him "Envy, snap out of it."

Envy's eyes snapped back into reality "Yea I guess I did lose you Edo." A hard expression masked his face tuning his back to Edward.

At that moment a lot of memories exploded in Edward's mind, images of him and Envy together laughing, fighting, playing with each other entered his mind. His life with Envy flashed before his eyes, then images of him alone and empty. One that seemed to really stick out to him was of him crying but it wasn't a pity cry of losing something, it was a heart wrenching cry his expression showed something had been ripped out of him.

Tear s leaked out of Edward's eyes, they didn't go unnoticed. Envy grabbed both his shoulders in his hands staring at his face, his eyes were flicking all over the place.

"What's wrong Edo?"

"Just before I had lost my memory, I had a hard time excepting that you were gone." The tears came out faster and his face slowly showed that of pain. "Even when I didn't have a memory of my life, I was a lifeless shell in the shape of a human body. Being here in the company of you and the rest I have felt alive."

Envy dropped his hands from Edward's shoulders, "You mean you just saw...."

Edward nodded "The me you remember and loved maybe gone but could you grow to love the new me just as much."

Envy smiled a wide crazy smile, "Edo you still...."

Edward nodded again "I think the love I felt for you never left."

Envy leapt at Edward and crushed him into his arms, "I am NEVER letting you out of my sight again."

Edward laughed, for the first time in over a year he felt complete. This crazy moron was and still is his whole world.

Envy pulled Edward in the direction of the bed, he sat on the corner dragging Edward to stand in between his legs, he ran his hands under and up Edward's naked chest taking his shirt up as well. Envy grabbed Edward's arms and held them both up in one of his hands, with the other he managed to rid Edward of his shirt.

A blush rose to Edward's cheeks and he turned his head to the side shivering because of Envy's cold hands touching his sensitive skin.

"Like I said before O'Chibi-san you are not getting away from me tonight, even after your confession it made me want you even more." Envy seductively licked along Edward's stomach. He hooked his arm behind Edward's neck and pulled him down. He stole Edward's lips and laid down on the bed, he licked along Edward's bottom lip.

Edward laid on top of Envy he moved both his arms on either side of Envy leaning on his elbows , kissing the guy beneath him back.

"You never told me about your accident." Envy muttered against Edward's lips tracing a finger between the flesh of Edward's shoulder and the metallic limb attached to it.

Edward played with the skort Envy wore with his flesh hand "We'll leave that story to another time." He yanked off Envy's skort.

Envy smirked and kissed all over Edward's neck while he undid his tight leather pants with one hand and rolled them off. He ran his hands back up the back of Edward's legs and grabbed his arse forcing it down against himself. He rubbed himself against Edward's groin.

Edward dropped his head and closed his eyes.

Envy craned his neck in an odd angle and softly touched his lips to Edward's, his hair sticking out in all directions. "You, Edo, are mine." A strong sense of possessiveness in his voice.

Edward averted his eyes from Envy's, a small smile appearing on the side of his lips. He felt very happy because the one person he had lost both physically and mentally was in his life again.