Title: Whom shall I choose?

Summary: When things got dead wrong…destiny started to change….And if you had forgotten your memories of the past…Will you still be able to remember how to care…and to love? Based on BBI game Pride!Ed. None YAOI! Just a brotherly love from Envy…Hope you enjoy my 1st FMAFanFic!

Disclaimer Notice! I do not own any of the FMA things…and the BBI things too…None of them are my property….Hope they are… :'(

Author's Note! To the Guests who reviewed (Penny and Lisa), thanks! And to MissMaraudersMap! Thanks, thanks, thank you! And to all of the readers…please review! ^_^

Chapter Four….

Why did I became the 'envious' one? Why am I so envious? Why do I hate this world? Why do I hate him?

"Darn it!" Envy said as he woke up.

Why these thoughts do bother me?! Curse them!

He kept scratching his head hoping that these thoughts will fade away. "Urgh! Stop it!" he said in annoyance. Suddenly, he bumped into something….or someone.

"Envy, Father wants to see us….." Ed said, looking at him with emotionless eyes. "No-now?" Envy asked in confirmation.

Of course!? When do you want? Tomorrow? Maybe later!

"Urgh! Curse this freaking mind!" he yelled. "Yes….now…." Ed answered. "Ok….I understand….." Envy replied. They went to Father's room. "Envy…Pride….I have another mission for both of you…." He said. "What is it?" Envy asked.

Another mission means another fun…another fun means another death…another death means another lost life….another lost life means despair…..for those whom he left….behind…

"What the-! What the hell is wrong with me?!" Envy unconsciously raised his voice. "Envy….?" Father asked. "I-I'm sorry….please continue…." Envy apologized.

Curse this mind!

On the outskirts of Central…..In the forest….

"So there's a cabin near here? Right?" Envy (who was changed into a fifteen year old boy with black hair and golden eyes) asked his companion. "Yes…..according to Father….." Ed replied. "Fine…." Envy replied with a sighed.

Suddenly, he could feel various eyes staring at them, watching their every move. "Well, it looks like we had entered their territory…." He said with a smirk. "Finally…"

A gun was pointed in Envy's head. "Who are you?" the man asked. Envy gazed around and found Ed with a pointed gun in his head too. "Remove your hood!" the man pointing the gun on Ed ordered. "Forgive us officer, but we can't….." he replied. On cue, both of them attacked the man. The fight was not that hard, for them. Now, both men lay helpless on the ground. Envy picked the gun and fired the bullet in their chests. "Two down…..I wonder how many people can we killed next…..?" Envy said, jokingly.

Moments later, they had finally reached their destination. "At last….the Cabin!" Envy exclaimed.

Great….more killing….

Envy halted. "What the heck is wrong with me?!" he yelled. "Ni-….Envy! Is there something wrong?" Ed asked. Envy stared at him.

What are you about to call me?

"Nothing…!" Envy yelled. His face became serious. "Let's get going….." he added. Ed glanced at him for the last time, and then continued walking. Envy opened the door, the room was full with silence.

They searched everywhere, but…..

"I don't think they…..are…..here" Ed said. "Me neither…." Envy kept searching. He found a strange piece of paper scattered on the floor. He picked it up and read. "Hmmm….a ticket to….the south….." he said. "So, they had escaped…." Ed said in a low voice. "Indeed….We should've been careful…But anyway, it's a great thing….we may meet them there…." Envy replied with a huge grin. "And who's them exactly?" Ed asked. Envy smiled at him in reply. "Someone…."

South of Ametris

"Sig! There's a customer looking for you…..!" Izumi's voice echoed across the house. Sig immediately opened the door to their shop. "What is it-!" before he could finish, a knife was thrown at his side. "And he's a woman…" Izumi said with flaming. Sig gulped. "Is she old…..?" he asked. Izumi shook her head. "She's young…." She replied.

Sig wanted to clarify things. "Izumi, you know you're the only one for me….Don't get jealous over some imaginary things!" Sig said. But, does Izumi believed her? Izumi turned her head. "I'm going for a walk…" Izumi said. But before she opened the door, she turned back to Sig with furious eyes. "But…..I'll keep watching you're every move…."

"Don't bother….." Sig replied.

But, Izumi doesn't listen and just walked out of the house. She closed the door real hard that some plates fell down on the floor. "What a pain….." Sig said with a sighed.

On a narrow road…..in between buildings

Envy and Ed walked in silence. Then suddenly, two long sharp pointy thing that look like a knife struck the ground just a few inches from Envy. Envy looked up. "Afternoon…..Lust…"

They sharp thing retreated and a slim lady jumped from the roof and stood before them, behind her was chubby boy with his finger stuck in his mouth.

(Author's Note! I don't think I had described them….properly….Sorry….)

"Lust….Gluttony…." Envy greeted them. Lust pointed her sharp finger at Envy. "What are you doing here? In my territory?" Lust asked. Envy changed to his original form. "Just visiting…." He said with a smile. "Visiting?" Lust was not satisfied with his answer. Envy grinned. "You see…..our target escaped from our sight…..and we think he went here…." Envy added. "Here? What make you so sure?" Lust asked. "Well, we found a ticket…a ticket to the south" Ed said.

Lust looked at him. She kneeled a little and stared at the golden eyes of Ed. "Pride…."she said. She smiled and stood up again. "Well, what does he looked like?" Lust asked. "Does he looked like a man wearing a military uniform with a short black beard?" Gluttony asked. Envy nodded.

"Gluttony already ate him….." Lust said. "Poor fellow…." She added, and smirked. Envy hated it when he doesn't get to be the killer.

"Hold! You four!" A man's voice interrupted their conversation. "Oh look a hero…" Lust said with a smirk. "Don't get in my way, Lust…..This time….I'll have my fun…." Envy said. "Whatever you wanted….." Lust said and jumped to the rooftop along with Gluttony. The man was gesturing something at them. Ed turned his head.

It wasn't for us…..

Instantly a stone hand dashed at them. "Nii-san look out!" Ed yelled and pushed Envy away, thus engulfing all the attack.

What did he call me? Did he just call me….

Envy was lost in his thoughts.

But, how could I accept such things! He's the person I hated the most!

The man pointed the gun at Envy and the other alchemist prepared to attack as well. "What a pain…."

Why did I became the 'envious' one? Why am I so envious? Why do I hate this world? Why do I loathe all the people? Why do I hate him?

"Envy!" Lust yelled. She appeared from behind the alchemist and sliced the man's throat killing him. The man in front of Envy yelled, "What the! How dare you!" he fired three bullets on Envy and two to Lust. She dodged the two bullets and was about to attack the man when she saw Envy woke from his confused thoughts.

Now, I remember….

Envy charged towards the man and changed his arm into a sword-like thing. He placed a hole on the man's chest, giving him a quick and painful death. "Am I the only own getting the idea that you own me…."Lust said, jokingly. But, Envy's thoughts was focused into something. Electrical red lights emits from his hand and immediately it was turned into normal. He turned around and went to spot where Ed took the blow.

He was about to smash the big fist-like stone when electrical blue lights covered it. And in an instant, it was blown into tiny pieces. Ed shook his head.

I remember now…the main reason of the loathe feeling I had for him…..

Envy stared at him for a second.

But…how…..did I forget about…that easily…

He pulled Ed in a tight embrace. "I'm glad…..that you're….fine…." he said in a whisper. Ed smiled. "Thank you….."

Envy helped Ed stood up. "Let's go then….." he said. Ed just smiled in return.

Izumi was walking or should I say wandering to the streets when she noticed someone very familiar from a far. She walked closer to the figure and saw a glimpse of his face.

"Is….that…"

"TEACHER!" He heard Al's voice from the other side of the road. She dodged the thought and turned her head. "Hey! Alphonse….Winry!" she said with the most cheerful voice she could manage.

I hope I'm not wrong…..

Under the Central…..

"Envy…about that….." Ed voice was low and soft. Envy halted from his walk and turned. "About what?" he said annoyed. "About…me…calling you with an odd name…You know….." Ed said. He bowed.

Envy walked towards him, they we're now inches apart. He bowed and embraced him, tightly. "Silly Pride, you can call me whatever you want…!" Envy said with a cheerful voice. Ed looked up, happiness within his eyes. "Nii-san!" he said, full of delightment.

Now…..I remember…..The reason I had loathe him ever since…..because of the good things he had….I'm the envious one…So….I'm envious of the things he possess on which I do not…The things….so precious…He had….a friends…..who he can rely on…..Family that cared for him….so much!...A father….a loving mother…..a someone who always stays by his side…a brother….

But…..

Not anymore….

Lust and Gluttony opened the door. "What is it?" Father asked. "I just want to tell you something important…" Lust said. Father, somehow got interested. He stood up from his throne and walk closer to Lust. "About what…." Lust smiled.

"About the relationship going between your two favorite homunculi…"

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Author's Note! I really hope my readers would love this chapter! And forgive for ever making mistakes with describing the characters or the events happening. The beginning of the brotherly love! Yay!

Next Chapter! Envy's way of expressing anger to those who wants them…..to be continued! Stay tuned! And remember, READ AND REVIEW! Even for the guest…..^_^