Title: Whom shall I choose?
Summary: When things got dead wrong…destiny started to change….And if you had forgotten your memories of the past…Will you still be able to remember how to care…and to love? Based on BBI game Pride!Ed. None YAOI! Just a brotherly love from Envy…Hope you enjoy my 1st FMAFanFic!
Disclaimer Notice! I do not own any of the FMA things…and the BBI things too…None of them are my property….Hope they are… :'(
Author's Note! Now, this is the real chapter!
Chapter Nine…
~ Alphonse's Point of View ~
He had said the words I wanted to hear. And by this, I didn't even realize that I had already dropped the dagger, my defense against him. But, why do I need to do so? He IS my brother….
He is my NII-SAN…..
But, what if it's a fraud? A lie? What if he's lying? I shrugged off all these thoughts. It doesn't matter! He's my nii-san and he said it himself. I stared at him….
And I swear….
I had seen a glimpse of his vigorous eyes…..
Those eyes that are full of hope…..
I realize that my eyes became teary. I blinked to try to stop the tears from falling. I sniffed, while still trying my best to hold on to these tears. I glanced again at him. He looks exactly like him.
His presence…..
Their presence…
There were exactly the same….
He can't stop his feelings anymore, his emotions were eager to be released. He felt the burden through his heart. And alas, he can't contain it anymore.
He hugged him close and let his emotions went on rampage. He rested his head above his shoulders and let his tears streamed down from his eyes.
He had cried on his shoulders…
I wonder how he would feel about it…..?
But, only a few seconds had passed when he felt his body shivered a little. He looked up to see what had caused this.
What he saw surprised him even more…
~ Pride's Point Of View ~
After I had said that word, I felt really odd, stranger than what I had felt before. It was like, this scenery, this thing, this event, this feeling, it all felt like it had somehow happened before. I didn't know when, where, who, I don't know for sure. But, there was one thing I'm certain of. Yeah, from the feelings I got from it, I could concur that this was…
A déjà vu….
That this feeling I had….
It was very nostalgic…..
Very…
~ Normal Point Of View ~
He was still lost and confused with his thoughts when suddenly, something caught his whole attention. A very immense feeling struck him. It was like someone is passing his way through him.
In his mind, he saw himself alone, standing in the middle of an abyss, in the middle of nothingness. Darkness, yes it was very dark, it surrounds him, it envelopes him, it trapped him. Just him, only him, no one else. It was just him, together with the whole dark surrounding.
When all of a sudden, he saw a figure walking towards him. Was it really walking to him? Or was it just his mind playing tricks on him?
He waited for a minute to see, and clarify.
The figure had not stopped itself from walking. It was indeed, walking to his direction. His eyes widened. "Who could it be?" He asked as his curiosity aroused.
He clenched his fist and took a deep breath, before starting off for a quest, if you put it that way. He walked towards the said figure.
It looked like it was very far that even though his running with all his might, he still can't reach him! "What the heck-!" he could only mutter while catching his breath.
When all of a sudden…..
He halted from his tracks. His whole body suddenly trembled. Why? Why did it suddenly? He then heard voices, echoing through the nothingness.
"No! Certainly not! I cannot accept this!"
It sounded angry, frustrated maybe? After some seconds, it continued again. Now, with a louder voice.
"No! I couldn't! I shouldn't be on this state! I shouldn't be-!"
The voice was cut off, for reasons he, himself didn't know. But, there's one thing he's certain off. Yes, it was yelling. Yelling at him…or maybe to someone else.
He thought that it would be the last he'd heard again. He sighed and started to relax. He was about to continue his so-called path when another booming voice halts him, again.
"Stop! Stop you!"
Was it yelling at him? Is it stopping him from walking further? Why?
His mind was filled with curiosity; moreover, it was also filled with mixed emotions. He was getting so suspicious about this things. He was getting more curious. He wanted answers! Not just stupid plain old questions! He wanted to shout back at the voice and asked what the heck it is talking about. But, there was something stopping him from doing so.
Be careful…
Curiosity kills the cat….
Do you want to become the cat?
He felt a presence behind him. He turned his gaze around to see who it was.
He should've followed the advice. I should have…..
Because the moment his eyes rested upon the being.
He had seen his greatest nightmare…
"Hello Pride…"
~…~
He blinked for a moment. "What the heck happened? Was that just a-"his mumbling was cut off when he noticed a body gently pressed against his. A breath, he can feel someone's breath on his shoulders. Who was it?
He didn't know. Nonetheless, he wanted to find out.
But, there was something else that bothers him. He blinked again. Cho-chotto….(Wa-wait).
Was this a?
He tried to think about what this thing may be. When an idea came up in his mind, he gapped in awe. He tried to scan it again.
It was a substance made of water…
Water?
No, I can't be!
I must not be!
His mind was filled with doubts and questions, yet again!
Tears? Is this a tear?
He gently touched his cheeks. It was slightly cold, and the track of a tear can still be felt. He followed this wet things. Yes, it had leaded him in his eyes. So, it was true….
That this tear…
Was indeed from him…..
His tears….
He had shed one….
Finally?
Author's Note! Stay Tuned Minna! (*Minna means everyone)