Well now that that's over with I wonder what's next? Oh and if Kyonko said she didn't believe in God, wouldn't that make her an atheist? Well this isn't really important so let's go on....if you want I guess 'cause you could stop reading right now and maybe do something more important. Okay then if anyone is reading let's begin well maybe....

I'm so tired....

Chapter 2

Finally taking note of the fact that he was touching me, I said: "Stop squeezing my butt!" He instantly removed his hands, and I pushed myself off the floor. After a second or two, he did the same.

I really wonder how things work out sometimes, but I will not even bother. You'd think something as boring this wouldn't' even be read by anyone. Oh well...

Before I had the chance to talk, my father walked back down the stairs. Unlike the many other mornings I hadn't been woken up by my brother, which seemed very strange to me. Well at least I didn't get jumped on like the countless other mornings. I really want to get some more sleep right now....eh....

Kyon didn't speak of the ass grabbing incident, and that was fine. Let's simply say it never happened since that solves everything! I feign ignorance to the many mistakes I've already made..... I sort of wonder what going on in his head right now. Is he fretting over what he did? Or is he going to simply feign ignorance. Ignorance is bliss I guess, although sometimes it leads to more trouble, which is troubling, but when that trouble arrives you feign ignorance again. What court summons? Something along those lines since it's never happened to me....

Many things haven't happened to me for that matter, even though I have so much time I don't use it wisely.

It makes one think why would someone feign ignorance if it only leads to escalating problems. But hey this doesn't seem like it could escalate.

Without even saying anything, Kyon started walking and I quickly followed him. Well it was obvious where he was heading, however, I followed.

"You know where I'm headed to, stop following," Kyon muttered.

"But I'm a lady, and as they say, ladies first," I said matter of factly.

"Well you can't say that yourself, I'm supposed to utter that phrase."

"No, no, you can't decide that now."

"It was decided long ago."

We were nearing the bathroom, I could've ran in first, but I'm too lazy for that much exertion in the morning.

"Hurry up then."

And with that I entered the restroom. I won't say what I did as that's private. Although it's not very exciting anyway, which makes me think, you'd only be bored.

After exiting the restroom he went in, and I went to my room where I was planning to change into my uniform; I have to say why a sailor suit? I'd much rather wear a business suit or blazer. Tying the ribbon is such an annoyance too.

Anyway I started undressing, I was wearing my pajamas since what else would I wear to sleep? A T-shirt? That'd be weird in my opinion, not anyone else's though.

So I pulled the top of my pajamas off, and threw it on the floor for now. Then I tugged on my pants and let them slide to the floor.

My figure isn't that great, my breasts are small still I do wear a bra. I'm skinny, which is good, and my legs are fine as well as my hips. So I guess I look okay, the only reason guys probably don't talk with me is because of Haruki. Eh...I guess that's good and bad.

It's good because this way I don't get bothered much, and it's bad because they don't talk to me! That pretty much sums it up. No need to waste words like I'm doing now.

Even though I think I look fine, I really have to say, why can't I at least have average breasts? Am I not worthy of them?

I walked to where my uniform was hanging, but before I could get to it and change into it I was stopped as the sound of the door opening reached my ears. I instantly turned my head to see who it was. I'm such an idiot why did I leave the door unlocked? Why couldn't I be sensible enough to know that after he was done in the bathroom he'd come to the room? Where else would he go? I know me, I change after I'm done in the bathroom...nothing is new there.

Although couldn't he knock? Well I wouldn't so that makes sense....

Our eyes met then his eyes took in what was occurring. His line of vision went down then up taking in the scene of me standing in a bra and panties. My face was flush from embarrassment even though it was me, but before I could utter a word or scream he hurriedly closed the door with him out of the room.

With that experience from now on, I'll lock the door. I wouldn't want to arouse myself.....although ….never mind.

We've already kissed, he's touched me and now he's seen me partially naked. What's next, fully naked or something else.....

But imagine if I did end up with myself. We'd be able to agree on things and the relationship would be a true one held together by love, not one where someone is only in it for money or something similar. People like that shouldn't enter into a relationship, all they're doing is hurting someone else, and if they need the money then they really aren't doing anything for themselves, so maybe they should find a job! If they can't; I'd feel empathy for them then, but still they should stop. Do we not have morals anymore? They may think they're above a bum but there not. They're worse, they're filthy leeches that need to be discarded before they make their host sick and then the host can't even provide for himself or herself! Women who have children for the mere money deserve to die, It may sound harsh but I don't care. If they have children, they'll only be the same way too! So what's the point of the passing on the blood, creating more leeching people? Yes, some people won't be the same way as their parents but most will. What's worse, sometimes the mother doesn't provide for the children with the money she's given. She uses it on herself, how messed up is that? It pisses me off like countless other things I'd rather not think about but I will! Although men who aren't smart enough to see the real ambitions of women are stupid too! Oh yeah she has three kids, oh and did I mention they're all from different fathers? Yeah even then, the man gets together with her, and she doesn't work then they break up as expected. Maybe a few relationships like this have worked out, but still maybe she needs the money. It's really funny how arranged marriages last longer than those that are not. Does the feeling of love really exist anymore? Or have we all gone cold hearted? Maybe we were that way to start with! Love is a dangerous territory, you may end up with nothing, or you may end up with everything. I just don't know how other people think; it'll be that way forever, but here I can somewhat know. I can analyze his actions at least.

I truly want that, but yet it's me....and will I have to fix this? I really don't want to; I won't. Hopefully he thinks the same way but he may not. For all I know maybe unlike me, he like this "God."

Chapter 2—End

A.N.

I'm taking down my useless rambles from the prologue and the first chapter.

Chapter confusion fixed.