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Pansy POV

"Draco, wait up." I call, trying to catch up to the blonde.

"Leave me alone Pansy." He shouts back.

"What about Potter? He has been nothing but supportive and caring. How can you blow him off like that?" He ignores me and steps through the portrait hole. "Don't you dare ignore me, Mister Draco Malfoy!" I warn, as I follow him through the common room to his dorm. He opens his door and stops. "Stop being such a prat."

"Shut up would you." He snaps, is gaze not shifting for a second.

I follow his gaze into his room. "What the hell happened?" I ask, continuing to look around the room. His clothes are all over the floor, there is toilet paper all over his bed post, a dildo on his bed with a piece of parchment attached and the word 'Psycho' written in lipstick on the bathroom mirror.

Once again Draco ignores me and walks over to the bed. He picks up the parchment and reads it. "What does it say?" I carefully ask.

"For the queer." He answers. "I'm am going to kill that fucking Zabini."

"How do you know it was Blaise?"

"Because I know his handwriting." He storms back out of the room.

"Don't do anything stupid." I say, walking behind him.

"I'm not. I am just simply going to punch his lights out."

I try to grab his arm to stop him, but he pulls away and goes for the common room.

"Malfoy." Blaise sniggers, seeing the furious look on Draco's face. "Like the new make over in your dorm. I'd say it's an improvement."

"Yeah, well I'm about to improve your face, Zabini." The blonde responds, launching for Blaise. He punches the dark boys face, knocking him to the floor. He then climbs on top of him and throws another punch.

"Get the fuck off me you gay psycho." Blaise manages to throw him off and kicks him in the stomach, causing him to curl up on the floor.

"Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!" I scream, but they ignore me. The rest of Slytherin house crowd around the brawling boys and are cheering them on.

I run out of the portrait hole and bump into a teacher. "Miss Parkinson? What ever is the matter?" Remus Lupin asks.

"Sorry Professor. Blaise and Draco are fighting. Can you please come and break them up?"

I lead the way back into Slytherin with Professor Lupin right behind me. He walks through the crowd to the fighting boys. The werewolf pulls them apart with more rage than I ever knew he had. He is always so gentle. I suppose under the right circumstances anyone can surprise you.

"Right you two break it up... Zabini, Malfoy, my office now." He orders, and they obey.

I want to follow, but I figure it's a better idea that I don't interfere.

Draco POV

I obediently follow Professor Lupin to his office, Blaise trailing behind me. When we get to his office Zabini and I occupy the seats opposite Lupin.

"Now which one of you are going to tell me what all this is about?" The potions Professor asks looking between us. I cross my arms, just glare at Blaise."

"Well I was in the common room minding my own business, when Psycho Malfoy here attacked me for no reason." Zabini tells, innocently.

"For no reason..." I laugh. "You fucking trashed my room, you dick. And stop calling me a psycho! You already wrote it on my bathroom mirror, you don't need to sound like a broken record."

"Malfoy, language." The Professor then turns to Blaise. "Mr Zabini, did you trash his room?"

"No!" He denys.

"The truth."

"Fine... but it looks a hell of a lot better. I did the psycho a favour."

"I am not the psycho, you're the one who messed up my room. You are the one who stopped being my friend and started shooting me dirty looks and trying to turn Pansy against me. Why? What did I do to you to make you hate me so much?" I hiss.

"Is this true?" Professor Lupin asks Blaise. "You know we don't tolerate any form of bullying at Hogwarts."

"I'm not the queer that slit his wrists." He spits.

"That is none of your fucking business and neither is who I date. You lost that right when you terminated our friendship." I retort.

"Draco, I'm not going to tell you again... and Blaise if I hear you using homophobic language again, I will have you in detention the rest of the school year."

"Sorry, Professor." Blaise and I answer together. "I am not the one who terminated our friendship." Blaise continues. "You did when you cut me off all summer, you didn't even tell me you were gay. I had to hear it from Crabbe and Goyle taking the piss out of you."

"I cut everyone off this summer. I lost both of my parents and there was a lot more going on. What did you expect? You know I don't handle change well. I just wanted to isolate myself, I didn't mean to hurt you. And I didn't even know I was gay until a few weeks ago,. You haven't exactly helped me in accepting myself, given the state of my room"

"I didn't mean to, but you did hurt me and I don't know... I just got so angry at you. You, me and Pansy have been best friends since we were 6 years old. It has always been us against the world. It just seemed like you were shutting me out this year and only letting Pansy in."

"I didn't let her in. She forced herself in and I didn't dare argue. You know she is a force to be reckoned with."

"Yeah, she is that all right." He laughs. "Look man, I'm sorry about your room. I'll help you clean it up. Are we good?" He asks holding out his hand.

I hesitate, but decide I don't want to fight with him any more. "We're good." I reply, shaking his hand.

Lupin smiles at us. "Good. Now that you two have built a bridge... you will both be serving detention with me this evening for your fight earlier."

"Fine." Blaise and I moan in unison. We then leave and head back to the dungeons.

When we reach my dorm room, we are surprised find that it is no longer a mess. As soon as we step in Pansy pounces on us.

"What the hell were you thinking, Draco?" She asks slapping my arm. She then slaps Blaise's arm. "And how could you, Blaise?" The angry girl then sits us on my bed. "You two are not leaving here until you talk and make up."

"Pansy." I say, standing up and placing my hands either side of her shoulders. "We already did. We talked it out in Lupin's office and we are friends again."

She turns to Blaise and he nods in agreement. "Then why have you been such a dick to Draco?" She asks slapping his arm again. I have to say I am kind of enjoying this.

"I thought he was cutting me out, I got pissed off. He didn't answer me all summer."

"He didn't answer me either, but I forced him to talk to me first day back. You didn't even try, you just blew him off."

"Well he didn't tell me he was gay... he told you." Blaise retorts.

"Because I was there for him, when he having a hard time figuring out. You just made it harder. For him. A person sexuality can be hard enough to come to terms with, without one of your best friends acting like he has disowned you."

"I know and I am sorry." Blaise sighs. "I was just pissed and I wanted to piss you off. I'm sorry for making you feel so shit. And I'm sorry I didn't try to save our friendship, but I'm willing now. If I'm not to late." He finishes, giving me puppy dog eyes.

Pansy stares at me, and then at Blaise. "Would you two hug already." She demands.

The dark-skinned Slytherin opens his arms to me. I roll my eyes at him and walk into his arms. "Your forgiven." I surrender.

He then throws me on the bed and climbs on top of me, with his hands either side of my head. "So..." He begins, with a coy smile. "What's going on between you and Mr Harry Potter?"

"They're boyfriends." Pansy replies, mockingly.

"I don't know any more." I say, pushing Blaise off me.

"What you mean you don't know any more?" They both ask.

"I don't know if I like him like that any more." I lie. "I mean, have you seen how he has been with me the past few days in the hospital wing? Talk about clingy."

They both furrow their brows. "You liked the way he was with you in the hospital wing. I know you did because I haven't seen you that happy in so long." Pansy responds.

"Yeah Draco, I've seen the way you look at him." Blaise agrees.

"Well it was short lived." I sigh.

Pansy sits down beside me. "You were perfectly fine when I visited you yesterday afternoon. Did something happen last night? Did he do something, Dray?" She asks.

"If he did something I am going pound him all the way to New York." Blaise says, threateningly.

"We just made out a little. He was just... Harry. Besides I'm just not ready for a relationship. Now if you two don't mind, I would like to shower before Blaise and I's detention." I say, shooing them out the door.

Once I am alone, I strip off my robe and clothes. Four days with out a shower and I can't wait to get under that water, and am smelling like my beautiful self.

I step in to the stream of hot water and welcome the cleansing feeling it gives. I shampoo and condition my luscious locks.

I try to resist the itch at my arm, but I need my fix. Especially after my night terrors. I know I'm just out of the hospital wing for going to far. However this time I am not trying to kill myself, I just need that relief.

I step out of the shower and open my cabinet. Just as I thought, Pansy has cleared it out. I close it over again and reach on top of the cabinet. I find it and step back in the shower.

Try as she might, she doesn't know my hiding places. I know she does it because she cares, but she doesn't understand. And I don't expect her to.

I bring the blade across my arm. That one is for Blaise, the next one for Pansy, then Snape and the fourth cut is for Harry. I watch as my blood runs with the water down the drain. When it stops bleeding, I get out and dry myself off. I get dressed in my room and then decide to bandage my arm. I don't want to risk anyone seeing my new additions.

Then I throw on my robe and leave for Lupin's office to fulfil my detention.

Blaise and Draco made up. Yay. Something good finally happenig for him.

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