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Trigger warning: Child Abuse… I'm sowwy…

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I just kind of stood there for a second, looking at Haruhi.

Yanno... If I wasn't dressed like a guy, this wouldn't haven't been as bad.

I didn't freak out or anything, I'm used to walking in on people and people walking in my me changing. I'm an actor, it happens sometimes. Backstage is a mess. I just got used to it. But other people, however, are not as used to it as I am.

We both stood there looking at each other. Haruhi, with a shocked expression and me, confused holding a couple of towels.

I can taste the awkwardness in here...

Suddenly, Haruhi made the connect that there is a "boy" standing in her dressing room while she is half naked. "Get out Dani!" She yelped, covering herself up with her sopping wet jacket.

"Ah! Sorry Haruhi!" I said with slight panic in my voice. As soon as I closed the door I took a few deep breaths.

Wow Dani. First you hit a host, then you yell at another, then you assault one with a door and then walk in on him... Uh.. Her.. changing. You are about to receive a one way ticket out of this club..

I tried to calm down. I slumped my forehead against the door.

Okay girly, It wasn't a big deal. Haruhi is actually a girl. It's was surprising, yes. But it explains a lot actually. How did I not see it before?

I was able to brush it away a few moments later. I turned from the door, praying that no one saw that happen, but just my luck, I was suddenly face-to face with two very angry looking redheads.

"PEEPING TOM!" They yelled in my face. I jumped again and yelped, my voice losing its boyishness.

I can never catch a break

"You saw-" Hikaru said

"Didn't you Dani…" Kaoru finished.

"I'm not a peeping tom, guys. I was just bringing her some towels. I didn't know he was actually a she. I didn't see anything, guys. I'm not a pervert!" I said, backing up into the door.

These guys are making me feel really nervous. Again, It was just an accident!

Suddenly, the rest of the host club appeared. Hunny appeared at my feet. He's cuteness was gone, and replaced with an almost scary serious expression.

"Oh course you would say that. Sure sign of a guilty conscience." Hunny said..

"Guilty conscience? I didn't do anything wrong! I just learned Haruhi was a girl!"

"I don't like liars, Daniel." Hunny said coldly.

At this point I was ready to burst into tears.

This club makes me feel bad for every little mistake I make!

"I swear to God Dani, for your own good you better not have saw her naked." Hikaru said, slamming his fist into the wall

"How much of her fair maiden inncognito did you actually see?" Kaoru said, not as angry as his brother.

"I just saw her bra. That's it." I said, trying to recompose myself and have some pride left.

"YOU SAW HER BRA?" The twins yelled in sync.

Anndddd my pride is totally gone..

I felt myself getting smaller and smaller. I wish I could just crawl into a box and hide.. I looked over at Tamaki but he would be no help in this situation. Tamaki stood like a statue, a blank look in his eyes. Hunny continued to look ticked standing next to Takashi, who was emotionless as usual. He looked at me, and then shook his head. For some reason, that hurt more than Zander's doppelganger being angry with me. The twins were obviously angry, and Kyoya was watching the whole scene unfold.

Kyoya knows I'm a girl, I actually wouldn't mind if he said something right about now. Help me, you Asshole!

"So what are we going are we going to do with this pervert?" Kaoru yelled, suddenly more angry.

"There's only one thing to do, we must inflict amnesia!" Hikaru said. Suddenly I found my arms being pinned back, with Hikaru holding a bat, about to hit me in the face!

NO NO NO NO NO NOT AGAIN

"NO STOP PLEASE DON'T AHHHH!" I screamed, struggling against Kaoru's strong grip. I felt tears beginning to form in my eyes. The secret of being a boy is completely gone. I yell in my normal voice and everything starts getting blurry...

WHACK

"You selfish bitch! I told you what would happen if you ran away! Don't you ever try to get away again!"

WHACK WHACK WHACK

"Daddy, stop it! AHHH"

I tried to run away again. I really thought I could do it... But he caught me..

"Mommy! Help me plea-"

WHACK

My vision started to blur. I heard a wooden object being dropped to the ground. Zander's baseball bat? Suddenly, I was picked up by my hair and pulled upward.

"Don't you EVER try to leave again. I'll kill you next time, you little shit. Understand?" He yelled, the smell of beer on his breath. He's completely drunk again.

"Where's mom? MOMMY HELP!" I screamed, tasting blood in my mouth. I couldn't move my arms or my legs. I think he tied me up again.

"Shut up you little shit! Mommy's not here. She doesn't give a shit about you, you child killer!" He yells, slapping me in the face.

"She loves me!" I yelled back, spitting in his face.

He wiped the spit off of his face and gave me a deranged look. He let go of my hair and I hit my forehead on the cold tile floor, feeling dizzy. Suddenly, a kick to the stomach. And then another, and then one more.

I think I'm actually going to die... God please save my soul.

He picked me up and looked me dead in the eyes. I could see his unkept beard and his crazy eyes.

"You won't tell you mother about this, or I'll kill you. Understand, bitch?"

"Yes, sir.." I said through tears. My body felt numb, and I tasted blood. I couldn't fight it anymore. I was scared.

"Hmph.. stupid bitch,"

Suddenly I was thrown into the closet. Fear crept through my body.

"No.. Daddy.. please don't leave me in here! I don't like the dark! DADDY NO!" I tried to yell, but it came out as a whisper.

He laughed, and then slammed the door.

Surrounded in darkness… again.

"Okay guys, that's enough. Leave assault and battery to the professionals." I heard Kyoya say calmly.

Oh now you talk? Stupid prick...

I was let go and I crumpled to the ground. I was sobbing quietly. Fear started to leave my body and was replaced by anger.

"You better not fall in love with her" Hikaru sneered. I heard his footsteps walk away. But besides that. Completely silence. They were all looking at me, I know they were. I slowly got myself up, avoiding eye contact, when I heard Haruhi behind me.

"Hey Dani, it's okay, you were bound to find out at one point." She said sweetly, like nothing happened. I don't think aw saw the madness that just occurred.

I was trying to act like that too! Instead, I get yelled at and almost physically assaulted. I need to leave…

"Okay…" I said quietly. I went over to the windowsill, grabbed my backpack, and headed towards the door.

"Wait.. Dani, are you okay? What happened?" Haruhi asked, trying to touch my shoulder but I jerked it away. I started fast walking towards the door.

I can't be here anymore. I need to get away.. I can't be here... Oh God I feel sick...

"Hey, Dani-Chan, what's wrong?" I heard Hunny say quietly.

"Nothing.." I growled. I opened the door and slammed it shut.

I started running as soon as I exited the Host Club.

I needed to escape. I... I need to dance... Please help me forget about all my problems...

I wiped away my tears and called my work while I walked out of the school.

"Yanaka Coffee Shop, this is Hisao… How can I help you?"

"Hi Hisao.. it's Dani" I said sniffling.

"Dani.. Are you okay?" Hisao said worryingly..

"Yeah.. I just.. I just had a rough day at school. I can't work today.." I replied, trying to sound as normal as possible, but it not working.

"You gonna go dance?" Hisao asked.

"Yeah I think so.. Sorry for the short notice" I replied.

"Don't even worry about it Dani, I'll cover for you today."

"Thank you Hisao. I would like that.." He is the absolute best.. the big brother I never had.

"Okay Honey, be safe. Feel better alright. I'll see you in a couple of days."

"Thank you. Bye." I said, hanging up the phone.

Whenever I'm sad or angry, I go to the dance studio and work on routines or just freestyle. It gives me a calm state of mind and just makes me feel better. I need it today. I can finally be free, be myself.

I got on a bus next to the school and started on my way to the dance studio. I was still silently crying. I shouldn't have let them get to me. Those twins just know how to push me over the edge. And why didn't Kyoya help me!? This whole situation could have been avoided if he spoke up. The twins would have listened to him.. they wouldn't have listened to me, the pervert who saw Haruhi in a bra.

I arrived at the dance studio downtown. I waved to Wren, the front desk worker. He was a senior at the community college near the studio.

"Hi! Can I help you?" he asked sweetly.

"Oh! Sorry Wrendelynn, It's me, Dani." I told him, taking off the wig and letting my hair down. Wrendelynn was the ship name I gave him and his crush, Evelynn. I just started calling him that because I was catchy, and why not right?

"Oh hey Dani! Why you dressed up in a doctor's outfit? And why do you have a red wig on?"

"Don't even ask. It's a long story…" I said in a sad voice.

"Shitty day?"

"The shittest. Is there a dance room open?" I asked

He laughed, and then said "Yeah, the Adult Jazz class just finished. Go down the hall and to the left. You'll know which one it is."

"Thanks Wren.." Before going into the empty dance room, I went into the dressing room at the end of the hall. I changed out of my doctor's cosplay, put on a pair of red spandex and a flowy crop top with cameras on it. I put on my tall, black nike socks. I took a water bottle from the back room and my iphone from my bag. I walked into the empty dance room. I soon as I entered the room, a wave of tranquility rushed over me. I felt better already. I turned my iphone music to "Shuffle" and put it on the stereo. The first song was "Gravity" by John Mayer. Ironic, I have to do a solo to this song at the upcoming dance recital. I began to dance and forgot all my worries before the first minutes. I was smiling and laughing as I danced to the music. I practiced my ballet and jazz moves we learned in class the week before.

The recital was in about 3 months. I'm one of the best dancers in the class( not to toot my own horn), so I'm in a lot of duet and group dances. I'm extremely excited. I danced to a few more songs after "Gravity" finished. I probably spent about 2 hours just dancing. By the time I had to leave, I was sweating and I probably smelt terrible. But I was happy and calm, and honestly that's all that mattered to me.

"Hey Dani, We're closing up. Want me to drive you home?" Wren asked, poking his head inside the room.

"Sure, thanks! Let me just grab my stuff and we can leave!" I told him with a huge smile on my face. He smiled back and left the room. I turned off the music, grabbed my backpack, uniform,and wig, and walked to the front. Wren was waiting for me.

"You got all your stuff? Then lets go!"

TIME LAPSE WOOOO

"Thanks for the ride Wrendelynn! I owe you!" I shouted to him from the front step of my house.

"Yeah you do! Have a goodnight! See you on Saturday!" He yelled back as he drove away.

Thunder rumbled in the sky, there was going to be a huge storm tonight.

I ran up the stairs to the porch.

I guess I was gonna be alone through the storm. I thought mom would be back by now. Must be super busy at the law firm. I just hope I'll be able to sleepy.

I dug through my secret compartment of my backpack to get my house key.

Empty.

"Wait… what? No… no no no no no! This is NOT happening right now…. it's gotta be here somewhere!" I said in a panic tone.

I dumped out my entire backpack on the front step. I rooted through my books and all my compartments in my backpack. "Shit.. where did my key go?" I yelled angrily. I started getting scared. If the porch light wasn't on, I probably would have started had a panic attack... It's almost pitch black outside.

Maybe it fell out of my bag at the dance studio, or maybe it's at the host club… either way, I hope Mom comes back home some time tonight. I'm gonna be stuck out here if she doesn't!

The rain started pouring outside. In a matter of minutes, my front porch was covered in water and still coming down. I shoved my backpack and wig underneath the wooden chairs on the porch to try and keep them from getting wet and I went underneath the glass side table to avoid getting wetter than I actually was.

What a nightmare today is…

Lighting flashed across the sky, as thunder roared and shook the house. Kind of scary. I hope everyone is safe…

I didn't realize how tired I was. I curled up in a ball under the coffee table and found myself starting to drift away into the land of sleep.

Kay! That was a interesting and dark chapter! I hope you guys are alright with that! There is one more chapter on the way! Mentally prepare yourself for another chapter of BOSSNESS.

Yess.. bossness is a word..

Hope you enjoyed!

One Love. Superwoman, That is a wrap. Anndd… ZOOM!