Okay, Okay so this time Naruto Uzamaki is going to party again and Saya is coming with! woot woot!^^
That night after everyone went to sleep I snuck out to the backdoor and layed under a tree. I looked up at the stars and sighed. I should get back into bed, I thought to myself. I was emotionally drained today and....physicaly.
"Dad..." I said aloud. "Why doesn't anyone tell me about you? It's like they don't want me to know because they're too afraid I'll go crazy. If you were alive you would tell me everything, wouldn't you?"
I reached my hand towards the star filled sky and grabbed at the air like I had just caught a falling one. If only it were my fathers falling body that I could catch. Damn it! Stop thinking about it. This will only bring more suffering!
I sighed and closed my eyes for a little bit, but when I opened them again Sasuke was hovering over top of me. I jumped and put a hand over my heart. "Don't do that to me Sasuke! You could have given me a heart attack!"
He laughed. "Sorry. What are you doing out here anyway dobe? You could catch a cold." I got settled on the ground before answering him. "I couldn't sleep. Too much going inside my mind."
He frowned at me and layed down right next to me. He intertwined his fingers with mine. "So tell me Naruto. What has been troubling you?" I shrugged. "Nothing really. Just wandering why anybody won't tell me about my father or my mother for that matter...."
He rolled my body on top of his and I layed my head down on his chest. "What else?" he pushed as he started to stroke my hair. "About the future..well not right now, but sometimes my mind wanders to my future. You remember when you asked me why I was asking you about my dying right?"
"Yes, go on."
"Well.." I stopped for a momement to try and arrange my words so Sasuke wouldn't freak. "Kyubbi's seal is vanishing and one day it might vanish completly. I might get out of control and right now Kyubi isn't producing enough chakra and I don't know how much longer I have to live."
Sasuke shot up and I was flipped on the ground. He glared at me. "You mean you were dying all this time and you didn't tell me? God! I think this is the stupidest thing you have ever done Naruto! Does Tsunde even know about this?"
I shook my head. He growled at me and took me by the sholders. "This is why....you kept all these secrets? No, wonder people keep secrets from you. You keep your secrets from them!"
I felt tears pricking at the sides of my eyes. " I would tell them everything if they would tell me what I wanted to know! But they don't! You think I don't want to tell Kakashi everything? I do! I want to tell Iruka-sensai everything as well! I just can't okay! It's hard for me to keep everything in...to keep every secret I get away from my team. Especially you!"
Sasuke's grip on my sholders loosened and he grabbed me in a hug. "I'm sorry Naruto. I didn't mean to yell at you...I just got upset. C'mon let's get you to bed."
When I woke up in the morning everything was blurry and didn't seem right. I was still tired and didn' t want to get up at all. I rolled to my side and saw Sasuke staring at me with those onyx black eyes of his.
"Hey." he greeted. "Hey. Sorry for last night." He gave me a confused look. "What are you apoligizing for? I'm the one who should be apoligizing. I shouldn't have yelled at you like that."
I laughed. "It's fine Sasuke. I'm not mad." Sasuke looked at me with a worried expression. " Are you really fine Naruto?" I sighed. "Look at me Sasuke. What do you see?" He grabbed my hand and kissed it softly.
"I see a person who's scared to know what's going to happen next. A person who's scared to lose someone close to them and a person who's scared of dying, but I also see a person who's brave and has a strong desire to protect anything in harms way. That's what I see Naruto."
I looked at him with surprised eyes. How did he know all that? I've never told anybody how scared I was of dying....or anything he said for that matter. "Sasuke...How?" He smiled a me. "I just can tell what you feel by the look in your eyes."
He leaned up and kissed me. "I love you Naruto."
"I love you too."
( I know I'm skipping the whole day, but this will be part will be a whole lot funnier beleive me.)
After Roy, Ed and Saya got off of work we headed toward Black Iris. I hung out in the back with Saya while Sasuke and them were in the front. It was quiet betweeen us for a little bit, but then she tugged on my sleeve. "What?" I asked.
"Ummm....I know I shouldn't be saying this cause it might ruin the good mood, but I just thought you should know." Oh no. She was going to talk about my father. "That box that I handed to you yesterday, I really didn't look in it I swear to god!"
"How did you get that box anyways?" I asked her. "I really don't know. My mother cam home one day and told me to hang on to it and to never look inside. I asked her why I had to hold on to it and she just told me that someday I might have to give it to a very special someone."
I was confused. "What does this have to do with my father?" She pulled a picture out of her pocket. She showed it to me and I was shocked. There stood my father smiling and happy and standing next to him was a tall brown haired man.
"My father and your father were very good friends. When Orochimaru came to town it was up to them to defend this city. Apperently when Orochimaru was about to kill my father Yodaime came and tried to save him, but got caught in the process."
"So...Orochimaru killed your father...and he killed my father?" She sighed. "Yes, but since they were friends and all I think I'm indedeted to you. Well not literally, but if you need anymore files on anything just come on down."
I stared at her in disbelief. "What about Roy? I mean he's the only one with military clearance." She snorted. "Just come down. What's the worst he can do? Flame you?" I nodded my head. She may not be scared of him, but I am. "Don't worry about him. Oh Naruto do you want this photo?"
"Yeah sure." She took one last look at the photo and handed it to me. She whistled while she did it. "Damn Naruto, your dad is hot." Ew. I didn't need to know that. He was my father and to have someone say something like that ew.
"Oh sorry if I distured you. It's just I have a thing for older men."
"I'm older!" Roy yelled. Saya snorted. "I said older men. Not childish perverted men like you." He scowled. "Whatever...let's go have some fun." I stopped in the front of the door. Was Tadashi going to be here or was Orochimaru?
I felt someone grab my hand and give a reasurring squeeze. I looked over and Sasuke was standing right there smiling at me. I can do this. I know I can. "Alright everyone let's go."
Ed's POV
I sat their with Roy at a table. He was just sitting there glaring at Saya who was clearly enjoying herself on the dance floor. I finally got tired of Roy glaring at her, so I just waved a hand in front of his face.
He turned his glare towards of me. "What is your problem? All you've been doing is staring at her. What, do you think if you stare at her long enough she'll burst into flames?" Roy looked back over to where Saya was.
"Look at her, swinging her hips, shaking her cleavage around it's shameful really." He turned back towards me. "You know she's the only women who's rejected me. I mean I don't like a lot of men, but when women reject me I feel like I lost a part of my self." Oh brother. I threw up my hands in frustration. "I reject you all the time. What's the difference?"
He gave me a look like I had just said something stupid. "I said women Ed. I bet their a few peices and parts on you that beg to differ." I fell silent for a moment. "True." I sighed and got up out of my seat. I walked around the table and blocked his veiw of Saya.
"Look Roy, I'm going to go out there and dance, and flirt, and be scandelous with anyone that comes my way. Now you can either join me or just sit her and sulk and watch me flirt with all those pretty guys our there."
He growled and snaked a hand around my waist. "Like hell anyone's going to touch you." I chuckled. Works everytime.
Tee hee. Roy and his protectiveness. Well you guys know what I want so I won't repeat myself, but yeah. Thanks LovleySinner for your reveiws!^^
