I feel this is going to be the muse for the next couple of chapters. Miley Cyrus-The Climb

BPOV

After a few hours of somewhat catching up with Alice, I returned downstairs to try to find Edward to see if he could take her home. He was still standing in front of the window, but could obviously detect my approach.

"Do you need a ride to wherever you're staying?" he asked, without looking at me, and my heart sank a little.

"If you don't mind, otherwise I'm sure Alice could give me a ride…" my voice trailed off as he shook his head vehemently.

"Let's go he said," heading out the door before she could make sense of anything.

After climbing into the car he turned to me, "Where can I take you?"

"My house," I mumbled, and he sighed in frustration like I'd figured he would.

"And where is that?" he grumbled, trying to hold back his anger I could tell.

"You know where…" I answered but quickly there in, "Charlie's house."

His eyes grew wide as he stared at me in disbelief. "How did you get in there?" I looked at him confused, but this only made him angry, "I said how the hell did you get in there?" I shrank back and this angry Edward.

"It's my house, I have a key…" I pulled it from my pocket and he growled, but started the car.

We were at my house in no time, and I reluctantly climbed out, staring up at the house in front of me. Edward sped off without so much as a goodbye, and I sighed glancing after him. What was I getting myself into?

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The entire week was like that. Edward would insist on giving me a ride home every day. He was angry every time, and would speed off quickly as soon as the door was shut. But I decided I would take what I could get for now.

On Wednesday he had actually somewhat relaxed and we had had a short conversation before he turned into angry Edward again, leaving me on my doorstep. His mood only grew worse everyday, and I tried to suggest taking the bus or finding a ride with someone else but he wouldn't hear of it, so I stuck out our short car rides.

Saturday was finally here, and I actually breathed a sigh of relief that I wouldn't have to see Edward angry for a couple of days. Admittedly I missed him as well, remembering the way he used to treat me compared to now.

I spent the entire day doing laundry and cleaning the house. I had stocked up on food a while ago, and stood in the kitchen wondering what to do next. Deciding there really was nothing to do in Forks, I headed up to my room. I grabbed my favorite book from the shelf and curled up on my bed to begin reading.

I must've dozed off because when my eyes fluttered open all I could see was darkness. But I sensed someone else was in the room with me. I smiled knowing it had to be Edward, and continued to keep my breathing slow, not wanting to scare him away. He moved silently to my side, but I could feel that he was closer. Struggling.

He leaned brushing the hair from my face, as I willed myself not to open my eyes, but I couldn't contain the small sigh that left my lips. His fingers immediately stiffened, and I was afraid he was going to pull away. After a few minutes of silence though, he quickly began to run his fingers through my hair again.

I felt him sit softly on the bed, and his hand was suddenly gone. I could hear his silent sobs, and I opened my eyes to a slit as I stared at him with his head in his hands.

Instantly my resolve was gone not to let him know I was awake, and I embraced him. He turned his head into my shoulder, sobbing even harder. It was than I realized there were actual tears in his eyes, and my head spun at this revelation. How was that possible?

"Bella, Bella," He started sobbing as his arms wrapped around my waist. I sighed, hugging him closer, willing him not to pull away.

"Edward, please don't cry like that. I love you, please don't cry." His sobs wracked him harder, and I couldn't stop my own tears from splashing down my cheeks as I panicked.

"Oh Bella," He sobbed, "I love you too." My heart felt like it was swelling, as he leaned in and began kissing me with fervor. My hands tangled into his hair, and I moaned into his mouth. This was the moment I had been waiting for since I arrived in Forks. At the sound of my moan, however, Edward stiffened and pulled away suddenly. He was by the window in a flash.

"Edward?" I asked, unsure of what I had done.

"I can't do this." He answered staring out the window, tears still staining his face.

"Okay," I answered not quite sure to what he was referring.

"I mean, I want to. You look just like her. Talk just like her. Even smell like her." he was staring at me now as my heart thumped loudly in my chest, "Your heart beat even matches hers beat for beat. But than, than I see her on her death bed. And it was so real. And you died…she died! And I can't grasp how you can both be the same person. Everytime I feel myself feeling something for you, I feel like I'm betraying her…." he was crying again, and I tried to edge my way closer, but he put his hand out. "Please don't. If you aren't her, I can't even think how horrid I'll feel for betraying my Bella." and he quickly left the room.

I stared tears stinging my eyes. Somehow I had to make him see, I was his Bella.

EPOV

I felt horrible leading Bella on. Felt horrible that I hadn't wanted to stop, which is why I stopped. What would my Bella think?

Monday morning, however, I picked her up like usual. She climbed into the car as though nothing had happened. Buckling herself she stared out the window, but I didn't budge and sat looking at her. After a few minutes she finally turned to me, "What, aren't we going to school?" I shook my head.

"I'm sorry about the other night," I blurted out, but she just turned back towards the window.

"It's fine," she said in a very Bella way that meant it wasn't fine at all.

"I just don't understand. If you are her, why now? Why are you here?" I said, near tears again.

"Edward honestly, I have no idea." she said turning to me shaking her head, getting a little frantic now, and still she was gorgeous, "Don't you think I've wondered too?! I remember everything up to my last breath. You holding me, smiling at me, and even in that moment I was praying you would change me. Want to keep me forever even in my old disgusting form. But you didn't. And than there was darkness, and the awareness that you were gone for my life forever tore at me. I felt like screaming but I couldn't scream. I felt like crying but I couldn't. I was stuck in nothing, without you. I almost gave up hope. But than I started to remember things. Little things at first. Your laugh, your touch, small pecks on the cheek. And they pushed all my hurt and loneliness away. The more I fought to grab the memories the more I could remember and the happier I felt. Than they started coming back easily. Than I was here. And I had no clue if it was a memory or if it was real. I still don't. But part of me feels like….like we're getting a second glance Edward Cullen. And here you are pushing me away, hating life because you screwed up the first time. Well damnit you're not going to do it again!"

I sat stunned at everything that had just spilled from her mouth. All of her words circled my head, but nothing could fully sink in. "You think we're getting a second chance….for me to turn you into a monster?!" I almost yelled in her face.

"You're a damned fool Edward. You aren't a monster. Yes you gave me my 'life' but I gladly would've turned for you in a second, up to my last breath. I thank you for that life, but now I'm back, and I don't want that life anymore. I want my forever. I want you!" she screamed, before getting out of the car and slamming the door.

I stared after her. It all made sense but none of it made sense at all. I didn't know what to do. So I silently exited the car, and dashed up to her room before she could get there.

Muahaha yep, totally stopping right there.