It's short, but I'm in a time crunch for work. I promise I'll try to get a longer update tonight or tomorrow. This story is just swimming in my head!
BPOV
I slammed the door behind me. He was such a stubborn male. And I felt my heartbreak with every harsh glance and word he spoke to me. I rummaged through the kitchen trying to see if anything seemed appetizing to me, but decided I couldn't eat if I wanted to right at that moment. I stomped my way up the stairs into my room, slamming the door behind me.
He stood before me, gorgeous like the god he was. I wanted to run to him, to embrace him, to cry in his shoulder her and make him promise me never to be mean to me again. But I knew he didn't want my touch which only soured my mood even more.
"What the hell do you want?" I nearly screamed at him, my eyes bulging out of my head. He probably thought I was loony, but didn't show it on his face.
"Bella, I just wanna say I'm sorry," he said softly before his face broke. But I was too damn angry at him in that moment.
"You know what Edward, today it's just not okay. Not right now." I said before wheeling around exiting my room. Everything inside me was kicking myself. What the hell was I doing? It was the breaking moment I had been waiting for and now I was telling him I couldn't forgive him right now?
I slammed the door to the bathroom and started the water for a shower. I leaned against the wall my head in my hands as my back slowly slid down the wall to the floor. Loud, audible sobs wracked me now and my entire body shook.
I didn't even hear the door open, but in the matter of a few minutes Edward was beside me. Edward was brushing the hair out of my face. Edward was wiping the tears from my eyes. Edward was trying to calm me down. Saying caring loving words, kissing my face, which was only making me sob harder. Edward cared about me.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," he said, touching me continuously. I only nuzzled my face into the crook of his neck, trying to calm myself down.
"No I'm sorry," I whispered in a hoarse voice, "I knew this wouldn't be easy. I shouldn't be getting so impatient with you. I'll wait for you forever Edward. If you need time, I'll wait. I love you."
EPOV
I waited for her in her room, listening to her slam things downstairs. I tried to think of what to say to her when she walked in, but I didn't know exactly how I felt. She burst in suddenly yelling at me. So I said the first thing that came to mind.
"Bella I just wanna say I'm sorry," but she wasn't hearing it, so she yelled at me some more before turning from the room. I heard the bathroom door slam, and I knew I deserved her anger. I decided I would wait in her room for her.
The water started running and than I heard her sobs. I couldn't sit there any longer. Every fiber in me was screaming at me to go to her, and I listened.
Seeing her on that floor sobbing reminded me of the way I had left her so many years ago. My heart broke and I knew I could never leave her now, I didn't want to doubt her, I just wanted her.
I rubbed her back, I brushed the hair from her eyes, I tried to touch her in as many places as appropriately possible. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," I said, tears filling my own eyes. Why did I have to keep hurting Bella and myself by being so stupid and stubborn?
But just like my Bella she forgave me, and redeemed me with her love. "I love you too," I sighed into her hair, finally letting the tears overtake my own body.
