Sorry guys this one's gonna be a little short. I think probably two more chapters left…maybe an epi too….we'll see how it plays out. I just don't know where else I can go in this story.

But I do have another {hopefully} epic one in the makings! So please read that, I'm hoping to get out a first chapter or two in the next few days, but I really want to finish this first. I love you all!!

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EPOV

"Bella, I'm so sorry," I gasped, wide eyed at the realization of what'd I'd just done. How could I give into my primal instincts, I could've killed Bella! I buried my face in my hands, knowing I wasn't even worthy enough to look at the goddess that now stood before me.

"Edward," a melodic voice chimed, causing a knot to form in my stomach, "don't be sorry." Her voice was husky again, and I wondered how she could be so forgiving while being so full of lust at the same time. She should be craving blood, not wanting my body!

She had moved closer to me now, my body betrayed my thoughts as it hastily became aroused. I clenched my fists, willing my body to obey and not jump this new incredible creature before me.

Bella was now the image of perfection, not that she wasn't gorgeous before, but the change had accentuated all of her already wonderful traits. Her movements were more fluid now, her dark hair cascading down her back. Her skin was the same pale as mine, flawless and hard. The only real difference was the bright red of her eyes, which might creep out some, but to me it screamed sexy.

"Isabella," I moaned in agony, but was cut off my Bella's hand in front of my mouth. I bit my lip, trying not to reach out to lick and suck her fingers, noticing that now her scent enticed me in an entirely different manner.

"No, Edward," she whispered, her fingers tracing my lips now, "I asked for it. Don't you dare be sorry. You were going to change me anyway." I stared up at her, unable to breathe or move. I was now the one being dazzled.

She was right, Bella was always right. She had asked me, and we had agreed previously that eventually I would change her. I let out a breath as I stared up at her, still unwilling to fully forgive myself. I felt my resolve start to slip away as her fingers continued down my lips and to my jaw line. My eyes rolled back into my head, but I was quickly interrupted by the vibration in my pocket. I let out a low growl as I answered my phone.

"EDWARD CULLEN, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!" Alice screamed at me from the other end.

"I bit Bella…" I began, but was cut off by a shriek and a slew of profanities from Alice.

"Edward, oh my God did you kill her? Are you okay? Is Bella changed? Is she pissed at you?" her questions all spilled out in one quick breath.

"No I didn't kill her, I'm fine, she's changed, and she ASKED for it." I responded, feeling slightly annoyed that she thought so little of me, and that I was being cockblocked right now by my sister.

"Wait, what do you mean she's changed? It should take DAYS, we just saw you this morning…it's not possible…" her voice trailed off as she waited for an explanation.

"Well she's already changed, I don't know how else to explain it," I said, as the desire to take Bella began to overtake my thoughts.

"Let me talk to her Edward," Alice demanded as if wanting to clarify for herself, what didn't she believe me? I quickly handed the phone to Bella, watching her with grace and ease as she took the phone staring at me the entire time. I could hear Alice questioning Bella, but paid little attention to their conversation, not being able to keep my eyes or my thoughts off of the woman in front of me.

Finally I was broken out of my stupor when Bella said, "Well we were kind of…being intimate when I was changed…" and I smiled, knowing that she would be blushing if she could. I noted Alice was silent on the other end as she absorbed what had just been told to her.

"No wonder why I didn't see it coming," Alice whispered, but I quickly grabbed the phone from Bella, ready to end this conversation now and get back to what we were doing.

"Bella's starving I need to take her hunting Alice, bye," hanging up the phone I never took my eyes from Bella as a slow smile came to her lips.

"I'm not hungry," she whispered, and I grinned back at her.

"Neither am I, not for food at least," I growled, before lunging at her, tackling her lips as we fell to the ground, the house giving a tiny shudder. Bella's laughter rang throughout the room, and I couldn't help but laugh with her, feeling like I could fully be myself now, and finally not having to worry about breaking her.

"I love you so much," I whispered, the atmosphere changing suddenly from lust to passion as I held her in my arms not wanting this moment to ever end.

"I love you too," she said, snuggling closer to me almost as though she could read my mind.