A/N: Sorry it's taken me so long to get this one up, it's taken me a while to write. Thanks to everyone that has continued to read along and leave your thoughts. I've loved everyone.
Enjoy.


Chapter fourteen

'Oh God. Please be okay, Gil.'

Sara planted a kiss on Grissom's cheek to let him know she was awake.

Grissom woke up and tried to move, but he felt a weight on his chest and then he remembered the activities of the night just gone. With a goofy grin on his face Grissom turned to Sara and said,

"Good morning, Cherry Blossom."

"Morning Bugman."

Sara looked up at her man and was silently relieved that he was still with her. "Have a good night?"

"Why yes. Did you?" Grissom ran his hand through her hair as she rested her head on his chest once more.
Sara thought about her answer.

"Sar?"

"Yes. I had a good night Gil." Sara's hands started to shake again, but she tried to hide it the best she could.

"Are you okay, hunni?" Grissom pulled Sara closer to him and held her hand. He felt it shaking and held it tighter.

"I'm fine." Sara slide from between the sheets, threw on her gown and headed straight for th study.

Grissom quickly did the same and followed her. 'I've never seen her this bad before. Have I done something wrong?

'Oh God, she's worried about my heart.'

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Sara stood in the far corner of the room, starring out over the sea as the sun rose higher into the sky. She looked down at her hands which were still shaking even though she was still trying to hide.

Grissom walked into the study, with a slight limp. He had stopped to take his medication before coming into the room. It was the only room he hadn't seen when he was here the last time.

It was small with a large glass door and a balcony on one side, a large window on the other, a single desk that held papers and a laptop, a single chair was sat underneath it. The floor was wooden just like all the other rooms, other than the bedroom of course.

Grissom wrapped his arms around Sara's waist and held her close.

They stood there for a few minutes in silence, watching the people below run around.

Sara was the first to speak, "I wanted to say no last night Gil. But, I've missed you so much, ever since you stepped foot through that door I've wanted make love. I'm so sorry if I hurt you last night, I don't know what I was thinking."

Sara turned around and put her palms flat on Grissom's chest, her fingers dancing along the edge of his gown.

"How could you think that you'd ever be able to hurt me. I was the one that asked you to make love Sara, not the other way around. if you had wanted me to stop, I would have, you know that."

"I know."

"If anyone should be sorry, it's me, cherry. I know how much you're worrying about me. I should never of asked in the first place." Grissom lower his eyes from the window to the woman in his arms. "I love you."

"If I'm pregnant Gilbert Grissom, I'm going to kill you." Sara slapped him on the chest and flung her arms around his neck.
"But wouldn't that mean we'd get a little baby daughter to take care of?" Grissom held her tight as he brought up the subject of children, Sara always had been sensitive to the subject.

"I don't think I'm over losing out first daughter, Gil." Sara held Grissom tight as she thought back to that day. "But I do want to be a mother at some point in my life Gil."

"Good. Because we didn't, you know ... uhm use like -"

"Gil, shh, I know. And if I'm pregnant I'll live with it. If I'm pregnant Gil. I'd love to feel life growing inside me again."

"We'll have to wait and see then."

"What do you want to do today Gil." Sara stopped hugging Grissom and gave him a passionate kiss.

"What do you want to do?" Grissom responded when they came up for air, before beginning his own assault on her mouth.

A/N: So, what sort of thing do you guys what our favorite couple to do (other than love making)? And what do you think is going on with Sara and her shaky hands and alcohol? Please send your thoughts in. Hope you've enjoyed this chapter.
Take care.
Paige