My eyes widened as I took in his length and girth from beneath the layer of boxer shorts he was wearing. My fingers brushed him as I moved his pants down his legs, and I swear I felt him twitch at the slightest touch. His eyes were blazing, nostrils flared, as my breaths became more rapid.

He shoved me back on the bed quickly, "That's enough for now" he snapped. As he shimmied down my body he brushed himself against my leg and I gasped in surprise. He chucked deeply in the back of his throat. He moved his head low, almost to the apex of my thighs and I clenched in… anticipation? Fear? Arousal? He began kissing and sucking right above the waist of my pants and moving upward in a straight line for my left nipple.

The level of cold was stunning, but added another layer to the arousal. My body shivered as the assault continued up my ribcage. As he moved up slowly he would purposefully graze his hard member into my side. The panting returned at an embarrassing level. My hands began to grab and fist in his hair trying to make him move faster. But he chuckled again, and started to go in the opposite direction away from the nipple.

"No! No! Please," I begged. My body was squirming.

"Patience little one," Carlisle breathed against my skin. "When you bring your hands down from over your head, I will withhold from you. Keep them where they belong, and you will be rewarded. This is an exercise in control."

I groaned "Carlisle I have none. This is new. Please, please…"

He began tonguing right underneath the swell of my breast. "I suppose, since this is new I should let you indulge, shouldn't I little one?"

"Yes," I panted. "Yes, please."

"Deal," he grinned and began a savage attack upon my body. He latched his mouth over my nipple and sucked it deeply into his mouth using his tongue to massage into my breast.

"Fuck," I screamed. My body arched and I felt my panties dampen significantly. As he continued my body began to shutter and clench in ways I haven't felt before. My eyes closed tight as my body wound so tightly to this swarm of feeling.

I pleaded "Help… Help…" I didn't know this feeling. It was amazing but frightening. It was all encompassing and the thread of control I felt was slipping away, I was falling. And Carlisle stopped, pulled away his mouth and hands and grinned at me.

"What… What was… Why did you stop?" I panted.

"Too close to orgasm little one. I told you, I wanted to feel you clench around me. My fingers. My cock. We're not there yet. Patience," he licked once more at my breast.

"You… You're going to kill me… with sex!"

"Something like that," as he moved his mouth to the other nipple to start all over again.

CC&BS

It was a repeat. The building up, the almost there, and him pulling away with a chuckle.

My body felt like it had been turned into jelly. I wore a silly little grin on my face even though I had yet to feel a release.

Carlisle slide up next to me again. "Penny for your thoughts?"

"It's… It's all so intense and we haven't even made it anywhere close to the main event. I'm overwhelmed, in a good way. My body feels tingly and my mind is in bliss."

"Good," he kissed me softly on the forehead and then curled his arms around me to pull me in close to kiss me on the lips.

I sighed into his mouth and deepened the kiss, pressing myself against him, seeking warmth but knowing I would only feel the coldness of his body. I wrapped a leg over his hip and was surprised when he let out a hiss. I brushed against his cock, so hard and unforgiving. I looked down and realized with shame, "Carlisle what about your needs?"

"I am patient," he said softly against my cheek.

I moved my hand in between our bodies and cupped his cock in my hand. I was rewarded again by a hiss, as his eyes opened and his black eyes burned as he looked into me.

"I am patient, but I don't have endless patience little one. Don't start what you cannot finish," he thrust into my hand and I gasped in surprise. He was so big, so hard, I couldn't imagine when it came time, how this would work.

He watched my brain silently working this out. "You don't have to do anything little one."

I steadied myself, "No, Carlisle, I want to do this. I … I just never… I need you to…"

He kissed me softly. "I am patient love. I will help."

I tentatively cupped him again and ran my palm up and down the length. I watched his eyes as they continued to smolder and his nostrils flared just a bit.

My fingertips found the top of the boxer and I snaked my hand in, and grasped his cock. Carlisle's eyes rolled into his head. "The heat from your hand… It's… It feels so fucking amazing Bella".

After I touched, and palmed for a minute Carlisle kissed me fiercely and covered my hand with his own. He glided our hands up and down the length of himself, squeezing when we came to the head. I followed suit and mimicked his actions, soon he took his own hand away.

"Lay on your back," I whispered huskily. "I wanted to watch you while I do this."

He easily rolled to his back, and spread his legs. I sat back on my heels and watched my hand move up and down his impressive cock. I was spellbound that the head was so engorged and spilled small amounts of liquid.

"Pre-come," he panted. "Taste it off your fingers."

I grinned, lowered my head, and decided to taste it from the source with a swipe of my tongue.

"Fuck Bella," he groaned. His cock twitched greedily in response as more pre-come made its way out.

"You taste sweet, Carlisle" I said as I moved my head over him again. My hair tickled his thighs as I kissed him and opened my mouth and suck him gently.

Carlisle sat up and pulled me back. "No, too soon. I want you to watch my come leave my body as you pump me dry."

I returned with use of my hand, moving faster, squeezing more in rhythm with his pants. His body twitched slightly. His eyes closed and screwed up in concentration and his nostrils flared once more. He was rushing towards the end put needed a push. I put my mouth close to his cock and whispered to come. He did not disappoint. His release was fast and thick. The come landed on my face, my lip, his stomach, and member. I wiped it off with my hand, and thought better than to waste this precious fluid. I began to lick him clean, savoring the taste.

Carlisle laid with his eyes closed as he came back to his body. I cuddled next to him, damn proud of myself.

"Do you all taste that good?" I asked.

"Vampires do, human males though, I hear is a different story. Not as sweet and pleasant," he responded.

"That was fun," I reflected. "It was amazing to watch how much touch affects you."

"More fun to experience on the receiving end, I promise," as he rolled me over quickly and pinned my arms to the side. "Your turn."

My eyes widened in fear and I sucked my bottom lip into my mouth. I whispered, "I … No".

Carlisle looked up at me and sighed. "What's a matter little one?"

"You… can't… You… can't… do THAT… to me," I worried over my lip obsessively.

Carlisle kissed my stomach, "Why not? Did you not just say you liked watching me release as you and your amazing hands and mouth made me lose control?"

"It's… It's… Vulnerable. No one has ever… No one has seen…" I panicked.

He came back up my body and cuddled into the side of my neck. "Sh, sh, sh love. Vulnerability is what it's all about. Someone making you feel so good that your mind and body lose the ultimate control. It's so sexy to watch. There's nothing to be afraid of in here." He kissed, licked, nipped at my neck while his wonderful hands massaged soothingly at my body. "Relax, just feel."

I closed my eyes and got lost in what he was doing to my body. His fingers never left the waist and hem of my pant and underwear, making his intent clear. But his tongue and lips continued their assault on my neck, collarbone, swells, and nipples. He worked his magic over and over until I was a ball of panting need.

Without thought, without meaning, and before I could stop it from escaping my own lips I whispered and moaned "Pleeease."

"Please what little one? What do you need?" He had his tongue in my navel, swirling, lapping, sucking.

My body was bucking into him. My panties were soaked. My mind was foggy and the anticipation and fear were overwhelming.

"Please… Please touch me" I whined and shook my head back and forth on the pillow.

He continued his ministrations with his mouth and tongue on my navel, sometimes letting it drop an inch or two, so that it rode on my pant/underwear line.

"Where little one? Where should I touch you to make it better? To stop the burn?" he grinned and continued to move his mouth and tongue but never made a pull for her pants, never moved past the line he was already dancing.

I whined so loudly, almost a cry to the gods. My body pushing, demanding him to his destination, practically bucking his face, but he paid no mind. I grabbed his hair, pulling hard and furiously, trying to move him down, but he just chuckled seductively.

He moved his head up, latching to my nipple, sucking it gently. "Is this where you wanted me?" He grinned.

"Urgh! God, no. Please, please Carlisle, lower," still trying to push him downwards in the direction I felt the burn so deeply.

He nipped at my ribcage again. "Here?"

"You know what I want, please, just, please!"

He brought his head back up to my ear. I cried at the loss of progress and feeling. He whispered darkly in my ear. "You want my mouth on your pussy little one? You want me to suck, and nip, and lick you deeply where you are wet already? Is that what you want?" He licked my ear, and I shivered hard.

"Yes," I whispered. "Yes."

"Yes what?" He licked and sucked my earlobe. "Tell me exactly what you want."

"I want your head between my legs," I licked my lips and watched him move downwards.

"Like this?" he smiled. "What should I do here?"

I raised my hips but his face was just out of reach. He kissed my apex and I groaned.

"Pants," I groaned. "Off."

He slowly pulled my pants off and tossed them into the already growing pile. He pushed his nose into my panties and took a deep smell and moaned. I gasped and wrapped my legs around his head.

"PLEASE!" I screamed.

Slowly, in no rush of his own, Carlisle peeled my underwear. Unwinding my legs off his head to get them off. The last article of clothing joined its mates in the pile.

I felt Carlisle's breath against my sex, "Beautiful" he whispered.

He put his lips against me, and my eyes rolled into the back of my head.