Okay. I guess I have some explaining to do.

I haven't posted for like 4 days! Or is it 5?

I'm really sorry.

It's just that my birthday's tomorrow and I had to take off of work so my cousin gave me an extra day and the girl at my work was sick on Sunday-the day I have off-so I had to work for her. Even though she was perfectly fine in school the next day!

And today I had to get my hair cut-it was really dead haha.

Plus, I've come up with a new story line. I'm not sure when I'll post the first chapter because this weekend I have to host a St. Jude's block party. But maybe if I can stay up late enough, I'll do it!

Or, who knows, maybe today!

Yay for reviews.

Hehe.

Btw. Copy rights-I've never really seen all of Borat but my cousin always says that to me so I thought it would be funny. Haha.

Back to the scandalous affair!

Chapter 18-

Guilt washed through me and coursed through my veins as I made my back to Biology.

Edward left first so it wasn't obvious if we came into class at the same time. I followed behind a few minutes after; avoiding eye contact with anyone-knowing it would give me away.

I took my seat next to Edward and silently tore out a piece of paper from my binder. I was the one writing the note this time.

We can't do this. I wrote and slid the note to Edward, still looking forward.

His pen glided quickly but smoothly across the paper.

Yes we can.

I was a bit angered at how nonchalant he was by the topic of cheating. Cheating! On my boyfriend. Who I couldn't seem to break up with-yet.

Couldn't Edward wait? Well, I know I couldn't. But still. This was unlike me. It had to stop.

Well, I can't.

I darkened the 'I' so I made him see that this wasn't all about him and his needs.

I saw from the corner of my eye that he turned to look at me. When I turned to him he looked confused. "What are you talking about?" He whispered.

"Jacob," I whispered back.

His eyebrows furrowed and his lips tightened. "What do you like about him so much anyway?"

"Not now, Edward." I sighed, turning back to try and concentrate on what the teacher was talking about. No luck there.

When the bell rang, Edward got up quickly and sped out of the room at an inhuman pace. Well, I was going to have to deal with this sooner or later.

The rest of the day went by in a blur. I felt robotic just sitting there, thinking about Edward as if he was planted into my mind and there was no way to get him out.

Ugh! Why was this so frustrating? I wanted Edward. Why was I rejecting him? Oh right-Jake.

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The next few weeks were…depressing. Not that Jake makes me depressed. But no Edward does. Seeing him make out with random girls everywhere I was wasn't exactly my cup of tea. If he thought he was trying to make me jealous…well it was working.

Although I highly doubt he noticed my existence considering he didn't steal a glance at me or speak a word to me since I told him to 'back off'. Which was fourteen days ago.

Not that I was counting.

I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to see Edward. I needed to see Edward. To have him hold me, to touch me, to kiss me…

After I said bye to Jake that day after school, I made my way to a certain shiny Volvo. Edward was in it, about to leave until he saw me coming towards it. I tapped on the passenger window lightly. But instead of Edward lowering his window, he unlocked the doors.

He took the key out of the ignition-probably guessing that this would take a while. I got in slowly and unwillingly looked at him as his eyes bore into mine.

I took a deep breath, waiting, but he just sat there-emotionless.

"Edward," I started, "I-" But I couldn't say anymore. I was interrupted with his lips on mine.

I was so shocked-I didn't even have a chance to inhale. I pulled away-mainly to breathe but also to gaze at him. At his gorgeous face and his soft lips. I was the one to kiss him this time. His mouth felt urgent against mine and his hands were roaming every part of my body. This may seem difficult in a car-but nothing was for Edward.

Suddenly, he stopped-putting the keys in the ignition for a second time. He backed out of the small parking space and sped away quickly.

"Where are we going?" I asked, still breathless.

"My house," He said, smiling a bit.

My breath caught in my throat and my hands became clammy. "Uh…Edw-ward," I stuttered, "I…don't think we should do this." I looked down and began playing with my fingers.

He was silent and the car slowed a bit.

"Besides," my voice said shakily, "I thought you were a virgin…" I knew it wasn't true but there was still some hope in me that wished he was.

He laughed lightly.

Ugh, I knew it.

"Bella," he said softly, "do you really think I'm a man whore?"

I looked at him sarcastically then looked back at the road, sighing. "I wasn't born yesterday Edward." I said sharply.

"You might as well have been," he said, laughing again.

"This isn't funny."

"Actually, it is," he shook his head this time, "how do I convince you?" He was squinting in the road, seeming to be deep in thought. "Bella, just because you see me dating many girls or simply kissing them, doesn't mean I've slept with them. Believe it or not, I am a virgin. I never wanted to take it to that level because there was no one that was worth losing…it. But you," he paused to grab my hand. "You amaze me. There's no one else I'd rather be doing this with." He pulled my hand to his lips and kissed it softly.

I was speechless. Was Edward really a virgin?

"Is this what you say to all the girls you bring home?" I said-laying my head on his shoulder-half-jokingly, half-serious.

I felt his body vibrate under my temple as he laughed and he kissed the top of my hair lightly. "Only you, Bella," he whispered, "only you."

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A/N-Bella seems like the whore now! Haha.

Soo are they gonna go through with it?

Hmmmmmmm I dunnooo.

Actually I do…

…But you don't

Bwhahahaha

Well tomorrow I turn sixteen so there's a chance that I might not be updating until Friday unless no one pays attention to me so I mope around and think the only people that were ever good to me were my readers and I come on here.

Reviewers are even more amazing.

Hmm can we try to get to 20 this chapter?

I think we can :)