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Chapter 23-

After the incredibly long and awkward drive home with Edward, I nearly sprinted in my house-managing to fall twice, scraping my knee and forearm-and got dressed to go down to Jacob's house.

I would've taken a shower to at least get Edward's smell off me but I…had no time.

My hands were shaking constantly that I had trouble sticking the keys into the ignition. Finally being able to start my car, I made my way to Jake's.

The drive there was probably one of the longest rides I spent in my truck. This gave me time to think over and predict what Jake's reactions might be. Would he not want to speak with me? Would he hit Edward? Would he hit me?

The possibilities were endless. And I was getting closer to his house.

I pushed on the gas a little harder when the light ahead of me turned yellow.

Stupid truck. It never did any good for me.

I arrived at Jacob's house, my breathing a bit amplified.

As much as I was anticipating this moment, I slowly got out of my car and made my way to the front door.

I knocked on the door quietly, not really wanting anyone to answer.

But someone did. Just not Jacob. Someone in a wheelchair. Someone who looked oddly familiar.

"Bella Swan?" Said the man in the wheelchair.

"Yes…" I replied uncertainly.

"You've grown into a wonderful young lady." The man spoke again but I looked at him confused. "I'm Billy Black, a friend of Charlie's." He stuck out his hand to shake it.

"Oh, right," I said, shaking his clammy hand. "Is it alright if I talk to Jake?"

"Yeah, sure. He's in his room. It's upstairs, the first left." He said although I already knew where it was.

"Thanks Billy." I said.

He backed up his wheelchair so I could go past him and I felt a bit awkward just leaving him there.

Oh well.

I went upstairs and stood in front of Jake's door, thinking for a second. I took a deep breath for the millionth time today and was ready to accept the worst.

Suddenly, Jake's door opened and he was standing in front of me.

"Oh," he gasped. "Bel-"

"Wait, Jake," I interrupted. "Before you say anything, hear me out first-please." I begged.

He looked at me unsurely but pulled me in-shutting the door behind us-and led us to his bed.

"Okay," I breathed. Here we go. "Jake, I never wanted to hurt you. And if I did, I didn't want you to find out like this."

"Bella, what are you-"

"Jake please! I'm being serious." I paused, waiting for him to respond but he just stared at me, with squinting eyes. "Anyway," I continued, "Before we were going out, I was sort of interested in someone else. But I didn't really know it myself. And when I met you, things changed-but not entirely. I still had feelings for…that someone else," I hesitated, not knowing if he knew who it was yet, "and I couldn't help my feelings for him. I care about you Jacob, but…I care for Edward more." I slipped out his name by accident but figured that he was going to know sooner or later.

Jacob just stared at me with an unreadable expression and his mouth half open.

"Jake…" I asked, not sure if he was listening to me.

He snapped out of his trance and blinked a few times. "Did you…did you cheat on me?" He looked shocked and disgusted at the same time.

My eyes widened a bit and I stayed silent. Didn't he know this already?

"Did you?" He said, his voice only a bit louder-but it still made me flinch.

I looked down; concentrating on the few split ends I had in my hair. "Yes," I said quietly and bit my lip.

"With Edward…" Jake said to himself, looking to the left of him and shaking his head. "I shoulda known."

"Jake I…" I stopped. What would I say? Saying sorry is too overrated. It wouldn't be enough for the damage I've caused.

Jake sighed and I looked up to see his face strained. "Bella," he said harshly which felt like pins to my heart, "I think you should leave." He turned to look at me. His eyes were filled with rage and disappointment. I knew he was holding feelings inside, but decided that he might need some time.

Sadness washed over me but I got up without a word and quickly left Jake's room.

I made my way downstairs as fast as I can. Billy was watching the news on television but still managed to say goodbye to me. "You take care Bella. Tell Charlie I said hi."

I didn't answer him and nearly ran to my truck.

I wasn't going to cry. I didn't even feel the crying coming on. I deserved this. If I were to cry right now, I would be selfish. I am selfish. I cheated on Jacob. There was no excuse for my behavior.

I drove home, not crying and not expecting to cry. Just think. I had a lot to think about. When I arrived home, I was thinking. When I told Charlie about Billy, I was still thinking. And when I made up an excuse to why I was over there, I hadn't stopped thinking.

Then it hit me.

Alice told Jacob. Well, that's what Edward told me…Edward.

What a liar!

I should've known he would pull something like this. Oh, was he going to be in trouble…

My evidence should be correct just in case.

I quickly made my way to the phone in the kitchen and dialed Alice's number.

She picked up on the first ring.

"Alice speaking." She said cheerfully.

"Alice, its me-Bella."

"Oh," he voice dropped a bit, "hi Bella…"

I didn't care for her change in tone and wanted to get right to the point. "Did you tell Jacob I was cheating on him?"

She gasped into the receiver, probably shocked at how straightforward I was. "No Bella. Of course I didn't. What kind of a friend do you think I am?"

"Then why did you tell Edward that you told Jake?" I asked, just making sure.

"I didn't say that to him," she replied, confused. "I said that you should tell him or I was going to do it. But I was kidding. Maybe he misunderstood…"

"Oh." Well, guess I can't blame anyone but myself now. "Uhm. Well, sorry to bother you. I'll see you tomorrow. I said mechanically.

"But, you know that threat wasn't true right? I wouldn't tell Jacob. If I did, he would've known like…a month ago." Alice said, not ready to get off the phone yet.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"Bella," she sighed, "do you seriously think I wouldn't find out? I know like, everything that happens in this town. Your little affair was one of my top stories. Congrats!" She squeaked.

Top stories? That just puts the cherry on top of my day.

"Why didn't you tell me Alice?"

"Because things are more fun when nobody knows but you…and Edward too I guess." She sounded uncomfortable.

"Sorry for hooking up with your cousin…" I said, making this more awkward.

"It's okay," she giggled.

"I'll see you tomorrow," I repeated.

"Bye Bella!" Alice said then hung up.

I'm not sure why I was mad that Edward misunderstood. I mean, I had to tell Jake sooner or later right?

What if Edward didn't tell me that? Would I still tell Jake…?

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The next morning I woke up, feeling like the most miserable person in the world. I knew what had happened the previous day was real and certainly not a dream.

I was just going to have to suck it up. I dressed and ate quickly that I nearly threw up from how fast I was chugging my milk.

I was anxious. I just wanted this week-or at least this day-to be over.

When I arrived to school there was a circle of people forming in the parking lot. I parked quickly and got out of my truck, hoping no one got hurt.

I was only a few feet away from the mob of people when Mike Newton almost ran into me.

"Bella!" he paused to catch his breath.

"What is it Mike?" I asked, concerned and looking over at the crowd again.

"There's a," breathe, "fight going on."

"Between who?" I pressed.

"Edward and Jake."

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A/N-Looks like someone got mad…

Haha. Well tomorrow-or today considering its 2am-is Sunday and I have no work but I do have a lot of homework so I'll try and get another chapter in!

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They usually never do. (That rhymed)

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