So i woke up on the couch. i must have passed out after the CRAZY DANCING! It was dark, must be around 7 P.M. I found my lap top on the floor, all closed, thank god. i opened it and found a ton of IM's.

rielly!!! whats going on?!?! is shane back yet????

that's what most of them said. It kind of brought me down, but on the bright side, he will be home soon, maybe. What if this was all a mistake? What if marrying Shane isn't what i was supposed to do with my life? I never got to go to Berkely to become a music major, i mean, i don't even have to work! I do live the rockstar life, but i guess if you're not the rock star, it's not worth while. My phone started vibrating on the end table, i picked it up to see a text from my friend Caset.

Hey rielly! i haven't talked to u in forever! just wanted to say hi!

Man, i remember him in highschool. So many girls did not like that kid. He never did drugs, or smoked, he was just kinda a jerk. I didn't text him back, i would eventually.

i am, confident but i still, have my moments baby.... i answered my phone.

"Yello?"

"BLUE! GREEN! ORANGE!"

"Um, what?" I asked.

"Well, i'm sorry! i thought we were naming colors!" I started laughing.

"hey Shane." I said.

"Hey baby, so i have the biggest suprise for you ever."

"Oh do you now?"

"Yes, and you should be getting it very, very soon. Sooner then you think actually. OOO Mitchies here! i have to go!" He said, i sighed. I love that girls music, but i think she's trying to steal my man. I shut my phone, and set it down. I went into the kitchen and got a Nutty Bar, i made sure to let the fans know i love them. They will send you anything, so now, we have a pantry just full of boxes of Nutty Bars! yay!!! I grabbed one, and turned on the TV. I went on the DVR to see what all was recorded, nothing spectacular. i went down until i saw..... CRIMINAL MINDS! NO WAY!!!! Right before i clicked on it, there was a knock at the door.

"Ugh, always ruin my mood. I bet it's one of those damn politician people, god i hate them" i said to myself, swining open the door. No one was there, i looked down and saw a boquet of roses. i smiled. I picked them up and grabbed the card.

"Hey baby, go to the pool" Was all it said, it was in Shanes hand writing. I set the flowers back down and walked to our pool, oh my god. He had set up the most amazing thing ever! He had a two person table set up right next to the pool, and his laptop was set up on a seperate table with a projector, and i looked across the pool to see the projector screen. I looked in the pool and saw red and white rose petals in it. i smiled again. Then i felt it, what i have longed for since Shane left. I felt his arms wrap around my waist. I leaned back into him, and i smelt his cologne.

"Hey Shane." I said.

"baby, i missed you so much." he said, hugging me tighter. i turned around so i'd be facing him.

"i missed you so much too, it feels like it's been forever."

"it has been forever. i love you, so so so much! Let's take a seat." he said. we both sat down, and Nate came out with our food.

"Why hello, i am Nate, i will be your server tonight." He said, setting down plates. I think this was my favorite date ever. Me and Shane finally had all the time in the world to talk. We talked about everything, his favorite parts of the tour, my boringness at home. I did tell him about the crazy dancing.

"I MISSED IT?!?!" He asked.

"Yea, sorry, 'We're Not Gonna Take It' came on, and i just couldn't help myself!" i said, Shane just started laughing. Once we finally finished eating (it did take a while, since we kept talking), Jason came over in a black tux and white gloves.

"Yes, i am your limo service tonight, sir and madam." He said, Shane took my hand and led me to a gorgeous white stretch limo.

"Shane, oh my....."

"No baby, this is all for you." He said, letting me go into the limo first. Jason drove us for about half an hour, and then stopped.

"We have arrived at your destination Mr. Grey." he said. Joe smiled and got out first so he could open my door. Jason drove away after we were both out. We were at the park, no one was there, and the sky was gorgeous.

"Shane, this is beautiful." i said.

"I know. I am so sorry. Nate talked some sense into me after he heard me talk about my concert on the phone. And he told me i was being a jerk, and selfish, and that i didn't realize how much you meant to me." he said.

"Shane, come on, we both hate the sappy stuff." i said, but i coudl feel the tears coming.

"i know baby, it's just, i am so sorry. i can't imagine what you felt, but i promise it won't happen again." He said, and then, like out of no where, he grabbed a guitar. And he started singing a gorgeous song.

Broken hearts and last goodbyes, restless nights
But lullabies helps to make this pain go away
I realize I let you down
Told you that I'd be around
I'm building up the strength just to say

I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's on me,
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

Filled with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame
For leaving your heart out in the rain
And I know you're gonna walk away
And leave me with the price to pay
Before you go I wanted to say that I'm

I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's on me,
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

Can't make it alive on my own
But if you have to go,
Then please girl, just leave me alone
'Cause I don't want to see
You and me going our separate ways
I'm begging you to stay
If it isn't too late

I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's on me,
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

But your already on your way

I was crying by the end of it, and so was he.

"Rielly, when i wrote this, i was sure you wanted to leave me. once i started thinking about all the things i had said, and the way i treated you, i couldn't help but think that's what you wanted to do." he started letting more and more tears go. "Just tell me that it's not going to happen. That's all i need." he said.

"Shane, you are the love of my life. I would never leave you, ever." I said, and even in the darkness, his face started to glow.

"i love you." Was all he said before he pulled me into a kiss. Oh how i missed his lips.

okay guys, so i know that was randomn and pointless and probably crappy as crappy could be, but its like midnight, and i totally forgot about thsi story! haha! so yes, here ya go! if you have any ideas, leave them in the reviews! i'm starting to get back into this, and i have so many ideas for stories, you have no idea! can't wait to share!!!!!!

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